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BlackOctopus
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This is what I look like now. 22yo 183cm 88kg.
So, after having traumatising experience which led me to blackpill, my brain is frying every time I think of having a gf/dates and romantic life is general. This is holding me back in chasing after my studies and I feel stuck in my life. I just want to escape from this prison.
One my family member has shown my picture (5 years old btw, the last one) to some foid and he told me she would go out with me. I hesistated but he told me she already asked why I am not calling back. I have no social media, so he would give me her number.
I only know that she's blonde and that's it. Neither do I want to have any more information. I am just curious whould this remove this numbness from my brain if I go out with her?
If I don't get attracted to her I don't care (different city btw). But what if I like her and overthink everything bcs I have 0 experience with this? Would that lead to just worser mental state?
I NEED HELP!
So, after having traumatising experience which led me to blackpill, my brain is frying every time I think of having a gf/dates and romantic life is general. This is holding me back in chasing after my studies and I feel stuck in my life. I just want to escape from this prison.
One my family member has shown my picture (5 years old btw, the last one) to some foid and he told me she would go out with me. I hesistated but he told me she already asked why I am not calling back. I have no social media, so he would give me her number.
I only know that she's blonde and that's it. Neither do I want to have any more information. I am just curious whould this remove this numbness from my brain if I go out with her?
If I don't get attracted to her I don't care (different city btw). But what if I like her and overthink everything bcs I have 0 experience with this? Would that lead to just worser mental state?
I NEED HELP!
