Perfectionism is the devil

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I’m extremely perfectionist because of my abused dog syndrome, everything I do has to be perfect to make up for how imperfect I am. Basically as a result I give up on trying more often than not. I always tell myself tomorrow I’ll be ready, tomorrow I’ll figure it out, tomorrow will work better, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. I’ve been in this pattern all my life but it’s been really bad from 14-18. I’m starting to realize that it might be better to just do things sloppy, fuck up, and get through it even if I act like an nd retard ruin whatever reputation I have left. Maybe today I just have to try not to fail instead of trying to do things cleanly tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. Tomorrow will never come


@PeakIncels

 

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I’m fucking tired of running from today, I only live in “yesterday” and “tomorrow”, I have nothing to show for my life except imagination and escapism, my life is fucked and it’s only exponentially going to get worse from here if I don’t live in the right tempo. There was patience for it at 15, but shit is getting real now, and I have no experience or knowledge of what to do

 

[PeakIncels]

being perfect is just you being insecure and having too much expectations, you know not everything goes to plan, you know it very well, so stop, trying to be someone you aren't, you aren't perfect and you can't be, because nobody can, your whole life, identity, will always be judged and subject to judgement, various results everytime, one will like your work, one won't, that's just how it is

 

[Prøphet]

being perfect is just you being insecure and having too much expectations, you know not everything goes to plan, you know it very well, so stop, trying to be someone you aren't, you aren't perfect and you can't be, because nobody can, your whole life, identity, will always be judged and subject to judgement, various results everytime, one will like your work, one won't, that's just how it is

Peak mindset

Honestly I’m going to try to be more shameless instead of exhausting all my energy trying to do things the perfect way