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If you weren’t her FIRST in everything, its OVER bhai.
You weren’t her first kiss.
You weren’t her first fuck.
You weren’t her first emotional bond.
That means you’re just a placeholder. A latecomer. A backup.
She already gave someone else her virgin mind, her virgin heart, her virgin oxytocin rush.
That man carved himself into her limbic system when she was 15 and full of emotion. You? You’re a stale adult attempt at recreating something that can’t be repeated.
The scientific blackpill:
First kisses and first love create permanent neural patterns tied to dopamine, oxytocin and reward circuits.
The brain treats early bonding as “the real thing” — everything after is compared to it.
If you weren’t there, you’ll never match that imprint.
Sources:
PubMed: Kiss as mate test
Scientific American: Why We Kiss
ScienceDirect: First love and adult attachment
If you were ugly as a teen, you never got to experience real love.
You missed the ONLY window where love is raw, irrational, euphoric.
Now everything is filtered, damaged, routine-based.
You’ll never feel someone tremble in your arms from pure emotion.
She already gave that to someone else.
And you will always be compared to him.
You’re not her dream. You’re her compromise.
She might fuck you.
She might say “I love you.”
But deep inside, you’ll always be the second choice.
The one she settled for once the fire was gone.
You’re not part of her story.
You’re just the epilogue.
You weren’t her first kiss.
You weren’t her first fuck.
You weren’t her first emotional bond.
That means you’re just a placeholder. A latecomer. A backup.
She already gave someone else her virgin mind, her virgin heart, her virgin oxytocin rush.
That man carved himself into her limbic system when she was 15 and full of emotion. You? You’re a stale adult attempt at recreating something that can’t be repeated.
The scientific blackpill:
First kisses and first love create permanent neural patterns tied to dopamine, oxytocin and reward circuits.
The brain treats early bonding as “the real thing” — everything after is compared to it.
If you weren’t there, you’ll never match that imprint.
Sources:
PubMed: Kiss as mate test
Scientific American: Why We Kiss
ScienceDirect: First love and adult attachment
If you were ugly as a teen, you never got to experience real love.
You missed the ONLY window where love is raw, irrational, euphoric.
Now everything is filtered, damaged, routine-based.
You’ll never feel someone tremble in your arms from pure emotion.
She already gave that to someone else.
And you will always be compared to him.
You’re not her dream. You’re her compromise.
She might fuck you.
She might say “I love you.”
But deep inside, you’ll always be the second choice.
The one she settled for once the fire was gone.
You’re not part of her story.
You’re just the epilogue.
