jdofh
190cm;19cm; mtn
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Yesterday I was drunk asf literally I was outside with a friend of mine
It’s not something I should worry too much about because it probably doesn’t mean anything, but I was out and ended up talking to a group of people at a table because my friend was too shy to talk to anyone. I probably didn’t look my best—alcohol, especially vodka, tends to make me look a little worn out—but it shouldn’t be too bad. Anyway, we talked to them and they were pretty nice. The alcohol didn’t make me any more sensitive than usual, though, and my insecurities totally came out. I didn’t hold back anymore, and then something happened that got me thinking. By the way, for your info, I think im mtn I’ve been told that some times and also my life seems like it . But when I take photos with other people sometimes, I feel like a total jerk. Is that normal? Oh, sorry for beating around the bush. Anyway, two people said I totally had a gay aura. At first I didn’t think much of it and tried to relax, but then it came out. I kept asking them the whole time why I looked gay, and none of them could give a reason—they just said it was my aura. One of them was 20 and looked like a Discord mod, he said I look like I want to hook up with him.
At the end of the party, I asked a few other guys if I looked gay or ugly or smt . I know the question is embarrassing, but luckily they didn’t make a big deal out of it—they all said I looked completely normal.
One guy said I could look better when I cut my hair but he was on this fade propaganda shit well at the end of the day I didn’t enjoy it that much one girl I talked with gave me her insta I think not on some dating level base but she touched my leg with her leg like very very hard even though there was a lot of space at the table but I don’t think she liked me yeah I just feel like a loser atp what do you guys think?
It’s not something I should worry too much about because it probably doesn’t mean anything, but I was out and ended up talking to a group of people at a table because my friend was too shy to talk to anyone. I probably didn’t look my best—alcohol, especially vodka, tends to make me look a little worn out—but it shouldn’t be too bad. Anyway, we talked to them and they were pretty nice. The alcohol didn’t make me any more sensitive than usual, though, and my insecurities totally came out. I didn’t hold back anymore, and then something happened that got me thinking. By the way, for your info, I think im mtn I’ve been told that some times and also my life seems like it . But when I take photos with other people sometimes, I feel like a total jerk. Is that normal? Oh, sorry for beating around the bush. Anyway, two people said I totally had a gay aura. At first I didn’t think much of it and tried to relax, but then it came out. I kept asking them the whole time why I looked gay, and none of them could give a reason—they just said it was my aura. One of them was 20 and looked like a Discord mod, he said I look like I want to hook up with him.
At the end of the party, I asked a few other guys if I looked gay or ugly or smt . I know the question is embarrassing, but luckily they didn’t make a big deal out of it—they all said I looked completely normal.
One guy said I could look better when I cut my hair but he was on this fade propaganda shit well at the end of the day I didn’t enjoy it that much one girl I talked with gave me her insta I think not on some dating level base but she touched my leg with her leg like very very hard even though there was a lot of space at the table but I don’t think she liked me yeah I just feel like a loser atp what do you guys think?
