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SINCE YESTERDAY I AM NOW 24 YEARS OLD KHHV
Yesterday was my birthday and one of the darkest days in my life. I cannot believe it have came to this... no words can describe how terrible I feel
As I mentioned many times before I am kissless hugless handholdless touchless conversationless friendless ioiless approachless complimentless virgin. I cannot take this anymore mentally, I am 24 and I already have enough. I cry nearly every day and I get anger problems if I am exposed to certain topics like relationships, intimacy, sex, everything I cannot have.
I don't have an option to get surgeries because I live in a shithole with 1/3th of minimal wage you get in US. Also time is running out so I will be trying to live with my current softmaxxed looks.
This is my jaw from upclose:
And my eye area I've been told its not bad even though I am squinting here and looking up (its frauded a bit I normally have a lot of UEE), also notice my barrettmaxxed fringe cut I think hair is my strongest feature:
So do I even have chances with my looks?
I plan on ascending by "putting myself out there" and meeting women:
My main aim is to at least gain experience and serious validation from woman to confirm if its worth living. I want to lose KHHV before I turn 25 otherwise I will poison myself with legally bought chemical. I plan on ordering sodium nitrite with 99% purity (it's legal) and dopamine antagonist drugs to block vomit ability.
I've got enough of living like this you cant even imagine the pain I feel when I read posts here with people saying they get IOIs, approaches even by ugly girls, and shit like that and they are still unhappy.
I will never forget a moment, back in school during chemistry lesson when a boy came up to me pretending to wanting to tell me something, but he was taking a picture of my face to later go back to his group and they all laughted at my picture. I will never forget that and many other things that made me who I am today, a hopeless incel.
I simply cannot take this anymore, it's time to take drastic steps. I refuse to live as incel coping with games or muh money so no advice like that please.
Girls my age already taken multiple dicks, by the time I approach 30s there will be only used up whores left.
To be clear, I don't care about slaying or mogging. Id be happy with good sexual validation from average girls or LTR with looksmatched (2-3/10) non-fat GF with recessed bones. I really would like to touch women's skin, get a hug, see how it feels to have someone attracted to you. Is that too much i fucking ask for?
Sex and intimacy are basic human needs like food or sleep, you cannot advance further in life without it so don't tell me "there is more to life".
/thread reposted because cuck Nosecel deleted it because I mass tagged my follow list that I consider friends and valuable users so they see my thread before it gets burried under shitposting/
Yesterday was my birthday and one of the darkest days in my life. I cannot believe it have came to this... no words can describe how terrible I feel
As I mentioned many times before I am kissless hugless handholdless touchless conversationless friendless ioiless approachless complimentless virgin. I cannot take this anymore mentally, I am 24 and I already have enough. I cry nearly every day and I get anger problems if I am exposed to certain topics like relationships, intimacy, sex, everything I cannot have.
I don't have an option to get surgeries because I live in a shithole with 1/3th of minimal wage you get in US. Also time is running out so I will be trying to live with my current softmaxxed looks.
This is my jaw from upclose:
And my eye area I've been told its not bad even though I am squinting here and looking up (its frauded a bit I normally have a lot of UEE), also notice my barrettmaxxed fringe cut I think hair is my strongest feature:
So do I even have chances with my looks?
I plan on ascending by "putting myself out there" and meeting women:
- going to a job is my first priority
- browsing Facebook and trying to attend social events in my city. I will try to find circles of interested to expose myself to girls irl. I will try to "put yourself out there bro" but unironically. I dont know how am I gonna make it because I have zero friends irl so no one that would help me.
- I will continue to gymmax the best I can. NATTY I plan on achieving Chico type of skinny defined shreddes body with FBW 3 days a week which should be enough.
- The hardest one for me probably: I will be trying to talk with women if I see any clear signs from their side, I've never approach a woman before.
- I have a girl I really like in my class she is single i think, I plan on trying to talk with her in school more maybe idk I never had a conversation with a girl before but she is small cute and petite I really like her
My main aim is to at least gain experience and serious validation from woman to confirm if its worth living. I want to lose KHHV before I turn 25 otherwise I will poison myself with legally bought chemical. I plan on ordering sodium nitrite with 99% purity (it's legal) and dopamine antagonist drugs to block vomit ability.
I've got enough of living like this you cant even imagine the pain I feel when I read posts here with people saying they get IOIs, approaches even by ugly girls, and shit like that and they are still unhappy.
I will never forget a moment, back in school during chemistry lesson when a boy came up to me pretending to wanting to tell me something, but he was taking a picture of my face to later go back to his group and they all laughted at my picture. I will never forget that and many other things that made me who I am today, a hopeless incel.
I simply cannot take this anymore, it's time to take drastic steps. I refuse to live as incel coping with games or muh money so no advice like that please.
Girls my age already taken multiple dicks, by the time I approach 30s there will be only used up whores left.
To be clear, I don't care about slaying or mogging. Id be happy with good sexual validation from average girls or LTR with looksmatched (2-3/10) non-fat GF with recessed bones. I really would like to touch women's skin, get a hug, see how it feels to have someone attracted to you. Is that too much i fucking ask for?
Sex and intimacy are basic human needs like food or sleep, you cannot advance further in life without it so don't tell me "there is more to life".
/thread reposted because cuck Nosecel deleted it because I mass tagged my follow list that I consider friends and valuable users so they see my thread before it gets burried under shitposting/
