BrahminBoss
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Everyone thinks drugs like ethanol and nicotine are for those with shit neurotransmitters but I’d say the opposite.
For eg I’m someone with very bad neurotransmitters and I need a butt load of ritalin and some kratom and coffee to be functioning, alcohol or cigs isn’t fun for me either it just makes me feel more *normal* But I can go without either since I am experienced with being depressed moody and drowsy all my life.
In fact you see normies say nicotine withdrawals are hell but for me it felt like nothing just a bit sleepier than usual. Why is it so different for them? Well cause they are now experiencing how I usually perceive my environment aka deprived of something essential ( for me it’s a constant feeling for them it’s a specific substance in this case nicotine)
But once I take something like meth I’m pretty sure I’ll never remain sober ever again as it will be like being introduced to a whole new world. This is the same reason I get insanely euphoric on LSD while my friend w normal neurotransmitters just enjoys it a bit. For me it’s the perfect combination of euphoria and stimulation( lsd makes you see stunning visual and extremely curious about things). Hell the only reason I even tried LSD was cause I was so depressed with my life.
Look at Ramirez he had no stimulation as a kid beaten and abused started to smoke pot and lsd at 12 was shy no friends no pussy and he had to resort to crack cocaine and killing to experience pleasure. In the book the guy even says he perceived killing to be the ultimate drug so he stuck to pot because crack was making him lose focus easily when stalking his victims. This is how the depressed guy feels. If he has one thing that makes him feel good he can give up every other thing easily ; imagine normies giving up crack cocaine after 8 years of abusing it daily . And make no mistake Ramirezhad shit dopamine he had to constantly wank ( 20 times a day) tonot get depressed had attention problems and never socialised got sun or left his prison cell
So while normies are always at baseline happy and content they don’t do drugs like lsd or meth as they get quite happy from nicotine and alcohol. Whereas if I was to do a drug it would have to be worth it, in my case only dmt lsd and amphetamines make it worth it. This is why most alcoholics are notmies and most meth addicts are people who have been abused, homeless etc. the latter just smoke cigs cos they have nothing to do and nothing to lose - not because they enjoy them.
For eg I’m someone with very bad neurotransmitters and I need a butt load of ritalin and some kratom and coffee to be functioning, alcohol or cigs isn’t fun for me either it just makes me feel more *normal* But I can go without either since I am experienced with being depressed moody and drowsy all my life.
In fact you see normies say nicotine withdrawals are hell but for me it felt like nothing just a bit sleepier than usual. Why is it so different for them? Well cause they are now experiencing how I usually perceive my environment aka deprived of something essential ( for me it’s a constant feeling for them it’s a specific substance in this case nicotine)
But once I take something like meth I’m pretty sure I’ll never remain sober ever again as it will be like being introduced to a whole new world. This is the same reason I get insanely euphoric on LSD while my friend w normal neurotransmitters just enjoys it a bit. For me it’s the perfect combination of euphoria and stimulation( lsd makes you see stunning visual and extremely curious about things). Hell the only reason I even tried LSD was cause I was so depressed with my life.
Look at Ramirez he had no stimulation as a kid beaten and abused started to smoke pot and lsd at 12 was shy no friends no pussy and he had to resort to crack cocaine and killing to experience pleasure. In the book the guy even says he perceived killing to be the ultimate drug so he stuck to pot because crack was making him lose focus easily when stalking his victims. This is how the depressed guy feels. If he has one thing that makes him feel good he can give up every other thing easily ; imagine normies giving up crack cocaine after 8 years of abusing it daily . And make no mistake Ramirezhad shit dopamine he had to constantly wank ( 20 times a day) tonot get depressed had attention problems and never socialised got sun or left his prison cell
So while normies are always at baseline happy and content they don’t do drugs like lsd or meth as they get quite happy from nicotine and alcohol. Whereas if I was to do a drug it would have to be worth it, in my case only dmt lsd and amphetamines make it worth it. This is why most alcoholics are notmies and most meth addicts are people who have been abused, homeless etc. the latter just smoke cigs cos they have nothing to do and nothing to lose - not because they enjoy them.
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