Aesthetic
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I rarely make serious threads and i definetely rarely say how i truly feel in them. This one is different.
My ex semi oneitis turns out to be a cum guzzling whore. Found out through a friend she fucks every week and has multiple friends with benefit (lay count above 50 keep in mind she and i are only like 16). Keep in mind she looks hqnp and innocent and i didnt think of her having more then a couple bfs before
Even if i never truly had feelings for her this was a brutal blackpill for me son. This hit me hard , i truly can not trust any women out there.
I am just happy i didnt get close to her at all and avoided her like the plague bcs i was almost catching feelings
Its over, relationships are out of the question for me. There is no unicorn or good girl. Its only blackpill from now on and i cant cope anymore. This might take a total toll on my mental health
I should be in utter shock, emotional pain and frustration but im just numb
at this point. Wish i just wasn't born, wish love existed, wish i could live a normal life without all this.
But i know wishing is cope and I am just gonna lay down and rot. Even slaying doesnt satisfy me. Closest thing to love i got is sexual kiss with no emotion at all. I always took my train home today and for the first time in my life i thought about throwing myself in front of it.
literal suicide went through my mind.
Just wish i could be alone and not crave this, if there is a god, he truly made my life a comedy. Everytime something like this happens i literally almost always hear circus like music moments later.
Just take my life away already
Its over
My ex semi oneitis turns out to be a cum guzzling whore. Found out through a friend she fucks every week and has multiple friends with benefit (lay count above 50 keep in mind she and i are only like 16). Keep in mind she looks hqnp and innocent and i didnt think of her having more then a couple bfs before
Even if i never truly had feelings for her this was a brutal blackpill for me son. This hit me hard , i truly can not trust any women out there.
I am just happy i didnt get close to her at all and avoided her like the plague bcs i was almost catching feelings
Its over, relationships are out of the question for me. There is no unicorn or good girl. Its only blackpill from now on and i cant cope anymore. This might take a total toll on my mental health
I should be in utter shock, emotional pain and frustration but im just numb
at this point. Wish i just wasn't born, wish love existed, wish i could live a normal life without all this.
But i know wishing is cope and I am just gonna lay down and rot. Even slaying doesnt satisfy me. Closest thing to love i got is sexual kiss with no emotion at all. I always took my train home today and for the first time in my life i thought about throwing myself in front of it.
literal suicide went through my mind.
Just wish i could be alone and not crave this, if there is a god, he truly made my life a comedy. Everytime something like this happens i literally almost always hear circus like music moments later.
Just take my life away already
Its over