m0ss26
A wounded lion is still a lion
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Basically I hooked up with this chick in April (I pulled out early) but she ended up being two weeks late on her period and at that time I was freaking out in total despair mode especially since she said she would keep it if she was pregnant. Eventually she said she got her period and so I stopped contacting her.
Three weeks ago she texted me (I thought I had her blocked jfl) saying she wanted to hook up again. But on her initial message saying hey I immediately thought "holy shit she's pregnant and she's coming for me." I tried to shut down her wishes to hook up but after a few days paranoia started eating at me, and I had convinced myself partially that she actually could be pregnant and she was just hiding it from me, or trying to get together to spring it on me in person.
So I texted her a little bit and pretended to entertain her wishes to link up to see if I could get any info that contradicts the (non) possibility of her being pregnant. First of all I asked what she was up to one weekend and she said she couldn't do anything that weekend because she was on her period. Beyond that she would tell me of her college drinking exploits with her friends. She also told me at complete random that she was switching her birth control from her implant to pills (meaning that bitch had to have had an implant at the time I hooked up with her jfl AND that she had to have tested negative for pregnancy with her doctor to switch her BC). Even more so, I saw a picture of her from recent and her body was the same as from April (a girl who's 6 months pregnant would of course be noticeably so).
How come I'm so distrusting and just constantly have it in the back of my mind that my life is over and the girl is pregnant
am i literally going insane? what can I do to like register it in my brain that there is 0 possibility I'm having a kid and I'm good. I think I'm retarded
TLDR: pregnancy scare from 6 months ago is ruining my mental because part of me still believes the chick is pregnant despite 40 indicators that she isn't
Three weeks ago she texted me (I thought I had her blocked jfl) saying she wanted to hook up again. But on her initial message saying hey I immediately thought "holy shit she's pregnant and she's coming for me." I tried to shut down her wishes to hook up but after a few days paranoia started eating at me, and I had convinced myself partially that she actually could be pregnant and she was just hiding it from me, or trying to get together to spring it on me in person.
So I texted her a little bit and pretended to entertain her wishes to link up to see if I could get any info that contradicts the (non) possibility of her being pregnant. First of all I asked what she was up to one weekend and she said she couldn't do anything that weekend because she was on her period. Beyond that she would tell me of her college drinking exploits with her friends. She also told me at complete random that she was switching her birth control from her implant to pills (meaning that bitch had to have had an implant at the time I hooked up with her jfl AND that she had to have tested negative for pregnancy with her doctor to switch her BC). Even more so, I saw a picture of her from recent and her body was the same as from April (a girl who's 6 months pregnant would of course be noticeably so).
How come I'm so distrusting and just constantly have it in the back of my mind that my life is over and the girl is pregnant
am i literally going insane? what can I do to like register it in my brain that there is 0 possibility I'm having a kid and I'm good. I think I'm retarded
TLDR: pregnancy scare from 6 months ago is ruining my mental because part of me still believes the chick is pregnant despite 40 indicators that she isn't
