I want to leave my parents though I have to suffer for 4 years in CS and will be doing CS from home.
I was a ltn somehow truecel but I ascended to LTN-MTN. I was short and absued dog maxed also have no friends. I sometimes rot with gaming but I know I don't but I have no one to help
face is everything after 5,7
I am 5'8 Mtn but get constant heightmogg. It feels like I don't belong to human species. Even girls r tall nowadays. Legit I saw 6'3 foids every week. Most are above Mid MTB to Stacy lite 5-10 a month. I go outside to enjoy outside but bp collects me everytime. So I totally at my room while my peers r enjoying life
Thats's exactly my thoughts. It increases the bar but being teacher is worst seeing everyone enjoying their teenage life and u were rotting, heightmogg is also brutal. Also it's repetitive and I am not normie but somehow act like that to blend
I can choose below 13 and above 13. But I have memories of youth teens wasting during lockdown. So I will be suicidal knowing what I missed
If it's WFH based. There is a high chance that it pretty muxh has to be something tech-based. And those kinds of careers are subject to AI threat meaning if not you're entire job becoming redundant a lot of the tasks could be. Regarding the pay that's just a trade off you will have to make because employers realise they can be flexible with pay and tbh I'm happy with less pay if it means more WFH.
Ig I have to trade something. I have dreams of travelling the world now i have to settle. It's what it is. Lifelong rot in basement
Legit. I was subhuman my puberty or early teens and I can relate.(somehow I got to be MTN) I thought I was passionate about CS and years of gaming. I have asian blood but u won't believe me I am. I wanted to do CS but my parents want me be a Doctor or Teacher. They think CS is odd like it's alien for them. They don't force me for CS but I want so I can travel with money and WFH. though I don't have any motivation for CS
you’re not passionate about cs, trust me. i was in your exact shoes, maybe even worse off. retreated into gaming, forums, being chronically online because i had no shot at a normal life. my subhuman face, curry, childlike height, all of it made me feel so different from everyone else. all this leads to being socially isolated from everyone, no one wanting to be around me, no one wanting to befriend me, leading me into coping with gaming or rotting on forums. it wasn’t passion, it was coping. coping hard. when you walk into these classes, you’ll realize quick, you’re not alone in that. it’s filled with the same terminally online subhuman faces chasing some delusional dream of becoming a ‘game dev’ because they never fit in anywhere else. i dropped out after my first year when i realized this, i should’ve known beforehand. it felt suffocating, knowing i locked myself into a path that was never mine, pretending i liked something just to escape what i really hated, myself. if you genuinely want to feel alive again, to even have a shot at touching something close to normal, stop before you get deeper. don’t do cs. don’t do cyber security too or just anything tech related. if you want to change your life, you need to step away from just tech majors in general. you need to understand this, would i be coping online or gaming if i had a normal friend group, felt wanted by people, had female friends, maybe a girlfriend? don’t listen to the cucks telling you to pursue any tech major, not worth it
Same life. I play games and delete them again play them because I have no one. My life is same as you. No one cares about me. I don't need anything. I want someone to ask about me. What I like or dislike. But I know it's not possible. I accept it. I can somehow become a teacher average pay might get some friends somehow some social life but they will also leave me after 25-30 years. I was betrayed my whole life, I chose to do good for everyone but they used me humiliated me just because I was short. I don't have any belief in humnty because I was the only one who beleived in humanity while others were sucking me in every possible way. If I showed any vulnerability they would attack me.
If I get normal job and no social life( might get but experience says otherwise) i will regret nott going for money. Also my parents try to control me in every possible way. I want to avoid them and earn as soon as possible
im not saying to get a 'normal' major in some shit major, it just cant be anything tech related. you can stay in the broad range of STEM which you should, maybe do something engineering related if you're into that, not that many subhumans but it's not as bad as the computer science cyber security subhuman social rejects. still a decent amount of normal people in engineering compared to cs. doesnt really make sense to think about getting a 'wife' if women never gave you attention during your development years, you're a genetic failure, a genetic dead end. just cope with escorts instead once you're done with college
Some gave me attention and they were HQNP. But I was short thna then by 3-3 inches so I didn't have the courage. If I did i could get a good wife. They were wife material. Nerdy types
