one memory that still haunts me

[Prøphet]

When I was in 10th grade in my math class I had to partner with this asian foid for an assignment

The first thing I did was I asked her how she got an answer for one of the problems and she just couldn't stop laughing at me as I kept asking for help with shit since im retarded

My social awareness was extremely poor back then so im sure I fucked up something but it will always haunt me how nts will just laugh at your existence

they always fucking do this to me man im so tired

 

[tansel]

maybe she was just laughing for no reason man

why do u assume that u did something bad

 

[Prøphet]

maybe she was just laughing for no reason man

why do u assume that u did something bad

because this happened multiple times when I had group projects and shit

my social skills were so bad in high school

they still are but im just better at avoiding people now

so embarrassing man I literally remember this shit when im trying to fall asleep and then I can

 

[tansel]

because this happened multiple times when I had group projects and shit

my social skills were so bad in high school

they still are but im just better at avoiding people now

so embarrassing man I literally remember this shit when im trying to fall asleep and then I can

can u maybe explain it better lol

you asked her for help on a question & she laughed?

& you thought she was laughing at you?

 

[Prøphet]

can u maybe explain it better lol

you asked her for help on a question & she laughed?

& you thought she was laughing at you?

Yeah I was known for being weird asf and ugly as I had a very bad reputation during this time

whenever I would try to say something about the assignment she looked like she was trying to hold in a laugh

I wanna die when I remember how embarrassing and awkward it was

 

[Nutsack2000]

Pay them no mind

 

[Blasian-K]

When I was in 10th grade in my math class I had to partner with this asian foid for an assignment

The first thing I did was I asked her how she got an answer for one of the problems and she just couldn't stop laughing at me as I kept asking for help with shit since im retarded

I've been better at this as of late, but damn, still thinking about things that happened years ago isn't progression.

Obviously, escaping that overthinking loop is easier, said and then done.

But don't get beat up over some Asian bitch man.

My social awareness was extremely poor back then so im sure I fucked up something but it will always haunt me how nts will just laugh at your existence

Laughing can also be just an awkward reaction for some. Not every time it means an insult. I wasn't there for the situation, but like @tansel said, you could be overthinking.

they always fucking do this to me man im so tired

 

[tansel]

Yeah I was known for being weird asf and ugly as I had a very bad reputation during this time

whenever I would try to say something about the assignment she looked like she was trying to hold in a laugh

I wanna die when I remember how embarrassing and awkward it was

well

that is very sad to hear

i had one very embarassing moment in high school as well

but i try not to think about it

 

[Nutsack2000]

I've been better at this as of late, but damn, still thinking about things that happened years ago isn't progression.

Obviously, escaping that overthinking loop is easier, said and then done.

But don't get beat up over some Asian bitch man.

Laughing can also be just an awkward reaction for some. Not every time it means an insult. I wasn't there for the situation, but like @tansel said, you could be overthinking.

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Wise words, monkey man.

Our Avis are one and the same

 

[Prøphet]

well

that is very sad to hear

i had one very embarassing moment in high school as well

but i try not to think about it

what happened bru

 

[kingofworld]

When I was in 10th grade in my math class I had to partner with this asian foid for an assignment

The first thing I did was I asked her how she got an answer for one of the problems and she just couldn't stop laughing at me as I kept asking for help with shit since im retarded

My social awareness was extremely poor back then so im sure I fucked up something but it will always haunt me how nts will just laugh at your existence

they always fucking do this to me man im so tired

Mff fk her forget that bitch if yall are soo softhearted this life will fuck u up

 

[Prøphet]

I've been better at this as of late, but damn, still thinking about things that happened years ago isn't progression.

Obviously, escaping that overthinking loop is easier, said and then done.

But don't get beat up over some Asian bitch man.

Laughing can also be just an awkward reaction for some. Not every time it means an insult. I wasn't there for the situation, but like @tansel said, you could be overthinking.

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thanks for this bra

 

[tansel]

what happened bru

it’s too embarassing to say

i will probably take it with me to the grave

also how was ur day man

how was ur college work

 

[Prøphet]

Mff fk her forget that bitch if yall are soo softhearted this life will fuck u up

ik

idk what happened to me

when I was little I wasn't like this so sensitive to everything

I became more of a pussy as I grew up

I went backward

I wish I had a strong father figure back then that probably could've fixed everything

 

[Blasian-K]

Wise words, monkey man.

Thank you, nutsack, brother. At first I thought this was a slight at me being a Black Hapa! However, I saw you refer to the AVI.

So appreciate you. Also, it looks like you remembered your password, as I don't remember you…

Our Avis are one and the same

Yeah, I like a ciggerite here and there.

Plus, it makes a cool profile having some dude smoking, as lame as that sounds!

 

[kingofworld]

ik

idk what happened to me

when I was little I wasn't like this so sensitive to everything

I became more of a pussy as I grew up

I went backward

I wish I had a strong father figure back then that probably could've fixed everything

Dont blame anyone blamming is just coping way out . Just fix urself. Just say fk her i dont care

 

[psychomatic715]

maybe she was just laughing for no reason man

why do u assume that u did something bad

agree

 

[Prøphet]

it’s too embarassing to say

i will probably take it with me to the grave

also how was ur day man

how was ur college work

iy was ok

Yeah man this bio class is so much fucking work I spent 6 hours on it today

or im just used to being lazy tbh

how was yours

 

[Nutsack2000]

Thank you, nutsack, brother. At first I thought this was a slight at me being a Black Hapa! However, I saw you refer to the AVI.

So appreciate you. Also, it looks like you remembered your password, as I don't remember you…

Yeah, I like a ciggerite here and there.

Plus, it makes a cool profile having some dude smoking, as lame as that sounds!

I made sure to include the avi part in my post just in case u were black lmao
many mistakes lead to many corrections
And boy have I made misunderstandings like that before lol

Who is even active on org anymore lol
This site dead asl

 

[Vincent Freeman]

make them pay

 

[tansel]

iy was ok

Yeah man this bio class is so much fucking work I spent 6 hours on it today

or im just used to being lazy tbh

how was yours

yeah man

i miss u dude

but obviously i would want u to be well educated so u can be successful in this domesticated society

how do u feel having something to do all day btw

& my day was alright haha

had some beef liver & heart, some fish as well

watched some himym

really just waiting for my trip to istanbul

 

[Blasian-K]

thanks for this bra

No problem; I feel like I can relate to a lot of what you say. Maybe not the exact scenarios, but at least the constant overthinking of every detail of an interaction.

I made sure to include the avi part in my post just in case u were black lmao
many mistakes lead to many corrections
And boy have I made misunderstandings like that before lol

Lol, appreciate it for looking out for me, man.

I wouldn't have taken serious offence either way, but I'm glad to see you, a cool guy!

Who is even active on org anymore lol

This site dead asl

Probably not many users when you were active.

However, many current prominent users are still around. But a lot of lost accounts…

 

[Prøphet]

yeah man

i miss u dude

but obviously i would want u to be well educated so u can be successful in this domesticated society

how do u feel having something to do all day btw

& my day was alright haha

had some beef liver & heart, some fish as well

watched some himym

really just waiting for my trip to istanbul

it feels bad since im used to having so much free time but also good in a way because I have less time with my own thoughts

I piss away all my time anyway

That's how it is to be a slave, they force problems onto your life and then train you to see work as the solution

What is himym bro

and I wish you the best for your canto and the other thing you're getting I forgot tbh

fillers?

 

[tansel]

I piss away all my time anyway

i mean dude ur only 19 lol you have what feels like an unlimited amount of time rn

it’s not like ur 29 or something haha

do whatever you wanna do man ur a teenage kid

What is himym bro

how i met your mother, my comfort show lol

watched every episode more than 50 times since 2020

and I wish you the best for your canto and the other thing you're getting I forgot tbh

thank u

i am getting co2 laser as well lol

but i need ur moral support by my side man

i can’t do it without u

 

[userhhuxhuzhuhji]

When I was in 10th grade in my math class I had to partner with this asian foid for an assignment

The first thing I did was I asked her how she got an answer for one of the problems and she just couldn't stop laughing at me as I kept asking for help with shit since im retarded

My social awareness was extremely poor back then so im sure I fucked up something but it will always haunt me how nts will just laugh at your existence

they always fucking do this to me man im so tired

You should’ve called her something insulting

 

[Prøphet]

i mean dude ur only 19 lol you have what feels like an unlimited amount of time rn

it’s not like ur 29 or something haha

do whatever you wanna do man ur a teenage kid


how i met your mother, my comfort show lol

watched every episode more than 50 times since 2020


thank u

i am getting co2 laser as well lol

but i need ur moral support by my side man

i can’t do it without u

Yeah time is truly the most valuable resource

Im glad im not at an age yet where its impossible to make a change

but I was just 17 rotting on this forum yesterday everything is going way too fast

I wouldn't suffer so much if I knew for a fact that its over for me, that would give me some peace ironically

but its also what led me into this situation, I felt like everything was over for my entire teen years which enabled me to sit around in complacency pure bliss, now that I know its possible for things to get better that's where the torture comes, knowing im not living up to something, desire means pain

ofc I will be here just like you were here during my last surgery

 

[tansel]

Yeah time is truly the most valuable resource

Im glad im not at an age yet where its impossible to make a change

yeah man

i would commit first degree murder to be 19 again instead of 23

now that I know its possible for things to get better that's where the torture comes, knowing im not living up to something, desire means pain

i feel the exact same way man haha

i was never the type to ldar even if i was given a million challenges

& it’s good that u are that way as well

ofc I will be here just like you were here during my last surgery

yes haha

u are a good guy man

as good of a friend as anyone can ask for

 

[Prøphet]

yeah man

i would commit first degree murder to be 19 again instead of 23


i feel the exact same way man haha

i was never the type to ldar even if i was given a million challenges

& it’s good that u are that way as well


yes haha

u are a good guy man

as good of a friend as anyone can ask for

You'll say the same at 27

Then 31

And yea same goes for you bhai