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[Jesus_ist_König]

I havent been going to church that often for like the past 2 months due to:
1. Laziness
2. A shit ton of ppl!!! Its not that there are many its just that right next to me are fucking ppl bro. I dont want to see eyes and faces nigga. I get nervous and uncomfortable
3. Its hard to concentrate since I dont understand all of the liturgie due to a language barrier
4. Reason 2 !!!!
5. Sometimes bad voices say mean stuff to me when I go to church or even when im in Church and no I dont wanna say it to my priest, who already called me "weird" one time (not in a negative way, but still i got called that word )

Church isnt fun anymore, it used to be but i cant cope with the ppl anymore

 

[dbdrFanboy]

 

[dbdrFanboy]

I havent been going to church that often for like the past 2 months due to:
1. Laziness
2. A shit ton of ppl!!! Its not that there are many its just that right next to me are fucking ppl bro. I dont want to see eyes and faces nigga. I get nervous and uncomfortable
3. Its hard to concentrate since I dont understand all of the liturgie due to a language barrier
4. Reason 2 !!!!
5. Sometimes bad voices say mean stuff to me when I go to church or even when im in Church and no I dont wanna say it to my priest, who already called me "weird" one time (not in a negative way, but still i got called that word )

Church isnt fun anymore, it used to be but i cant cope with the ppl anymore

What do you mean bad voices jfl

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What do you mean bad voices jfl

I already know you will laugh
I sometimes hear a demon like voice saying mean stuff to me

 

[edcel]

How can you get called weird in a not mean way

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How can you get called weird in a not mean way

I wrote my priest "is killing yourself a sin?" and yeah then when i saw him next time called me weird or smth similar

 

[edcel]

I wrote my priest "is killing yourself a sin?"

Is it?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Is it?

Hhahahaha yes it is. I already asked other priest and they also said it is

 

[Nathan Fielder]

5. Sometimes bad voices say mean stuff to me when I go to church or even when im in Church

I already know you will laugh
I sometimes hear a demon like voice saying mean stuff to me

Please go see a doctor

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Please go see a doctor

My psychologist said "you are larping the voices". Cuz I have like a tendency of wanting to get mentally ill. But I wrote a new email telling her abt it but she is dnring me

 

[Nathan Fielder]

My psychologist said "you are larping the voices". Cuz I have like a tendency of wanting to get mentally ill. But I wrote a new email telling her abt it but she is dnring me

What a crappy psychologist..

Go visit another. Hearing voices is pretty serious

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What a crappy psychologist..

No the thing is she isnt that stupid. You just dont have enought context. It sounds retarded but I think im fr larping the voices voice 1 made me cut myself one night and i never ever ever ever did self harm b4 that since its a sin, what if i, like when i say i im talking about me, what if i wanted to cut myself subconciously so the main thing of cutting myself was me, but then voice 1 said "cut yourself" but before she said that i already thought of it in my head and then im coping by saying voice 1 made me do it even though it was me subcounciously.

thing is just, before and after that day i have never cut myself on purpose. I dont know.

It all began with tulpamancy and now they have become more vivid or smth i dont know there is fr a chance my brain is just fucking with me

Go visit another. Hearing voices is pretty serious

Yeah she also suggested me seeing another psychologist instead of her but the thing is just im to lazy bro either her or no other psychologist i dont like psychologists, not really

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I feel bad for not going to church because i could go to church, thing is just its so fucking social i dont know i dont enjoy it at all!!
I even had to save myself yesterday from meeting ppl and i succeeded