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Zephir
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this sounds very abstract but i think it's so legit and i think it can best be described as a general neuroticism that prevents you from enjoying anything
have u ever met someone who legit can't get away from the most boring shit because everything that isn't a computer screen seems endlessly frivolous as if they'll suddenly be caught slacking doing some asinine pointless thing, like a different form of some of these ghetto guys who can't go outside without thinking about the ops and getting lit up no matter where they are, like an aversion to enjoying urself
i feel this to the extreme where i can't do the most basic things without feeling this inkwell nerd version of the ops suddenly pulling up and lighting me up, i need to legit be high or drunk to enjoy socializing at all or to enjoy anything that deviates from my most basic routines because of this weird aversion to do doing frivolous things when realistically everything i do is frivolous rotting
have u ever met someone who legit can't get away from the most boring shit because everything that isn't a computer screen seems endlessly frivolous as if they'll suddenly be caught slacking doing some asinine pointless thing, like a different form of some of these ghetto guys who can't go outside without thinking about the ops and getting lit up no matter where they are, like an aversion to enjoying urself
i feel this to the extreme where i can't do the most basic things without feeling this inkwell nerd version of the ops suddenly pulling up and lighting me up, i need to legit be high or drunk to enjoy socializing at all or to enjoy anything that deviates from my most basic routines because of this weird aversion to do doing frivolous things when realistically everything i do is frivolous rotting
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