Perfection or cope

[RichardRich]

Both my parents say I have a ugly resting bitch face and that I’m a severely ND mentalcel, they don’t gaf about anything I say and treat me like a naive physciatric lost child when clearly before looksmaxxing I was sub3 120ibs at 18 and they and the public knew I was a sub3 monster to be executed and the toll it took and takes for me to be treated humanly isn’t the same as just going to the gym diet well groom and have good health indicators I need to Permablast roids hard and abuse pharmaceuticals and Surgerymaxx anything else than those 3 I am nothing more of existence than to ropemaxx. Now even if I physically ascend I have to figure out for my ND mentalcel mind. My daily life methods and routine is incomprehensible to normies not to sound selfish but i am forced to be selfish to my friends and family because they have never lived a day in their life where they were treated like a subhuman mentalcel alien, so I have to permanently alter myself through niche extensively dangerous things to not make people scared and uncomfortable around me Basically loox 2.0