Parents pt.2

[copeuntilumakeit]

So like 3 weeks ago i posted a crash out thread abt my situation in home there, i said that i will be going alone to the doctor for the second time in my life and taking my "life" in to my own hands. I did go to the doc on my own and managed to get some perscription meds for my runny nose (i have it for 4 years and it makes my neck lymph nodes enlarged (my parents didn't care abt it)) i hope it will get bettter and i can finally breathe clearly and talk normally. As for gear, today i pinned test but i'm hesitating pinning tren since my creatine is 1.8 (which is of someone whose kidneys are failing) but other more important parameters and scans are normal so i think it's temporary, in a week i'm going to be checking if it is dropping then i will decide what compound to add. What else, my good online friend for 4 years invited me to his birthday party, i have made deals with him and we supported each other but my parents aren't eager to let me go (keep in mind that i'm not a teenager anymore). I'm sick of this controlling shit that is happening to me and my brother and if they decide to not let me go, i will sneak out (never done this before). Yeah some of yall may laugh at this and i understand it, but it's never to late to change something yeah? Better late then never so they either let me go or a "shock therapy" will begin. As to my hairloss situation, it didn't get better, hair is still falling out :/ i hope the other doc will perscribe me bloods to check everything (the one i went to 5 days ago was a fucking asshole and didn't do anything besides those perscription meds for my nose)
This was written in a rush in my car (just as my previous post) so i'm sorry for any grammar mistakes i've made.