overwhelmed about my future - need guidance

[Quak3]

I’m 14 years old and really serious about making my future better. I’ve already switched to online school because it’s easier and gives me more time to rot and study things that will affect my future like finance, biology, real estate, the Primal Diet, and other stuff that I think will help me develop properly and succeed.


I don’t care what it takes; I’m willing to do whatever I need to even if that means having to convince or manipulate my parents or family to support me in what I need (like following the Primal Diet or getting orthodontic treatment). sometimes it feels like that’s the only way to get the things that will truly help me grow.


I’m looking for advice and guidance from smarter, older people who’ve been through tough situations or who have wisdom about how to navigate this kind of stuff whether it’s talking to parents, managing time, or balancing all these goals. and also just any life advice.


Thanks in advance for any help or support. It means a lot.

 

[Angutoid]

get on orthodontics and gh also drop out

 

[copester2]

get on orthodontics and gh also drop out

mirin pfp

 

[Fusionxz]

honestly bro I feel like you and me were born too late (I'm 16). It just gets worse every year and we also lose more freedom as each year passes look at uks new online safety act which could be implemented worldwide later on. Shit there's a fucking crisis in everything now and we're juat conquered slaves eating poisoned hyper chemical filled "food" and shitty medicine which worsens your mind and god forbid the forsaken air quality.

 

[FiendFiend]

I’ve already switched to online school

its over my son.

 

[Fusionxz]

anyway get hgh and ai

 

[Fusionxz]

its over my son.

its good school is just prison and deascends you

 

[FiendFiend]

its good school is just prison and deascends you

thats true man but fuck.

0 social interaction other than parents, literal fucking torture man. Im so sorry for this kid bro

 

[FiendFiend]

anyway get hgh and ai

stop bro

 

[Quak3]

thats true man but fuck.

0 social interaction other than parents, literal fucking torture man. Im so sorry for this kid bro

id rather kms then go back to school

 

[Fusionxz]

thats true man but fuck.

0 social interaction other than parents, literal fucking torture man. Im so sorry for this kid bro

He can always go elsewhere to make friends if it's even worth it anymore

 

[FiendFiend]

I’m 14 years old and really serious about making my future better. I’ve already switched to online school because it’s easier and gives me more time to rot and study things that will affect my future like finance, biology, real estate, the Primal Diet, and other stuff that I think will help me develop properly and succeed.


I don’t care what it takes; I’m willing to do whatever I need to even if that means having to convince or manipulate my parents or family to support me in what I need (like following the Primal Diet or getting orthodontic treatment). sometimes it feels like that’s the only way to get the things that will truly help me grow.


I’m looking for advice and guidance from smarter, older people who’ve been through tough situations or who have wisdom about how to navigate this kind of stuff whether it’s talking to parents, managing time, or balancing all these goals. and also just any life advice.


Thanks in advance for any help or support. It means a lot.

bro honestly dm me , i feel bad for u man these guys r gonna say outrageous shit dont listen to them.

 

[FiendFiend]

id rather kms then go back to school

I understand. I never liked waking up. But ive basically been out of school for 2 years u will succumb to loneliness, even as much as of an independent person u think u are.

You need to be outside man. Its fucking shit and painful and u probably feel exhausted after returning from school, but its better than shooting blanks, browsing org. Just do everything possible to lock in and get back to school asap man.

 

[FiendFiend]

id rather kms then go back to school

I fucking despised school too, but where else r u gonna have a time to talk to friends in social envireonments, get ability to do events, Treat it as if u were given a long break, just ascend man and return to school.

There is nothing worse when u have crippling social anxiety, havent been out in months no joke, and only social interaction u get is from family and online friends.

Only bitches u talk to are virtural ones on omegle. It isnt healthy man.

 

[FiendFiend]

He can always go elsewhere to make friends if it's even worth it anymore

FUCKING BS.

U ARE NEVER ever gonna find friends anywhere other than school. Fuck man stop ruining this kids life.

 

[Fusionxz]

FUCKING BS.

U ARE NEVER ever gonna find friends anywhere other than school. Fuck man stop ruining this kids life.

That seems like projection also you seem to love these slave systems a lot

 

[Fusionxz]

FUCKING BS.

U ARE NEVER ever gonna find friends anywhere other than school. Fuck man stop ruining this kids life.

do you think he will make friends anyway if he forces himself to go back to school and suck it up and feel trash

 

[FiendFiend]

That seems like projection also you seem to love these slave systems a lot

ah yes cuz been glued to the screen instead of developing your social skills and not going into turning into a hermit staring at computer screens all day.

Because real life social interaction is "slavery". I walked into this shit excited too when school ended when i was 16. I decided to not go college and was like fuck it. I felt the exact same way. Slavery is over, no bitch ass teachers telling me what to do, my life can finally begin, social issues or all that shit never ever was in my mind cuz i was just talking with my friends a couple weeks ago.

But then u realise, ur not going to school with them, they arent gonna have much reason to talk to u, and then they fade away. And then there u r, in ur room alone just staring at the desktop. Its fucking misery man.

Im finally going back into college/school after ascending, i havent been more excited in my life

 

[aids]

I’m 14 years old and really serious about making my future better. I’ve already switched to online school because it’s easier and gives me more time to rot and study things that will affect my future like finance, biology, real estate, the Primal Diet, and other stuff that I think will help me develop properly and succeed.

 

[Quak3]

I fucking despised school too, but where else r u gonna have a time to talk to friends in social envireonments, get ability to do events, Treat it as if u were given a long break, just ascend man and return to school.

There is nothing worse when u have crippling social anxiety, havent been out in months no joke, and only social interaction u get is from family and online friends.

Only bitches u talk to are virtural ones on omegle. It isnt healthy man.

i promise you it isn't that bad ive been lonely through school and out of it everybody i was friends with have abandoned me i have learnt to be independent and staying home just studying for the future of yourself might be hard but it sure as fuck will be worth it. and id much rather do that than go to a place where i just get shoved with bs work that doesnt help me in any way and cannot relate to anybody no matter how hard i try.

 

[ase]

I was also doing online courses for 2 years and it almost made me lose my mind. Since last year I have been going in person and it has been way better. You just need to find people that accept you even if there are only a few. Also the primal diet or whatever is cope LOL. Being online too much and listening to these peoples crazy opinions instead of real people is going to ruin your life, trust me.

 

[FiendFiend]

do you think he will make friends anyway if he forces himself to go back to school and suck it up and feel trash

u fucking idiot ur projecting cuz ur a fucking ugly chopped ass mfer who never even had an inch of social interaction skills or never even fucking pushed urself to try it even if u did have shit ones.

I came out of lockdown shooting blanks to lhana rhoades and realised i could barely fucking form a sentence speaking to a friend. That shit is not okay.

Stop projecting ur subhuman experience onto this kid whos probably regular looking

 

[Fusionxz]

u fucking idiot ur projecting cuz ur a fucking ugly chopped ass mfer who never even had an inch of social interaction skills or never even fucking pushed urself to try it even if u did have shit ones.

I came out of lockdown shooting blanks to lhana rhoades and realised i could barely fucking form a sentence speaking to a friend. That shit is not okay.

Stop projecting ur subhuman experience onto this kid whos probably regular looking

Bro your logic is ass just because you don't go to school doesn't mean you have to be chronically online lmao

 

[Quak3]

I was also doing online courses for 2 years and it almost made me lose my mind. Since last year I have been going in person and it has been way better. You just need to find people that accept you even if there are only a few. Also the primal diet or whatever is cope LOL. Being online too much and listening to these peoples crazy opinions instead of real people is going to ruin your life, trust me.

im a grade ahead already the school i am using is so easy and also how do you think the primal diet is cope?

 

[Fusionxz]

ah yes cuz been glued to the screen instead of developing your social skills and not going into turning into a hermit staring at computer screens all day.

Because real life social interaction is "slavery". I walked into this shit excited too when school ended when i was 16. I decided to not go college and was like fuck it. I felt the exact same way. Slavery is over, no bitch ass teachers telling me what to do, my life can finally begin, social issues or all that shit never ever was in my mind cuz i was just talking with my friends a couple weeks ago.

But then u realise, ur not going to school with them, they arent gonna have much reason to talk to u, and then they fade away. And then there u r, in ur room alone just staring at the desktop. Its fucking misery man.

Im finally going back into college/school after ascending, i havent been more excited in my life

also if we're going to talk about projecting personal experiences is this not your personal projection bro

 

[FiendFiend]

i promise you it isn't that bad ive been lonely through school and out of it everybody i was friends with have abandoned me i have learnt to be independent and staying home just studying for the future of yourself might be hard but it sure as fuck will be worth it. and id much rather do that than go to a place where i just get shoved with bs work that doesnt help me in any way and cannot relate to anybody no matter how hard i try.

Brother. You seem like a reasonable and a smart kid. Im just talking from personal experience, I was in the same spot as u 2 years ago from now.

There is obviously a problem and u need to somehow compensate ur way into school so ur interesting and people make conversation with u , if ur not so good at having conversaitons and making friends. Thats what this forum is for.

I have changed my clothing style and learned what drip to wear, i learnt about how to fraud height, i fixed my acne, i fixed my shitty hair and all that time at home taught me how to hairmax, i learned the best scents, i learned how to make sure my hair doesnt look like shit after wind, ive been able to get lean as fuck. Would that be possible had I kept been a retard and went school? Yeah probably id be depressed as fuck right now.

Im just saying, treat this time ur off school as a massive break before u get into school again. Cuz like it or not, ur gonna have to attend some form of office in person, or some college or some school eventually. U should probably spend a couple months learning all these things I said, then either way by then u will realize this online school shit is wack and u will go back and will be treated 1000x better by the people there.

 

[Quak3]

u fucking idiot ur projecting cuz ur a fucking ugly chopped ass mfer who never even had an inch of social interaction skills or never even fucking pushed urself to try it even if u did have shit ones.

I came out of lockdown shooting blanks to lhana rhoades and realised i could barely fucking form a sentence speaking to a friend. That shit is not okay.

Stop projecting ur subhuman experience onto this kid whos probably regular looking

bro do you think all i do is goon all day

 

[Fusionxz]

ah yes cuz been glued to the screen instead of developing your social skills and not going into turning into a hermit staring at computer screens all day.

Because real life social interaction is "slavery". I walked into this shit excited too when school ended when i was 16. I decided to not go college and was like fuck it. I felt the exact same way. Slavery is over, no bitch ass teachers telling me what to do, my life can finally begin, social issues or all that shit never ever was in my mind cuz i was just talking with my friends a couple weeks ago.

But then u realise, ur not going to school with them, they arent gonna have much reason to talk to u, and then they fade away. And then there u r, in ur room alone just staring at the desktop. Its fucking misery man.

Im finally going back into college/school after ascending, i havent been more excited in my life

also I have never called real life interaction slavery what I call slavery is sitting in a caged environment for 8 hours a day with menial tasks which you can do elsewhere which won't even be useful anymore since every company is hell bent on lay offs using AI

 

[Fusionxz]

bro do you think all i do is goon all day

yeah ngl hes acting like you're a degenerate loser or something

 

[FiendFiend]

also if we're going to talk about projecting personal experiences is this not your personal projection bro

Im not projecitng. The experience u had in school is literally fucking utter subhuman level experience and insalvagable.

Search up on yt life after school gen Z, u will realize a lot of niggas agree, that u are happy that u dont have to do shit and finally free out of that prison and enslavement, then u realize how fucking alone u r.

Dude ur experience is literally so fucking subhuman, even the fucking sub5s at my school had their own friend group and probably reminice about school. Stop projecting on him

 

[FiendFiend]

yeah ngl hes acting like you're a degenerate loser or something

im not. Holy fk ur telling this kid all he wants to hear ur fucking evil gang

 

[Fusionxz]

Im not projecitng. The experience u had in school is literally fucking utter subhuman level experience and insalvagable.

Search up on yt life after school gen Z, u will realize a lot of niggas agree, that u are happy that u dont have to do shit and finally free out of that prison and enslavement, then u realize how fucking alone u r.

Dude ur experience is literally so fucking subhuman, even the fucking sub5s at my school had their own friend group and probably reminice about school. Stop projecting on him

bro but u literally explained your trash experience and then said Im projecting this makes no sense

 

[Quak3]

Brother. You seem like a reasonable and a smart kid. Im just talking from personal experience, I was in the same spot as u 2 years ago from now.

There is obviously a problem and u need to somehow compensate ur way into school so ur interesting and people make conversation with u , if ur not so good at having conversaitons and making friends. Thats what this forum is for.

I have changed my clothing style and learned what drip to wear, i learnt about how to fraud height, i fixed my acne, i fixed my shitty hair and all that time at home taught me how to hairmax, i learned the best scents, i learned how to make sure my hair doesnt look like shit after wind, ive been able to get lean as fuck. Would that be possible had I kept been a retard and went school? Yeah probably id be depressed as fuck right now.

Im just saying, treat this time ur off school as a massive break before u get into school again. Cuz like it or not, ur gonna have to attend some form of office in person, or some college or some school eventually. U should probably spend a couple months learning all these things I said, then either way by then u will realize this online school shit is wack and u will go back and will be treated 1000x better by the people there.

these ppl do not accept me and i am not going to change who i am as a person so i will get validation from ppl i dont even like i would much rather just be alone think about it this way those ppl dont like you you are just puting a fake costume on to show for them and when you take it off and show the real you they go back to thinking your a fucking weirdo so your alone either way

 

[FiendFiend]

also I have never called real life interaction slavery what I call slavery is sitting in a caged environment for 8 hours a day with menial tasks which you can do elsewhere which won't even be useful anymore since every company is hell bent on lay offs using AI

U know whats worse??

Not getting a gf in school, not laughing with ur friends in the back of the class (yes i had phases where i had no fucking friends in school) but eventually i would get them. Not having the lunch table talks, not goofing around in class.

U do realize nigga, like I did in last year, if u dont want to do the work u dont have to? If its a slave system literally refuse to do the work and fuck around? Id throw paper around, i was a super high inhib kid but the last year of school i didnt give a flying fuck. Despite me being an utter subhuman was by far my most fun year.

I did fuck all work, then got to sit with the boys at the lunch table and chill. If school is a prison, learn to stand up to the prison guards of the school (the teachers) u fucking idiot. Not crawl in a ball.

 

[ase]

Brother. You seem like a reasonable and a smart kid. Im just talking from personal experience, I was in the same spot as u 2 years ago from now.

There is obviously a problem and u need to somehow compensate ur way into school so ur interesting and people make conversation with u , if ur not so good at having conversaitons and making friends. Thats what this forum is for.

That's true. Just because you cannot relate to people does not mean you should quit school right now. You will always need the communication skills and social skills you gained through going to school, unless you stay online forever.

 

[FiendFiend]

bro but u literally explained your trash experience and then said Im projecting this makes no sense

this is the universal experience u can literally watch on youtube. This is the experience for most niggas post high school who dont go college

 

[Fusionxz]

U know whats worse??

Not getting a gf in school, not laughing with ur friends in the back of the class (yes i had phases where i had no fucking friends in school) but eventually i would get them. Not having the lunch table talks, not goofing around in class.

U do realize nigga, like I did in last year, if u dont want to do the work u dont have to? If its a slave system literally refuse to do the work and fuck around? Id throw paper around, i was a super high inhib kid but the last year of school i didnt give a flying fuck. Despite me being an utter subhuman was by far my most fun year.

I did fuck all work, then got to sit with the boys at the lunch table and chill. If school is a prison, learn to stand up to the prison guards of the school (the teachers) u fucking idiot. Not crawl in a ball.

my nigga what I'm trying to say is you can have social interaction literally elsewhere besides school lol

 

[FiendFiend]

F

That's true. Just because you cannot relate to people does not mean you should quit school right now. You will always need the communication skills and social skills you gained through going to school, unless you stay online forever.

Fucking fax. I was begging my mom to homeschool me. I hated that shit. I would come into my lessons had no friends. It was after lockdown, couldnt communicate to anyone. I despised life and going to school.

But had I not went thru that canon event I genually would be so down low right now it would be crazy. If u think having social anxiety before going on a walk alone is crazy now for me, imagine after that, i would probably have roped genually.

 

[FiendFiend]

my nigga what I'm trying to say is you can have social interaction literally elsewhere besides school lol

NO U CANT NIGGA where r u gonna find actual friends besides school. Stop fucking coping

 

[LiL 369]

I’m 14 years old and really serious about making my future better. I’ve already switched to online school because it’s easier and gives me more time to rot and study things that will affect my future like finance, biology, real estate, the Primal Diet, and other stuff that I think will help me develop properly and succeed.


I don’t care what it takes; I’m willing to do whatever I need to even if that means having to convince or manipulate my parents or family to support me in what I need (like following the Primal Diet or getting orthodontic treatment). sometimes it feels like that’s the only way to get the things that will truly help me grow.


I’m looking for advice and guidance from smarter, older people who’ve been through tough situations or who have wisdom about how to navigate this kind of stuff whether it’s talking to parents, managing time, or balancing all these goals. and also just any life advice.


Thanks in advance for any help or support. It means a lot.

First of all asking for life advice on a "looksmax" forum is tarded, especially cause this is full of antisocial kids and legit life failures.

Then switching to online school is probably a terrible idea the social part of school is super important.

Primal diet is retarded.

You can probably convince them of "orthodontic treatment" if you have or show a genuine cause...

Dude you are literally 14 years old without a job, how tf do u need help "managing time", you have all the time in the world.

 

[Fusionxz]

NO U CANT NIGGA where r u gonna find actual friends besides school. Stop fucking coping

man you don't get it

 

[FiendFiend]

these ppl do not accept me and i am not going to change who i am as a person so i will get validation from ppl i dont even like i would much rather just be alone think about it this way those ppl dont like you you are just puting a fake costume on to show for them and when you take it off and show the real you they go back to thinking your a fucking weirdo so your alone either way

I agree. But life is about putting on costumes. If u liked ur current costume so much then u wouldnt be on this forum, or eating a diet to change ur bones. We develop and evolve and change as people, part of that is masked by our envireonment. U need to "fit in" and be accepted by ur local school, cuz life is one massive high school and if u cant even adapt to be acceptedb y a bunch of fucking teenagers u will never ever be accepted into regular society.

Sorry man

 

[Quak3]

First of all asking for life advice on a "looksmax" forum is tarded, especially cause this is full of antisocial kids and legit life failures.

Then switching to online school is probably a terrible idea the social part of school is super important.

Primal diet is retarded.

You can probably convince them of "orthodontic treatment" if you have or show a genuine cause...

Dude you are literally 14 years old without a job, how tf do u need help "managing time", you have all the time in the world.

your right about that last part i used ai partly to help me write this

 

[FiendFiend]

man you don't get it

yeah no i dont get it. I do see friends but where they from? School? If u cant even fucking make friends at school (where even sub5s make friends) ur not gonna fucking make friends in any other envireonment especially from the negative reinforcement u got.

Its sad but u have to overcome it somehow by fitting in or getting into a niche. Its over if u dont

 

[FiendFiend]

your right about that last part i used ai partly to help me write this

Quak3 u sound like a smart kid bro. It may just be a matter of time before u realize all the shit im telling u cuz ur of a high of getting out of high school. Save urself the hastle and skip those shitty nights where u cry urself to sleep. (I was a nigga who never ever cried) realizing how cooked u r.

Since ur so smart u could definitley looksmax, or do some shit to get urself back into school and have an experience u can look back on. And dont worry its not over, there was people in my school who literally skipped a whole year and came back and were treated amazing. Whether u like it or not, or believe me or not. U will be succumb to this feeling of loneliness. Begin looksmaxxing , experimenting with shit cuz u currently have a lot of free time.

When u realize u are lonely asf and feel horrible and everyday feels like a struggle and waking up is shitty, then atleast u will look good and when u go back to school or have to go somewhere u will coast by.

Ur fate is been one of them discord kids whos homeschooled if u dont. I know ur a smart kid tho u will figure it out, but figure it out before sooner than later. Good luck man

 

[Quak3]

I agree. But life is about putting on costumes. If u liked ur current costume so much then u wouldnt be on this forum, or eating a diet to change ur bones. We develop and evolve and change as people, part of that is masked by our envireonment. U need to "fit in" and be accepted by ur local school, cuz life is one massive high school and if u cant even adapt to be acceptedb y a bunch of fucking teenagers u will never ever be accepted into regular society.

Sorry man

i understand that and i know its true but i just dont want change i don't agree with how this society is built but what can you do ig. but i forget about changing who i am and i just embrace it i havee these litlle phases of bp where i start to care a lot of how i can change myself so other ppl will like me then i relize i dont even like them then i go back to embracing who i am thanks for opening my eyes to this

 

[Sceptre432]

Thinking about this at 14yo is actually good. I did nothing till 21. But think about finding a job, people can always start studying late so it's okay. And having your own appartment, family sucks or it can be fine only if you don't see them often

 

[Quak3]

Quak3 u sound like a smart kid bro. It may just be a matter of time before u realize all the shit im telling u cuz ur of a high of getting out of high school. Save urself the hastle and skip those shitty nights where u cry urself to sleep. (I was a nigga who never ever cried) realizing how cooked u r.

Since ur so smart u could definitley looksmax, or do some shit to get urself back into school and have an experience u can look back on. And dont worry its not over, there was people in my school who literally skipped a whole year and came back and were treated amazing. Whether u like it or not, or believe me or not. U will be succumb to this feeling of loneliness. Begin looksmaxxing , experimenting with shit cuz u currently have a lot of free time.

When u realize u are lonely asf and feel horrible and everyday feels like a struggle and waking up is shitty, then atleast u will look good and when u go back to school or have to go somewhere u will coast by.

Ur fate is been one of them discord kids whos homeschooled if u dont. I know ur a smart kid tho u will figure it out, but figure it out before sooner than later. Good luck man

but is that what life is rlly all about just fitting into society you dont think there's nothing more than that. this mindset is slavery

 

[leorules004]

I’m 14 years old and really serious about making my future better. I’ve already switched to online school because it’s easier and gives me more time to rot and study things that will affect my future like finance, biology, real estate, the Primal Diet, and other stuff that I think will help me develop properly and succeed.


I don’t care what it takes; I’m willing to do whatever I need to even if that means having to convince or manipulate my parents or family to support me in what I need (like following the Primal Diet or getting orthodontic treatment). sometimes it feels like that’s the only way to get the things that will truly help me grow.


I’m looking for advice and guidance from smarter, older people who’ve been through tough situations or who have wisdom about how to navigate this kind of stuff whether it’s talking to parents, managing time, or balancing all these goals. and also just any life advice.


Thanks in advance for any help or support. It means a lot.

your a fucking idiot dude. The primal diet is not healthy for a 14 year old going through puberty jusy avoid junk food and you’ll be fine you sound like a fucking Andrew tate cloned retard.

Secondly dropping out of real life school purely for the reason of studying real estate and finance JFL. I do that on top of real life school which runs from 830-530 and to be honest there isn’t that much you need to know to be successful the only time you’ll need to have a deep enough knowledge that your dropping out of school for it is if your multi millionaire (upwards of 10 million net worth) in which case you’ll have an advisor because your so rich handling your own money is a waste of time.

The only situation I can see that working out is if you become an entrepreneur in either real estate or a business somwthint that will be very hard to do considering your sacrificing your social relations for this homo Luke Belmar shit. It’s not what you know it’s who you know and neutralising your abilities to know people is fucking you over.

I think your being brainwashed by social media retards in Dubai who lie about how they make their money and I think you should stop now before it’s too late.

If you really care about your future you’ll juggle all of this wirh school except the primal diet stop being a retard don’t listen to the liver king.

 

[FiendFiend]

i understand that and i know its true but i just dont want change i don't agree with how this society is built but what can you do ig. but i forget about changing who i am and i just embrace it i havee these litlle phases of bp where i start to care a lot of how i can change myself so other ppl will like me then i relize i dont even like them then i go back to embracing who i am thanks for opening my eyes to this

I agree but if u think u dont care what others think, or that society is wrong or whatever , then sure i get that. I think its a total fucking clownshow.

But we seek approval from others naturally as animals, and want human connection and to be cherished by others. Part of lookism is understanding that chads literally succeed in every aspect of life cuz they look good and get positive reinforcement and society appreciates and cherishes their existence the most.

Your smart, if u also have positive reinforcement from being good looking, and being in certain niches and fitting in , u will literally be unstoppable in life.

Ur 14, by definition u cant be a loser, but before u know it the clock will tick and time stops for no one and u will be 18 or 20. it will be ur decision whether by the time ur there u have a gf, a person people speak highly of, or just another gooner on discord or an unfortunate kid who was raised by the internet with little to no social interaction with the outside world.

I absolutely fucking dont like anyone at school? But their approval means everything, their approval determines if i am a "loser" according to society, or if im an amazing charismatic handsome cool funny guy.

If u can look good, and go back to school and fit in, u will coast through life bro. U will have amazing memories, probably have a couple of kids. Or u will either be succumbed to loneliness facing a barrel. Its a brutal world but it doesnt stop for anyone.