One of the most brutal nights I’ve had in awhile

[isis_Bleach]

so 2 days ago I went out with this girl who breaks up with me after but I was still feeling good so cold approach a girl who is just my type in the park get her number she text me once I didn’t reply so I stayed out with friends for 27 more hours which pisses my mom off who proceeds to mail erase my phone meaning I LOSE EVERY SINGLE TEXT INCLUDING THAT HOT REDHEAD BITCHES AND I LOSE THE VOCIE MEMO OF MY ONEITIS (WHERE SHE REJECTS ME BUT I STILL FALL ASLEEP LISTENING TO IT CAUSE SHES CUTE) AND MY EX WHO IS JUST SAYING HEY CALL ME BACK ISIS_BLEACH I FALL ASLEEP TO BOTH OF THOSE VOICE MEMOS ESPECIALLY THE LATTER Cuae I LOVE HER
anyways it seems dumb but that was honestly the straw that broke the camels back I realized I’m hopelessly alcoholic and that even though my life has been improving it will never be enough to 1) please my mother and 2) make the emptiness go away not even a woman or 10000 friends and 100000 dollars will fix that
Now I’m drinking wine to cope I don’t even have my monster energy it disappeared
My dream last night I was with the chick who broke up with me and I was the best man in her quince but she still didn’t wanna fuck me so I blew up her quince burned it on and afterwards I told her she’s my best friend so she took me back
I have the worst life here guaranteeed swear to Jesus Christ it’s the worst one
@curlyheadjames (thx for shouting out my nigga astatine in ur video was Leo in it too)
@Vermilioncore
@astatine

 

[isis_Bleach]

@ArvidGustavsson

 

[Deleted member]

shed a tear reading this

tales from chadland

 

[Vermilioncore]

Listen my nigga

Imaa give you some big bruv talk.

These bitches are a dime a dozen. Each of them is a slut. The only girl you should treat good is
A) your mother
B) a Virgin who is in love with you
So find a virgin and LTR here and just give up on these sluts tbh. Make your mom happy and give up on alcohol eventually. Don’t stop cold turkey though. My uncle is a psychopath who murdered people in war and told me stories about it. It fucked me up Ramirez style
But he’s an alcoholic…his daughter committed suicide (my cousin) she overdosed but they brought her back to life and now she’s fucked in the head. So this made him want to stop drinking, he stopped cold turkey but that made him have withdrawal effects and nigga had a stroke
But now he’s recovering and drinking again. My mom advised him to stop drinking SLOWLY not all at once itll fuck a nigga up.

Basically the moral of story is that life can destroy someone if they don’t get their head straight and focus on being a level headed nigga. I almost died of alcoholism as well tbh and was living in my car tbh (you remember of course jfl I used to get drink and message you)

Anyway, you go this nigga

 

[Deleted member 9801]

Bruv move out from home, live alone

 

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