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Turbulent self awareness
It’s like I have zero awareness when it matters the most, and too much awareness when I don’t need or want it
It makes living in the present extremely difficult because I can only judge and think about things with clarity after they’ve already happened
For example, lacking the self awareness to not say something stupid or weird in the moment, and that night I can’t stop thinking about how I fucked up in shame
Anyone else deal with this?
It’s like I have zero awareness when it matters the most, and too much awareness when I don’t need or want it
It makes living in the present extremely difficult because I can only judge and think about things with clarity after they’ve already happened
For example, lacking the self awareness to not say something stupid or weird in the moment, and that night I can’t stop thinking about how I fucked up in shame
Anyone else deal with this?
