Over for the rest of my 20s

[Acquiescence]

Spent my teens coping

Spent my early 20s slowly coming to terms with the bp

Now it won’t be till I’m 28 in ‘29 that I’ll have the financial and career freedom to get a fuck ton of copium procedures to ascend

Over

Time to minmax dopamine from cheap sources in the meanwhile

 

[Surfsup]

the biggest pill is TIME PILL
don't wait for muh ascension

I did the same mistake

Just improve everything you can softmax wise takes like 2-3 months minimum a year MAX
I did the same I ascended from LLTN to HMTN now I got a girl worked with what I had invested my time to dark game pill and manipulation pill
if you wait too long it's over

 

[Acquiescence]

the biggest pill is TIME PILL
don't wait for muh ascension

I did the same mistake

Just improve everything you can softmax wise takes like 2-3 months minimum a year MAX
I did the same I ascended from LLTN to HMTN now I got a girl worked with what I had invested my time to dark game pill and manipulation pill
if you wait too long it's over

Well that’s good for you but obviously you have a good enough base that softmaxxing saves you

I did it and I’m stuck at LTN despite everything

I’m locked behind big ass osteotomies before I can do anything else, which themselves are locked behind a massive paywall + the ability to take ass loads of time off from work

If I had known all this shit a decade ago I could’ve maneuvered things better but here we are

I still maintain softmaxxes, I work, I visit friends and family, I have hobbies, but the fact remains I’m an invisible jester and nothing but surgery (MAY) change that, far too late but there’s nothing else to do but rot on some jobsite for decades more