Once I get a standard of myself, I can't accept below it

[6.5PSL]

Is anyone else like this? Once I know how good I can look in photos I'm absolutely disgusted when I take other photos. For example, when I take a selfie from 2 feet away it makes me cringe so hard how bad I look and now I only want to take photos with good lighting from a proper distance. I have this idea in my head of my attractiveness and if a photo doesn't accurately reflect it, I hate the photo a lot. Many of you will rage if right now you take a semi-close selfie without flash, OVER!