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I would take high doses of dxm and watch horror movies and dissociate to where I was in them, imagining serial killers hunting me and I was on the run it was so intense I would forget about all of my life and be in them. The comedowns got worse and worse and I could fee the sense of true human evilness I never experienced before when I would watch child predator exposed videos. I felt suicidal watching such evil take place on the world and realized what people were really like. I would dissociate and it would be the most intense evil and beautiful thing I will experience to this day, but I don’t think I will be the same especially after 900mg of dxm. That high wasn’t enjoyable and I couldn’t move. I had never felt so evil in my life, as their was sinister ringing in my ears the whole time, and I payed on the ground forgetting my name. Do you think it is reversible? Last time doing dxm was in august regularly but I’ve done twice since
