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over the two yearsi have been on this forum, i have gathered that my collcetive facial rating was htn.
now, day four of my training course for my job, which is 90% women 8% gay men and then 2% being me and this other straight guy, has proved nothing to me except that i am actually NOT htn at all and i am actually probably more ugly than attractive.
on breaks and such, not a single woman has tried to talk to me/ interact with me and just generally avoid me, they dont strike up conversations or anything like that, i just go about my day hanging around with my gay male friends. some women look at me, but never do anything, which just leads me to believe they are looking to point out my flaws subconciously, and are not actually attracted to me. i get zero indicators of intrest from women, none have approached and asked for my socials. LITERALLY NOTHING.
what actually is it? have i gotten fatter since my last rate me post? wtf has happened. there used to be a [point where i got htn regularly (but still never got ios from women tbf).
is it the nt pill? do i have to act sociable and not some weird loner on the wrong course for the wrong job???????
maybe i need to gym max? i am 6 foot but kind of have a twink frame, (clavicle length is good, just blocky waist and no muscle mass so look skinny fat). muscles are cope but maybe in this case it would actually halo me a bit, since i accordingly have the face (not too sure about that).......
it is actually over.
now, day four of my training course for my job, which is 90% women 8% gay men and then 2% being me and this other straight guy, has proved nothing to me except that i am actually NOT htn at all and i am actually probably more ugly than attractive.
on breaks and such, not a single woman has tried to talk to me/ interact with me and just generally avoid me, they dont strike up conversations or anything like that, i just go about my day hanging around with my gay male friends. some women look at me, but never do anything, which just leads me to believe they are looking to point out my flaws subconciously, and are not actually attracted to me. i get zero indicators of intrest from women, none have approached and asked for my socials. LITERALLY NOTHING.
what actually is it? have i gotten fatter since my last rate me post? wtf has happened. there used to be a [point where i got htn regularly (but still never got ios from women tbf).
is it the nt pill? do i have to act sociable and not some weird loner on the wrong course for the wrong job???????
maybe i need to gym max? i am 6 foot but kind of have a twink frame, (clavicle length is good, just blocky waist and no muscle mass so look skinny fat). muscles are cope but maybe in this case it would actually halo me a bit, since i accordingly have the face (not too sure about that).......
it is actually over.
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