on deliriants i always think theres someone after me

[alurmo]

@Proex last week i did my weekly dph trip
obv the usual voices, hallucinations but whats never got used to is the feeling of a person, trying to assassinate me like a impeding doom that keeps me paranoid and afraid, its almost a sci fi type of thoughts, like the metheads in psychosis and shti, in that state I take down my clocks and mirrors bc they're spy tech, grab a knife and clear every room for people
sum weird shit but I still do it tho

 

[wollet2]

why do u take drugs to feel shit are u stupid

 

[alurmo]

why do u take drugs to feel shit are u stupid

idk i have a theory the deliriants make me strong
I'm weak in my first datura/dph trip I cried
I saw almost all of the hallucinations, bugs and spiders ofc, hat man, shadows, dead family and friends, kids with no eyes sum crazy ass shit borderline delirium and psychosis
but I'm still here, I take it to make me strong, u cant be mentally weak in the world, I've lost too much to my high inhib mentality

but they're neurotoxic as shit so only once a week prob won't make me a alzheimers patient

 

[wollet2]

idk i have a theory the deliriants make me strong
I'm weak in my first datura/dph trip I cried
I saw almost all of the hallucinations, bugs and spiders ofc, hat man, shadows, dead family and friends, kids with no eyes sum crazy ass shit borderline delirium and psychosis
but I'm still here, I take it to make me strong, u cant be mentally weak in the world, I've lost too much to my high inhib mentality

but they're neurotoxic as shit so only once a week prob won't make me a alzheimers patient

haha, you think these fake ass hallucinations will make you strong? youre delusional dude
why i tell you that? Because u havent been exposed to suffering yet

 

[wollet2]

@alurmo if you want a chance at becoming strong self mutilate/torture

im serious

 

[alurmo]

haha, you think these fake ass hallucinations will make you strong? youre delusional dude
why i tell you that? Because u havent been exposed to suffering yet

alr bro whatev u say
il stop taking them im prob just a mentalcel atp

 

[wollet2]

alr bro whatev u say
il stop taking them im prob just a mentalcel atp

i dont understand how they help you, they wont make u strong
strong is being able to stab yourself

 

[Humbert Humbert]

@Proex last week i did my weekly dph trip

What dosage did you take? I want to see spiders

 

[alurmo]

What dosage did you take? I want to see spiders

go low as a first trip always
i suggest like 200mg or smt Idk if u will see spiders but its a good start plus it might be enjoyable, music sounds orgasmic on dph
*u can always take more then first dose, start low*

 

[Proex]

Sounds fun i would try it if i had the stuff

 

[alurmo]

Sounds fun i would try it if i had the stuff

buy the allergy one the sleep aid ones are more expensive btw(at least in my country)

 

[Humbert Humbert]

go low as a first trip always
i suggest like 200mg or smt Idk if u will see spiders but its a good start plus it might be enjoyable, music sounds orgasmic on dph
*u can always take more then first dose, start low*

I'm a very experienced drug user. I can handle a bad trip. How much do I need to hallucinate?

Is the allergy one more hallucinogenic than the sleep aid?

 

[alurmo]

I'm a very experienced drug user. I can handle a bad trip. How much do I need to hallucinate?

Is the allergy one more hallucinogenic than the sleep aid?

alr 500-550 mg then
The allergy one is just cheaper....