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I saw my crush outside class and sorta just walked right next to her and we started chatting and smiling and laughing, and we walked in together and we were chatting and things were going so well. She was asking questions and stuff and really seemed into me. She asked me like 6 questions about me and the conversation flowers super well. We were laughing, smiling and making eye contact. 2-3 times we just looked at one another during the class, then the other person looked, we locked eyes and then we couldn’t stop smiling. I shifted closer to her and she didn’t seem to mind, and she kept playing with her hair constantly. But even besides this, we kept looking at each other even when the other person wasn’t, maybe 12 times. We didn’t talk much, but the room was tiny, quiet and there were like three other people nearby who’d have heard. I did pass one comment and she smiled and commented back.
But after class…she left super fast. She did mention she hadn’t eaten all day, and that she just wanted to go home and was bored of class and had been here all day (this was at the start, when we were discussing routines and stuff). I asked her if she was going back, and she said yeah and gave an awkward half smile. I said cya, she said bye as she turned and bolted off.
I felt crushed to be honest. I thought I could walk with her or grab something, or at least hover for 30 seconds so I could grab her socials, but she ran off.
I’m so confused…the tension was electric and we had an amazing vibe, and in the past we’ve had interactions before like her asking me to go into class together or general stuff about where the elevator is going so we’d broken the ice already…but now I feel like I just misread everything? It felt so incredible because she was so sweet to me. I don’t talk to girls much and am kinda shy (most slays are OLD) so it felt like opium. I can’t stop thinking about her and feeling kinda emotional.
What do I do?
I know showered with love is a strong term it felt like it. We only talked for like 10-15 min but it’s probably the best interaction I’ve EVER had.
I just don’t know what to do. Find her socials? Talk to her IRL? Move on?
Thing is, the only other classes we have now are ones where there’s like 100 people and she’s with her friends so I have no fucking clue on how to speak to her.
i sent her an insta follow request but it’s 1am so let’s see. Maybe I just misread everything. Her talking and asking questions, just being friendly. Smiling cuz it was awkward. Playing with her hair cuz it’s habit. Fuck idk but it felt very mutual and real
But after class…she left super fast. She did mention she hadn’t eaten all day, and that she just wanted to go home and was bored of class and had been here all day (this was at the start, when we were discussing routines and stuff). I asked her if she was going back, and she said yeah and gave an awkward half smile. I said cya, she said bye as she turned and bolted off.
I felt crushed to be honest. I thought I could walk with her or grab something, or at least hover for 30 seconds so I could grab her socials, but she ran off.
I’m so confused…the tension was electric and we had an amazing vibe, and in the past we’ve had interactions before like her asking me to go into class together or general stuff about where the elevator is going so we’d broken the ice already…but now I feel like I just misread everything? It felt so incredible because she was so sweet to me. I don’t talk to girls much and am kinda shy (most slays are OLD) so it felt like opium. I can’t stop thinking about her and feeling kinda emotional.
What do I do?
I know showered with love is a strong term it felt like it. We only talked for like 10-15 min but it’s probably the best interaction I’ve EVER had.
I just don’t know what to do. Find her socials? Talk to her IRL? Move on?
Thing is, the only other classes we have now are ones where there’s like 100 people and she’s with her friends so I have no fucking clue on how to speak to her.
i sent her an insta follow request but it’s 1am so let’s see. Maybe I just misread everything. Her talking and asking questions, just being friendly. Smiling cuz it was awkward. Playing with her hair cuz it’s habit. Fuck idk but it felt very mutual and real
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