One of my main wishes is to die

[Euron]

All my life ive been suffering. It js hurts now. Every day i wake up n the first thing i think abt is how im gonna suffer that day. Nothing can ease that pain anymore.
Ion wanna kms tho, its a too easy way for me to go out. I want to succeed in at least one thing w/o giving up, even if it has to be living.

 

[diarrhetic]

All my life ive been suffering. It js hurts now. Every day i wake up n the first thing i think abt is how im gonna suffer that day. Nothing can ease that pain anymore.
Ion wanna kms tho, its a too easy way for me to go out. I want to succeed in at least one thing w/o giving up, even if it has to be living.

Nigga you have a social life and friends and you wanna kill yourself.

 

[FunnyVALENTINE]

The more you act like a nigger the more I'm gonna hurt you

 

[issey miyake]

Nigga you have a social life and friends and you wanna kill yourself.

6'2 with a social life and still feeling the need to seek attention online is absurd

 

[Euron]

Nigga you have a social life and friends and you wanna kill yourself.

Ion go outside for days, me n my friends meet js for school mainly. Wed rarely go outside to hang out one of my supposed friends is unbearable n another one who was supposed to be my best friend js disappeared.

 

[Euron]

6'2 with a social life and still feeling the need to seek attention online is absurd

Ion know from where y'all ngas got the information that i have social life when i dont. I write here bout almost all of my social interactions, they r this few

 

[Euron]

B

 

[narkoman]

Ion go outside for days, me n my friends meet js for school mainly. Wed rarely go outside to hang out one of my supposed friends is unbearable n another one who was supposed to be my best friend js disappeared.

How old are you?

 

[Euron]

How old are you?

17

 

[narkoman]

17

normal to feel this way everybody does at this age. this is gonna sound so corny lol but just keep improving your life any way you can and keep pushin through the bullshit i felt this exact way you wrote it and it gets better. 17 year olds are retarded socially so dont take it personally what your friends do and if they are unbearable as you wrote you are better off cutting them off

 

[narkoman]

i am 21 and a lot of folks my age still retarded tbh but its better for sure

 

[Euron]

normal to feel this way everybody does at this age. this is gonna sound so corny lol but just keep improving your life any way you can and keep pushin through the bullshit i felt this exact way you wrote it and it gets better. 17 year olds are retarded socially so dont take it personally what your friends do and if they are unbearable as you wrote you are better off cutting them off

Yh but smh all ppl that r my age seem to be living their dream lifes

 

[Jordan Barrett]

All my life ive been suffering. It js hurts now. Every day i wake up n the first thing i think abt is how im gonna suffer that day. Nothing can ease that pain anymore.
Ion wanna kms tho, its a too easy way for me to go out. I want to succeed in at least one thing w/o giving up, even if it has to be living.

Yes

 

[Euron]

Yes

Yes

 

[narkoman]

Yh but smh all ppl that r my age seem to be living their dream lifes

they are not lol they just lie

 

[Askinov]

no offence but dude i wanna die threads are lowky frustrating to read, every one feels like this okay yeah every one

+ you have no reason to die lol what are you 6,2 white

tho whats your problem tho whats the reason , that you wanna kys ?

 

[Jordan Barrett]

Yes

Thanks

 

[Euron]

no offence but dude i wanna die threads are lowky frustrating to read, every one feels like this okay yeah every one

+ you have no reason to die lol what are you 6,2 white

tho whats your problem tho whats the reason , that you wanna kys ?

I feel like im always left behind, got no dreams, no motivation, my eyesight is js worsening, even my family seems to forget me n treats me as a stranger, ngas at school hate me, i cant be like others, im isoleted, other family problems n sum other shit

 

[Askinov]

I feel like im always left behind, got no dreams, no motivation, my eyesight is js worsening, even my family seems to forget me n treats me as a stranger, ngas at school hate me, i cant be like others, im isoleted, other family problems n sum other shit

you put effort and still fall left behind ? or do you not put effort at all ? are u autistic + felt bad for you from the treatment of your parents man

is this still occurring after ascension ?

yeah i asked buch of question cause i think you need some help . can't help until i address it fully

+ @Sycophant can help you with your problem i have seen he changed his life

 

[Euron]

you put effort and still fall left behind ? or do you not put effort at all ?

Ive changed as a person many times js to fit in.

are u autistic

Dunno

+ felt bad for you from the treatment of your parents man

is this still occurring after ascension ?

Havent aacended much from doing things, my ascension is mainly js from genes

 

[Paul.jnxy]

All my life ive been suffering. It js hurts now. Every day i wake up n the first thing i think abt is how im gonna suffer that day. Nothing can ease that pain anymore.
Ion wanna kms tho, its a too easy way for me to go out. I want to succeed in at least one thing w/o giving up, even if it has to be living.

Relate

 

[Askinov]

Ive changed as a person many times js to fit in.

Dunno

Havent aacended much from doing things, my ascension is mainly js from genes

so its the friends problem ? they just don't want you there . i have have those friends ik they make you feel left out and they give validation some times and still make you feel left out later on . if they are genuinely like this then you shouldn't even consider them as your friend lol

after high school i haven't talked with any of those fake niggas

then find the correct friends if you are not autistic and can talk properly then you can make new ones and few might talk with you lifelong

if they hate you at school try making it at gym or sum shit or any other social workplace where you can engage for a long time

i made some decent friends till now tho most of the niggas i talked were fake

only 3 to 4 talks with me now

 

[asurax100]

DNR