piece of shit life

[hax]

i wake up to how pointless my life is,
my brain isn't fully functional and i become heavily suicidal for 2 minutes until i remember all my copes i use daily to keep going,
it's like a little moment where i see life for what it is instead of constantly looking forwards to a different future.

i'm living this shitty life just because i fantasize over lookmaxxing,
wish i could never wake up or reincarnate as a better version of myself.

 

[hax]

why the fuck did my mom wake me up again when i could've slept longer

 

[car12345]

how old are you?, i see you posting a lot of this stuff. I wish looksmaxxing was real.🫩
i wish i was atleast unemployed or something i hate waking up everyday going to work. It feels fucking impossible to do anything lately. Luckily im hopping back on ritalin soon (probably also take hgh to not loose a few centimeters of height bc of the ritalin)

 

[hax]

how old are you?, i see you posting a lot of this stuff. I wish looksmaxxing was real.🫩
i wish i was atleast unemployed or something i hate waking up everyday going to work. It feels fucking impossible to do anything lately. Luckily im hopping back on ritalin soon (probably also take hgh to not loose a few centimeters of height bc of the ritalin)

turning 17 in 4 months
my parents stop me form doing anything when i clearly have the money
i have to get a look at my shitty bloated self every morning and cope cope cope to go on with my day
i fucking hate speaking to my family with a passion, they know everything that's wrong and they don't help me for shit

 

[superpsycho]

turning 17 in 4 months

i remmeber when i waa your age

i was fucking suicidal

 

[hax]

i remmeber when i waa your age

i was fucking suicidal

money is the only thing saving me from this braindead family and rotten spawnpoint

 

[car12345]

turning 17 in 4 months
my parents stop me form doing anything when i clearly have the money
i have to get a look at my shitty bloated self every morning and cope cope cope to go on with my day
i fucking hate speaking to my family with a passion, they know everything that's wrong and they don't help me for shit

What wont they let you do?, roids? Or just anything in general. I was malnourished all my life bc of my family 1year ago i would even considermyself subhuman, braces ascended me to ltn tho. I gymcelled for a while(6-12months) then i got depressed and stopped and lost like 10-15kg. rn im also looking for ways to make more money bc my apprenticeship isnt enough. the only hope i have rn is looking forward to stimulants and steroids.

 

[hax]

What wont they let you do?, roids? Or just anything in general. I was malnourished all my life bc of my family 1year ago i would even considermyself subhuman, braces ascended me to ltn tho. I gymcelled for a while(6-12months) then i got depressed and stopped and lost like 10-15kg. rn im also looking for ways to make more money bc my apprenticeship isnt enough. the only hope i have rn is looking forward to stimulants and steroids.

they won't let me do anything except spending my money on clothes
they don't let me eat as much as i want
they don't let me looksmax even in the slightest
they don't let me do what i like on my pc
they won't let me eat what i want

basic human necessities appart, they don't let me do shit but dress up how i want

 

[car12345]

they won't let me do anything except spending my money on clothes
they don't let me eat as much as i want
they don't let me looksmax even in the slightest
they don't let me do what i like on my pc
they won't let me eat what i want

basic human necessities appart, they don't let me do shit but dress up how i want

Where they always so controlling
Is there any hope for you to not live with them anymore?
What do they do when you disobey them
My father used to just beat me up if i did something bad as a kid but besides from that he didnt really care.
I had a kinda good childhood until like 2-3rd grade where i extremely descended from popular over average looking smart kid to ugly loser.

 

[Grilldaddy❤️]

Brutal brah

 

[hax]

Where they always so controlling
Is there any hope for you to not live with them anymore?
What do they do when you disobey them
My father used to just beat me up if i did something bad as a kid but besides from that he didnt really care.
I had a kinda good childhood until like 2-3rd grade where i extremely descended from popular over average looking smart kid to ugly loser.

im leaving this household as soon as i can, it's suifuel
also i never actually disobey them, they always say i'm like the "perfect child"
now that you say it i only realize that they get extremely mad when i express any form of opinion, they hate to be contradicted

 

[ForeverDawn]

i wake up to how pointless my life is,
my brain isn't fully functional and i become heavily suicidal for 2 minutes until i remember all my copes i use daily to keep going,
it's like a little moment where i see life for what it is instead of constantly looking forwards to a different future.

i'm living this shitty life just because i fantasize over lookmaxxing,
wish i could never wake up or reincarnate as a better version of myself.

rope and pray to respawn