Patrick Bateman phase: the last happy period of my life

[Lonenely sigma]

I was a cringe teen.

To TL;DR my story as much as I can, I got "redpilled" at 15, and was going to the gym religiously.

Then, my looks did slightly improve, but I was still faaar from attractive.

I began to take the blackpill at the age of 16. I was in this weird phase when I knew it was all about the looks, but was convinced that through the extreme force I could still change my facial bone structure.

Looking back it was sick in the brain... I legit thought I was becoming patrick bateman lol.

Then again, that was the last happy period of my life. You need to be beautiful, young and naive to be truly happy

 

[Sceptical]

beautifully said lonenely sigma

 

[Lonenely sigma]

beautifully said lonenely sigma

Yeah well that username was an ironic imitation of myself from a year ago at that point

 

[NORDEN SLAVORUM]

Being sigma ruined my life

 

[ey88]

Being sigma ruined my life

Lol how?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Being sigma ruined my life

This sounds like one of those ultra-dramatic youtube titles made to get views


What happened man?

 

[SA7]

dnr

 

[NORDEN SLAVORUM]

Lol how?

I wasted 2 years at the gym

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I wasted 2 years at the gym

Rehab made a video about the dude in ur pfp today btw

Ngl I side with rehab on this one. It sounded like a cope to me when you sent me one of his videos but I didn't want to hurt your feelings.

I also thought you WERE him soo yeah. I pretended to agree. Not so sigma...

 

[NORDEN SLAVORUM]

Rehab made a video about the dude in ur pfp today btw

Ngl I side with rehab on this one. It sounded like a cope to me when you sent me one of his videos but I didn't want to hurt your feelings.

I also thought you WERE him soo yeah. I pretended to agree. Not so sigma...

Dude I could debunk that whole shit vid piece by peiece

You do it on youtube @IAMNOTANINCEL

 

[grungymallard97]

I was a cringe teen.

To TL;DR my story as much as I can, I got "redpilled" at 15, and was going to the gym religiously.

Then, my looks did slightly improve, but I was still faaar from attractive.

I began to take the blackpill at the age of 16. I was in this weird phase when I knew it was all about the looks, but was convinced that through the extreme force I could still change my facial bone structure.

Looking back it was sick in the brain... I legit thought I was becoming patrick bateman lol.

Then again, that was the last happy period of my life. You need to be beautiful, young and naive to be truly happy

I’m the same as u but in the 16 year old part ig I have a lot to look forward to

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I’m the same as u but in the 16 year old part ig I have a lot to look forward to

Losing all non-surgical hope was what gave me peace of mind. Maybe I am coping with surgeries too but regardless, I won't get the money for them for a looong time anyway

 

[grungymallard97]

Losing all non-surgical hope was what gave me peace of mind. Maybe I am coping with surgeries too but regardless, I won't get the money for them for a looong time anyway

I don’t even care about looks anymore I just want to be the best version of myself

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I don’t even care about looks anymore I just want to be the best version of myself

To each his own ig

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Dude I could debunk that whole shit vid piece by peiece

You do it on youtube @IAMNOTANINCEL

goatis is gonna deboonk it later (maby not cause inceltv says he had a hair transplant)
i can add you to my discord gc if you wanna see why its retarded

 

[NORDEN SLAVORUM]

goatis is gonna deboonk it later (maby not cause inceltv says he had a hair transplant)
i can add you to my discord gc if you wanna see why its retarded

Yeah sure

I know its all retarded I could debunk everything he said, goatis doesn't never responds back to vids though

 

[Lonenely sigma]

goatis is gonna deboonk it later (maby not cause inceltv says he had a hair transplant)
i can add you to my discord gc if you wanna see why its retarded

Yeah sure

I know its all retarded I could debunk everything he said, goatis doesn't never responds back to vids though

So whats your point? That its not genes but food? That there will be no good-looking tall people in a few years?

Why are people still getting taller every generation then?

 

[deadstock]

At that age ur bone structure still changes

 

[tetopsyop]

 

[Lonenely sigma]

At that age ur bone structure still changes

At the age of 15... maybe a bit. But O'Pry, Chico and others were recruited at 17 and they looked identical to their primes.

Furthermore, if there IS some improvement left for your skull to experience, its all genetic. Bonesmashing won't do shit.

Trust me, I tried...

 

[apocalypse]

Ah, the joys of delusionmaxxing. Lucky are those who can successfully delusionmaxx their whole life. I'm looking for good delusions myself.

Has anyone succeeded in delusionmaxxing?

What are some legit religions or "spirituality" related ideas I could adopt to cope? I want to delude myself so I that can draw strength from my delusions and let them drive me.

looksmax.org

 

[deadstock]

At the age of 15... maybe a bit. But O'Pry, Chico and others were recruited at 17 and they looked identical to their primes.

Furthermore, if there IS some improvement left for your skull to experience, its all genetic. Bonesmashing won't do shit.

Trust me, I tried...

Even at 22 nigga

Mid twenties is when things really settle in

But even afterwards peoples faces change if they take T and HGH for example

 

[Deleted member 120523]

Pavol is a real sigma

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Ah, the joys of delusionmaxxing. Lucky are those who can successfully delusionmaxx their whole life. I'm looking for good delusions myself.

Has anyone succeeded in delusionmaxxing?

What are some legit religions or "spirituality" related ideas I could adopt to cope? I want to delude myself so I that can draw strength from my delusions and let them drive me.

looksmax.org

Thays the brutal part. Like, even if you COULD ascend to chad tomorrow, you'd still be bitter; even if you became a 12 year old future chad, with all the blackpill knowledge, you'd still abuse your superpower.


To be truly happy you need to be beautiful, young and naive. Good looks protect you, like a shield, from the negative side of life. Thats the only way yo truly be naive forever.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Ah, the joys of delusionmaxxing. Lucky are those who can successfully delusionmaxx their whole life. I'm looking for good delusions myself.

Has anyone succeeded in delusionmaxxing?

What are some legit religions or "spirituality" related ideas I could adopt to cope? I want to delude myself so I that can draw strength from my delusions and let them drive me.

looksmax.org

This is also why idk if it'd be good to blackpill most men. They need to cope. If they all lost their motivation, it'd be worse for society as a whole

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Why are people still getting taller every generation then?

high glycemic western diet. goatis failed to mention that ye.
but in countries where they eat a worse diet than before without the high sugar part they do get shorter

 

[Lefor3Laser]

I was a cringe teen.

To TL;DR my story as much as I can, I got "redpilled" at 15, and was going to the gym religiously.

Then, my looks did slightly improve, but I was still faaar from attractive.

I began to take the blackpill at the age of 16. I was in this weird phase when I knew it was all about the looks, but was convinced that through the extreme force I could still change my facial bone structure.

Looking back it was sick in the brain... I legit thought I was becoming patrick bateman lol.

Then again, that was the last happy period of my life. You need to be beautiful, young and naive to be truly happy

Nothing to be ashamed of, you did not know any better at that age + thay many were bluepilled>>redpilled then blackpilled.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Dnrd

 

[NORDEN SLAVORUM]

Why are people still getting taller every generation then?

Low T causing growth plates to stay open for much longer, additionally having low T forces the growth hormones to go in height instead of frame and face

Anything else you want explanation

 

[fluxx]

isto druze
ja sam imao hamza phase i gledao ga religiously

 

[Lonenely sigma]

isto druze
ja sam imao hamza phase i gledao ga religiously

E i ja. Prvi deo 2022...

To su bili dani brate. Bio sam drugi razred srednje kad sam isao u teretanu religiozno.

Imao sam puno prijatelja, išli smo svaki dan na bilijar, igrali igrice, pili alkohol... jebeno mi se plače sada, bez sprdnje.

Sad nemam nikoga, i zaista mislim, NIKOGA. Nemam ni jednom prijatelja. Potpuno sam sam, obrisao sam instagram pre godinu dana i samo se vratio da promenim profilnu jer na ovoj izgledam dobro

Blackpill mi je sjebao mozak, ali istina je istina

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Anything else you want explanation

Yes bro, do you really believe in that stuff?

If it was all environment and not genetics, why would women care about looks?

The only reason women care about looks is because good looks signal good genetics and good health, that will be passed onto their offsprings.

If looks are based on environment, then they wouldn't matter to women, as they wouldn't be tied to genetics and the genetic quality of their offsprings.

Asian people wouldn't be recessed manlets, they'd be tall moggers because of all the sushi and fresh meat they eat.

But now you will probably again say how they are recessed because they eat the wrong type of fish? Be real, man.

Its all genetics. There were children locked in their basements during the war, starving, and yet they grew up to be tall well-projected moggers, because they parents were tall well-projected moggers.

ITS ALL ABOUT GENES. I am sorry bro

 

[Deleted member 110111]

I was a cringe teen.

To TL;DR my story as much as I can, I got "redpilled" at 15, and was going to the gym religiously.

Then, my looks did slightly improve, but I was still faaar from attractive.

I began to take the blackpill at the age of 16. I was in this weird phase when I knew it was all about the looks, but was convinced that through the extreme force I could still change my facial bone structure.

Looking back it was sick in the brain... I legit thought I was becoming patrick bateman lol.

Then again, that was the last happy period of my life. You need to be beautiful, young and naive to be truly happy

Don’t worry you got anime and Minecraft on your side

 

[Underdog9494]

I'm sad bro

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I'm sad bro

What about? Dm me if u need to vent broski, I am in a bad mood as well

 

[Underdog9494]

What about? Dm me if u need to vent broski, I am in a bad mood as well

Nah i actually don't know why I'm sad, im listening to sad music thinking about the past.

 

[fluxx]

E i ja. Prvi deo 2022...

To su bili dani brate. Bio sam drugi razred srednje kad sam isao u teretanu religiozno.

Imao sam puno prijatelja, išli smo svaki dan na bilijar, igrali igrice, pili alkohol... jebeno mi se plače sada, bez sprdnje.

Sad nemam nikoga, i zaista mislim, NIKOGA. Nemam ni jednom prijatelja. Potpuno sam sam, obrisao sam instagram pre godinu dana i samo se vratio da promenim profilnu jer na ovoj izgledam dobro

Blackpill mi je sjebao mozak, ali istina je istina

ja sad jmam 16 kad sam ga gledao imao sam fzn 13-14 ko mali sam krenuo na to
ne znam koji me kurac doveo dovde al isto nemam neke prijatelje iako sam jedno vreme imao kao neko drustvo par meseci al se raspalo i sad imam 3 druga i tjt

 

[uOrca]

if you aren't cringe as a teen then youre wasting your teen years

 

[fluxx]

Nah i actually don't know why I'm sad, im listening to sad music thinking about the past.

hey bud

 

[Lonenely sigma]

ja sad jmam 16 kad sam ga gledao imao sam fzn 13-14 ko mali sam krenuo na to
ne znam koji me kurac doveo dovde al isto nemam neke prijatelje iako sam jedno vreme imao kao neko drustvo par meseci al se raspalo i sad imam 3 druga i tjt

Ja imam 19, tacno si 3 godine ispred mene u evoluciji. Gotovo je.

U moju odbranu imam neverovatno bluepillovane roditelje. Cak se ni sa redpillom nisu skroz slagali, doduse su me podrzavali u self-improooooovementu.


Blackpill nece prihvatiti nikad

 

[Underdog9494]

if you aren't cringe as a teen then youre wasting your teen years

Over...
I'd say my mind is at the "adult form" i understand most life.
Im not saying like adult smartness like the knowledge accumulated.

I'm saying that I'm serious and shit.

 

[uOrca]

Over...
I'd say my mind is at the "adult form" i understand most life.
Im not saying like adult smartness like the knowledge accumulated.

I'm saying that I'm serious and shit.

you're gonna look back at your days on org when you're 30/40 years old and youll think you were cringe, dont worry

 

[Underdog9494]

you're gonna look back at your days on org when you're 30/40 years old and youll think you were cringe, dont worry

No, it's just a forum with people. Ill laugh at myself for being so dumb and being so mind controlled by the internet

 

[uOrca]

No, it's just a forum with people. Ill laugh at myself for being so dumb and being so mind controlled by the internet

"Ill laugh at myself for being so dumb and being so mind controlled by the internet" thats what i meant by your days on org, shouldve been more specific mb

 

[Underdog9494]

"Ill laugh at myself for being so dumb and being so mind controlled by the internet" thats what i meant by your days on org, shouldve been more specific mb

No cause like org helped me in a way.
If i didn't find org I'd proably have no online friends and yeah...

 

[uOrca]

No cause like org helped me in a way.
If i didn't dind org I'd proably have no online friends and yeah...

right but you can generally tie org to this phase of your life

 

[Underdog9494]

right but you can generally tie org to this phase of your life

Wdym "this phase"

 

[uOrca]

Wdym "this phase"

everybody has phases in life, in 40 years you might pick up fishing, and drop it 5 years later, those are phases.
Believe it or not you won't be engaged in this community for your entire life, thats why its a phase

 

[Lonenely sigma]

everybody has phases in life, in 40 years you might pick up fishing, and drop it 5 years later, those are phases.
Believe it or not you won't be engaged in this community for your entire life, thats why its a phase

Yeah well life ends at 19 anyway. Thats the prime.

Once the hs was over I lost everybody I ever had. I am completely lonenely currently, man. It is what it is.

Who cares about what happens when I am 40+. Idc if I am gonna be alive at that point

 

[Underdog9494]

everybody has phases in life, in 40 years you might pick up fishing, and drop it 5 years later, those are phases.
Believe it or not you won't be engaged in this community for your entire life, thats why its a phase

Yeah ik.
But it's sad cause when I'm older (if i live) I'll remember and think: "dude i wonder what bhai is doing" but i won't have any way to contact anyone from here in like 50 years snd I'll probably die wondering