I often self-suck multibump. I'm no stranger to 0 incel validation!
you look like an alien
That's a morph. I look like something worse than an alien. I unironically would prefer to be a striking freak with bones than what I am right now. It's not even about the SMV. Better to be raped by a fat cat from the modeling agency than cradled in the arms of some sick 21st century matriarch, etc.
It is inevitable that I'll change my face, and it's too late for me to not want to. It doesn't help that I've had something tangibly taken from me by some child rapist "orthodontist". I had a normal smile, I had OK eyes, I even had a GF the year I got my braces, albeit odd and paraphilic. I feel like I got slipped estrogen in my food supply. I think how I feel is comparable to a tranny, but I feel justified. I actually was estrogenized for a few months during wrestling season. I used tea-tree oil body wash, I specifically got it because it was antibacterial, so I didn't get ringworm or whatever nasty shit other wrestlers would have had, but then I got tender breast buds, and I knew I fucked up. I think this made me homosexual in part, catalyst to my fatherless era. I don't know why I mentioned having a GF then, as though that's a measure of anything, that girl was disgusting, I mogged her, but now she has better bones than me. I mogged my last GF, but it is a low bar.
I want to have the optimal base, I want a gigantic palate, abnormally large, but historically accurate. Aggressive expansion. I just need to get a lot of money. I will do this before I am 27, ideally in my early 20s. After I've been orthodontically and orthognathically optimized then I'll consider implants. I am hoping MSE and jaw surgery will be enough to ascend me. Annoying thing with the MSE route is finding someone who will do MSE and give me malocclusion so then I can get MSDO or whatever for my lower jaw. Maybe things will be better in a few years.
bro you have potential.
Squinting is a cope, it looks awful because of my 26mm PFL. Masseters will give me a bloated face, my bigonial to bizygomatic ratio is fine right now, but my whole skull is just narrow. My Dad has bruxism and his face just looks bloated from his masseters. I am not going to dye my hair, might dye my eyebrows, I've been using topical minoxidil on them.
nigga you dumb af, i literally spend 3 minutes writing a plan for your subhuman ass and you respond yapping and coping hard af.
I am not depressed, I enjoy life.
My life isn't shit, I never say this, though my appearance is shit.
Not a pussy ass nigga!
No, just at a healthy weight. Getting rid of my acne and dyeing my eyebrows isn't magically gonna give me a wide skull and etc.
I don't see how the acne is subhuman. I want to hardmaxx. I've come a decently long way in terms of softmaxxing, I've grown out my hair to somewhat fraud my narrow skull, I used to have cystic acne that made my whole face bloated, I'm using minoxidil for my eyebrows.
It shouldn't, rest easy. I wish no ill upon you.
There are specific facets of my life that I will say suck. Work, my airways, my face. Otherwise, life is good. I went hiking with my friends last night, it has just started getting cold here. I have contact with my Dad, I live comfortably for the most part, I engage in electrical engineering and woodworking and music autism, I bike a lot. I do not want to give off the impression I am a miserable or tortured individual. It is "one of those nights", after all, not, every waking moment.
i know you wish no ill upon me and neither do i upon you.
Nobody looks at a person and thinks, "man this guy has shit undereye, narrow mouth, no zygos, peanut skull, etc". But they still see it, my skull is noticeably narrower than all my peers, I unironically am skull mogged by some women, it makes me mad, I don't like it, I shouldn't be like this. Most people are not self-conscious enough and they need orthodontic treatment and surgery. Normies know what is ugly but they cannot extrapolate because they don't understand what they're seeing exactly.
Why? My hair?
