Op / transformation and life change

[Embrace]

Hi guys, im here to show a bit of my transformation and how my life is starting to feel good, ive been looksmaxing for 2 years, now im 17 (turning 18 on 7 april) and ive finally fixed my dimo(im not on my prime yet but i will get there), now i can focus on misc and angularity, thats me guys

Nowdays:

But my insecurities dont vanish yet, they never will to be honest but at least something happened to me that filled my heart whith joy and happines, i found a person online and we started chating, at first was just soo good and still are, i crave for them everyday(we go vc everday too), we are just so similar to eachother and i think ive really found the one, hes not a chad or sum but i just love him so much, i really want him to be the one cause otherwise i would prolly kms or die on roids and chemicals, but i want to think that good things will happens, ive just wanted to share cause 2 years ago(even 2 montes ago) i was severelly depressed and i still am cause mine is chronically, ive wanted to rope so bad but now im kinda glad i dindt do that cause i finally found someone who i can be sensitive whith, trust me guys, always has some good things to come, keep it up

Him and us:

 

[Nodal]

Hi guys, im here to show a bit of my transformation and how my life is starting to feel good, ive been looksmaxing for 2 years, now im 17 (turning 18 on 7 april) and ive finally fixed my dimo(im not on my prime yet but i will get there), now i can focus on misc and angularity, thats me guys

Nowdays:
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But my insecurities dont vanish yet, they never will to be honest but at least something happened to me that filled my heart whith joy and happines, i found a person online and we started chating, at first was just soo good and still are, i crave for them everyday(we go vc everday too), we are just so similar to eachother and i think ive really found the one, hes not a chad or sum but i just love him so much, i really want him to be the one cause otherwise i would prolly kms or die on roids and chemicals, but i want to think that good things will happens, ive just wanted to share cause 2 years ago(even 2 montes ago) i was severelly depressed and i still am cause mine is chronically, ive wanted to rope so bad but now im kinda glad i dindt do that cause i finally found someone who i can be sensitive whith, trust me guys, always has some good things to come, keep it up

Him and us:
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i hate people who are happy and actually improving and are better people than me

 

[Embrace]

i hate people who are happy and actually improving and are better people than me

i hope u get better too bro

 

[Nodal]

i hope u get better too bro

jokes aside i am actualy happy for