Overcompensating for being an Incel during teenage years

[pearcel]

I was a subhuman loser during my adolescence and i spent all my days in my room playing videogames or watching movies to distract myself from the fact that people my age were out making friends and getting girls while i was confined to 4 walls. I had no attention from women until i was 19, I did everything in my power to improve my looks and never posted a pic of my face or physique until i was 19, then suddenly I'm in a new reality where tons of girls i never saw in my life (because I never left the house although i live in a small city) started following me and literally spam liking all my stories. I then get my first gf, we had ups and downs but after a few months i chest on her, and start feeling the need to talk to other girls and go on different dates with different women. After 4 months we're over although she never found out. Six months from that i get into a new relationship after a having a hookup with a girl who was in a relationship. Dopamine hits are high, until they aren't. Three months go by, and suddenly i feel the need to talk to other girls and chase that "high" of dating multiple girls at once. Problem is this one girl would be perfect in almost every way as a long term partner and potential wife, I already cheated on her and she forgave me, but now I'm the one wanting to end things because i can't commit. I don't think more than two people will read this but I'm looking for advice and comfort in knowing i might not be the only one having this issue.

 

[qwertyqwerty]

uh huh

 

[zakachiti]

I was a subhuman loser during my adolescence and i spent all my days in my room playing videogames or watching movies to distract myself from the fact that people my age were out making friends and getting girls while i was confined to 4 walls. I had no attention from women until i was 19, I did everything in my power to improve my looks and never posted a pic of my face or physique until i was 19, then suddenly I'm in a new reality where tons of girls i never saw in my life (because I never left the house although i live in a small city) started following me and literally spam liking all my stories. I then get my first gf, we had ups and downs but after a few months i chest on her, and start feeling the need to talk to other girls and go on different dates with different women. After 4 months we're over although she never found out. Six months from that i get into a new relationship after a having a hookup with a girl who was in a relationship. Dopamine hits are high, until they aren't. Three months go by, and suddenly i feel the need to talk to other girls and chase that "high" of dating multiple girls at once. Problem is this one girl would be perfect in almost every way as a long term partner and potential wife, I already cheated on her and she forgave me, but now I'm the one wanting to end things because i can't commit. I don't think more than two people will read this but I'm looking for advice and comfort in knowing i might not be the only one having this issue.

Ohh so that's my problem, I'm not 19 yet!

 

[HardStuckLTN;]

mane just fuck as many bitches as you can while you're young you can commit later

 

[Jgns]

I was a subhuman loser during my adolescence and i spent all my days in my room playing videogames or watching movies to distract myself from the fact that people my age were out making friends and getting girls while i was confined to 4 walls. I had no attention from women until i was 19, I did everything in my power to improve my looks and never posted a pic of my face or physique until i was 19, then suddenly I'm in a new reality where tons of girls i never saw in my life (because I never left the house although i live in a small city) started following me and literally spam liking all my stories. I then get my first gf, we had ups and downs but after a few months i chest on her, and start feeling the need to talk to other girls and go on different dates with different women. After 4 months we're over although she never found out. Six months from that i get into a new relationship after a having a hookup with a girl who was in a relationship. Dopamine hits are high, until they aren't. Three months go by, and suddenly i feel the need to talk to other girls and chase that "high" of dating multiple girls at once. Problem is this one girl would be perfect in almost every way as a long term partner and potential wife, I already cheated on her and she forgave me, but now I'm the one wanting to end things because i can't commit. I don't think more than two people will read this but I'm looking for advice and comfort in knowing i might not be the only one having this issue.

broo’al whats really gn fill that void in ur heart

 

[Pickletoil]

Tails from the eastern european shithole of Vilnius

 

[Pickletoil]

I don't think more than two people will read this but I'm looking for advice and comfort in knowing i might not be the only one having this issue

Solution is to kill yourself ASAP