past always comes back to the present

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low effort rant dnr if you want to



I used to be the type of person who other people saw as weird.

I was ugly
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And genuinely retarded. I sought for attention. I tried my best getting people to recognise me and acknowledge me. I was a textbook attention seeker.

Looking back at my past i did so many things i to this day still regret that i did. I was the so called jester in my “friend” group.

That was a while ago now, i grew up, im 14 really soon 15. Switched schools a while ago and everything seemed to actually be going good. I was much more chill, had better looks, people were talking to be. Until my old friends started spreading old pictures and videos of me (not talking nudes or anything) just old pictures of me being the weird kid I was before.

Now everyone seems to think im still weird, people don’t talk to me that often, they stopped inviting me to stuff. And now I often just get picked on

Example

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(people started changing their pfps to some old picture of me)

I’m scared not to ever be taken seriously again. I don’t always want to be known for the person i used to be.



Honestly this was more of a rant to get this off my chest, don’t know how people are going to react to this lol.


newest photo of me, give a rate or something if you’d like to
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I’m quite tired of everything, but I don’t think suicide is going to cross my mind directly. I like peacefulness and such but not much I can do

also I don’t believe in height playing the biggest part in appeal, atleast in sweden.
 
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