partys and how ND CHAPS SHOULD NEVER GO

[ithasbeenover]

This is my expierance from last night- I am diagnosed with adhd so im defintly knowledable in tbis area.
So this party has been in the making for a month or so, i was super excited as ive only been to one other party before(i am often not invited anywhere since i am quite ND) anyway i get the news im allowed to go so i ask my parents about a week after if they can buy me these drinks(vodka) they say yes and im even more excited now as i hardly ever drink and when i do i feel so free and nothing to worry about.
Not a care in the world.
theres about 12 cans and im taking two of my mates so i thiught itll be FOUR EACH (oh boy was i wrong) we get to the party at 7 and ive already had one of my drinks in the car, so im SLIGHTLY tipsy.

This is semi-important for a semi-important thing that happens laterish on, the last party i was at i made iut with this girl ajd since i was mad drunk i eas panicking thinking i raped her, she clearly told egeryone i did not.

I get to drinking and i find out my two mates dont really want to so it jusy ends up being me drinking about 10 cans of vodka. Not a great idea

it starts to kick and it kicks in strong As fuck im stumbling around everywhere and talking to every girl in sight. Obviously they like it because im HTN so its free game baby

i start to drink others, and others and more and more and mroe until im one sip from blackout.
Im fucking up everything around me and was even going to jump into the pool supposdly. i end up getting told to leave and im now out front witb a person i hardly ever talk to but he was there for me More than any one of my mates.

Shows whos real and whis not MOTHERFUCKERS

WAIT I FROGOT TO MENTION THE SEMI INPROTANT THING I ENDED UP FOLLOWING HER AROUND ASKING IF I RAPED HER OR NOT ACCORDING TO SOMEONE WHO WAS THERE JFL

anyway im out front vomiting everywhere. Incouding on myself and lying in it. great times. Supposdly inwas trying to kiss the hosts mum? which was prolly a factor in me gettiny kicked out. Haha it was it is foids

anyway yeah no partys for me ever again and dont tell me to limit myself becaude that will never work

here are some photos of me in the vomit and stuff
Have a good day folks

 

[ithasbeenover]

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[ithasbeenover]

yes i added that one photo of me because i look good No it has no corelation to the story

 

[Alienmaxxer]

And now imagine being legit autistic at a party... awkwardly standing in one place, dancing in an uncoordinated way, not drinking because of sensory reasons, having to take breaks, being unable to initiate interactions with strangers, sticking to the side of the 1-2 people you know there, the few group social interactions you do have being failures, being socially mogged left and right on how you are living a completely different life... terrifying.

 

[ithasbeenover]

And now imagine being legit autistic at a party... awkwardly standing in one place, dancing in an uncoordinated way, not drinking because of sensory reasons, having to take breaks, being unable to initiate interactions with strangers, sticking to the side of the 1-2 people you know there, the few group social interactions you do have being failures, being socially mogged left and right on how you are living a completely different life... terrifying.

its fucking scary bro, im thankful that my adhd i not HORRIBLE like some others situations, the world geniunly leaves people like that behind as its built on modern rusted normie contructs that push people thats deep on the spectrum away from any sought of proper future