Paranoia is Ruining My Life

[m0ss26]

Basically I hooked up with this chick in April (I pulled out early) but she ended up being two weeks late on her period and at that time I was freaking out in total despair mode especially since she said she would keep it if she was pregnant. Eventually she said she got her period and so I stopped contacting her.

Three weeks ago she texted me (I thought I had her blocked jfl) saying she wanted to hook up again. But on her initial message saying hey I immediately thought "holy shit she's pregnant and she's coming for me." I tried to shut down her wishes to hook up but after a few days paranoia started eating at me, and I had convinced myself partially that she actually could be pregnant and she was just hiding it from me, or trying to get together to spring it on me in person.

So I texted her a little bit and pretended to entertain her wishes to link up to see if I could get any info that contradicts the (non) possibility of her being pregnant. First of all I asked what she was up to one weekend and she said she couldn't do anything that weekend because she was on her period. Beyond that she would tell me of her college drinking exploits with her friends. She also told me at complete random that she was switching her birth control from her implant to pills (meaning that bitch had to have had an implant at the time I hooked up with her jfl AND that she had to have tested negative for pregnancy with her doctor to switch her BC). Even more so, I saw a picture of her from recent and her body was the same as from April (a girl who's 6 months pregnant would of course be noticeably so).

How come I'm so distrusting and just constantly have it in the back of my mind that my life is over and the girl is pregnant

am i literally going insane? what can I do to like register it in my brain that there is 0 possibility I'm having a kid and I'm good. I think I'm retarded


TLDR: pregnancy scare from 6 months ago is ruining my mental because part of me still believes the chick is pregnant despite 40 indicators that she isn't

 

[Bryce]

Maybe don't fuck people if you don't want to have a kid

 

[m0ss26]

Maybe don't fuck people if you don't want to have a kid

nigga thats why i went celibate after that experience jfl

 

[Bryce]

nigga thats why i went celibate after that experience jfl

Good tbh we all float down here

 

[m0ss26]

Good tbh we all float down here

how do i beat my paranoia

 

[Bryce]

how do i beat my paranoia

Bro idk she's obviously not pregnant

 

[m0ss26]

@Swarthy Knight @eon @trashbinxoxo @registerfasterusing @BeanCelll

 

[m0ss26]

Bro idk she's obviously not pregnant

bro fuckkk i know

thank you for saying this though

 

[NatureRapist]

Why do people get stressed over pregnancy scares
If u dont declare yourself as the father before the baby is born she cant do anything

 

[m0ss26]

Why do people get stressed over pregnancy scares
If u dont declare yourself as the father before the baby is born she cant do anything

what do you mean by this? like they can't come after you for child support if you don't declare?

also i wouldn't even consider this a "scare" being that she's told me herself she's not pregnant, its more a mental problem

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Sex haver issue. This is another reason once I ascend I'll be anal only

 

[m0ss26]

Sex haver issue. This is another reason once I ascend I'll be anal only

bro im legit incel i got lucky with some ugly whore

how i convince my brain she's not pregnant? Can you think of any reason she would lie or go to such extreme measures (like saying she's on her period, talking about switching her BC etc) to hide her pregnancy? It would for sure be noticeable at 6 months as well right?

 

[Grievous]

same

 

[m0ss26]

same

paranoiacels unite please

 

[Swarthy Knight]

bro im legit incel i got lucky with some ugly whore

You might wanna rethink that term bhai

how i convince my brain she's not pregnant? Can you think of any reason she would lie or go to such extreme measures (like saying she's on her period, talking about switching her BC etc) to hide her pregnancy? It would for sure be noticeable at 6 months as well right?

Ya it's prolly nothing to worry about. No one can hide a pregnancy for that long jfl

 

[trashbinxoxo]

Sexhaver ramblings

Why give a fuck about her? Dissapear and let her take accountability for being a whore

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Daddy's Home

 

[m0ss26]

Sexhaver ramblings

Why give a fuck about her? Dissapear and let her take accountability for being a whore

i dont Im just paranoid that one day she's gonna show up with a kid and demand shit with a court order yk

I can't be put on child support

could care less about her or the kid

BUT SHES NOT PREGNANT LIKE FUCK

 

[m0ss26]

Daddy's Home

alr bro

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I used to be very paranoid. As in if I got stressed enough I believed there was cameras in my wall and recorders in my ceiling. So I would use tinfoil and wrap against it so they cannot record me. I know it made no sense but when you are younger and more upset, it makes more sense in that stressed state.

 

[m0ss26]

I used to be very paranoid. As in if I got stressed enough I believed there was cameras in my wall and recorders in my ceiling. So I would use tinfoil and wrap against it so they cannot record me. I know it made no sense but when you are younger and more upset, it makes more sense in that stressed state.

How did you overcome this?

For me it’s always a sense that the worst is coming for me

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

How did you overcome this?

For me it’s always a sense that the worst is coming for me

You just do. I became more numb and in control of my own psyche.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Ok chad

 

[m0ss26]

Ok chad

Bro stfu u slay more than me plus I’m celibate HELP ME

 

[m0ss26]

You just do. I became more numb and in control of my own psyche.

I’m trying to become as numb to it as possible but the thoughts infiltrate time and time again

 

[LXR]

Dont pull out. Your paranoia becomes reality and thus vanishes from your mind

 

[m0ss26]

Dont pull out. Your paranoia becomes reality and thus vanishes from your mind

I’m not getting with this chick again bro I’m celibate

 

[LXR]

I’m not getting with this chick again bro I’m celibate

You are afraid of losing control. That unborn kid represents responsibility, whoch to fulfill you'll have to give up your freedom and you are afraid of that. Try journalling

 

[m0ss26]

You are afraid of losing control. That unborn kid represents responsibility, whoch to fulfill you'll have to give up your freedom and you are afraid of that. Try journalling

Legit right on the dot bro

What do you recommend I journal exactly?

 

[LXR]

Legit right on the dot bro

What do you recommend I journal exactly?

Whatever comes to your mind about the feeling. Describe it, explore it, try some relaxants while writing. It wont relieve you but you'll get to know the root of the problem

 

[m0ss26]

Whatever comes to your mind about the feeling. Describe it, explore it, try some relaxants while writing. It wont relieve you but you'll get to know the root of the problem

Thank you I really appreciate it

Also she isn’t pregnant right?

 

[LXR]

Also she isn’t pregnant right?

No if she was she would have done something very very serious about it and you'd know

 

[m0ss26]

@registerfasterusing thoughts on this

 

[registerfasterusing]

Basically I hooked up with this chick in April (I pulled out early) but she ended up being two weeks late on her period and at that time I was freaking out in total despair mode especially since she said she would keep it if she was pregnant. Eventually she said she got her period and so I stopped contacting her.

Three weeks ago she texted me (I thought I had her blocked jfl) saying she wanted to hook up again. But on her initial message saying hey I immediately thought "holy shit she's pregnant and she's coming for me." I tried to shut down her wishes to hook up but after a few days paranoia started eating at me, and I had convinced myself partially that she actually could be pregnant and she was just hiding it from me, or trying to get together to spring it on me in person.

So I texted her a little bit and pretended to entertain her wishes to link up to see if I could get any info that contradicts the (non) possibility of her being pregnant. First of all I asked what she was up to one weekend and she said she couldn't do anything that weekend because she was on her period. Beyond that she would tell me of her college drinking exploits with her friends. She also told me at complete random that she was switching her birth control from her implant to pills (meaning that bitch had to have had an implant at the time I hooked up with her jfl AND that she had to have tested negative for pregnancy with her doctor to switch her BC). Even more so, I saw a picture of her from recent and her body was the same as from April (a girl who's 6 months pregnant would of course be noticeably so).

How come I'm so distrusting and just constantly have it in the back of my mind that my life is over and the girl is pregnant

am i literally going insane? what can I do to like register it in my brain that there is 0 possibility I'm having a kid and I'm good. I think I'm retarded


TLDR: pregnancy scare from 6 months ago is ruining my mental because part of me still believes the chick is pregnant despite 40 indicators that she isn't

Yh i dont think its out of the ordinary i get paranoid af for no reason sometimes too
Like i was js talking to a girl recently and i blocked her after cuz idek why but yh
Honestly for me i think its cuz of ocd but idk
Rly u js gotta not think abt it as much as u can

 

[m0ss26]

Yh i dont think its out of the ordinary i get paranoid af for no reason sometimes too
Like i was js talking to a girl recently and i blocked her after cuz idek why but yh
Honestly for me i think its cuz of ocd but idk
Rly u js gotta not think abt it as much as u can

im going to try and distraction max but its been ahrd since i havent been able to train for a week

this is very bad time for me bhai

 

[registerfasterusing]

im going to try and distraction max but its been ahrd since i havent been able to train for a week

this is very bad time for me bhai

Yh yh doing smth else will help like training or for me school ngl

 

[m0ss26]

Yh yh doing smth else will help like training or for me school ngl

bro school makes it so bad for me

because my mind wanders so much when im thjere

fuckkkm my chungus brain bro

 

[gigacumster3000]

lmao what the fuck is wrong with you? this is some next level cope shit

 

[m0ss26]

lmao what the fuck is wrong with you? this is some next level cope shit

Wdym? What am I coping with

Idk what’s wrong with me tbh

 

[OnlyWs]

Your paranoia is justified. I am your child, Dad.

 

[miloeatscookies]

Dnr

 

[ltbguy77]

Basically I hooked up with this chick in April (I pulled out early) but she ended up being two weeks late on her period and at that time I was freaking out in total despair mode especially since she said she would keep it if she was pregnant. Eventually she said she got her period and so I stopped contacting her.

Three weeks ago she texted me (I thought I had her blocked jfl) saying she wanted to hook up again. But on her initial message saying hey I immediately thought "holy shit she's pregnant and she's coming for me." I tried to shut down her wishes to hook up but after a few days paranoia started eating at me, and I had convinced myself partially that she actually could be pregnant and she was just hiding it from me, or trying to get together to spring it on me in person.

So I texted her a little bit and pretended to entertain her wishes to link up to see if I could get any info that contradicts the (non) possibility of her being pregnant. First of all I asked what she was up to one weekend and she said she couldn't do anything that weekend because she was on her period. Beyond that she would tell me of her college drinking exploits with her friends. She also told me at complete random that she was switching her birth control from her implant to pills (meaning that bitch had to have had an implant at the time I hooked up with her jfl AND that she had to have tested negative for pregnancy with her doctor to switch her BC). Even more so, I saw a picture of her from recent and her body was the same as from April (a girl who's 6 months pregnant would of course be noticeably so).

How come I'm so distrusting and just constantly have it in the back of my mind that my life is over and the girl is pregnant

am i literally going insane? what can I do to like register it in my brain that there is 0 possibility I'm having a kid and I'm good. I think I'm retarded


TLDR: pregnancy scare from 6 months ago is ruining my mental because part of me still believes the chick is pregnant despite 40 indicators that she isn't

She's not chill