obutsu
Prostate DJ
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I know this is pretty gay and depressing but does anyone else look at pics of good looking guys on Pinterest and wish it was you? It's a crazy feeling tbh but I can't stop. I mostly do it out of admiration the same way wanna-be bodybuilders have a bunch of pics and videos of nearly naked IFBB pros as posters or on their phones. I aspire to be like them so bad it hurts. I can't stop comparing myself to them. I feel like some high school girl in the 2000s wishing she was Brittney Spears. I feel childish. Especially considering my age. I can't talk to anyone about this either. It's frowned upon to talk about how you aspire to be good looking but it's perfectly acceptable to talk about wanting to be an athlete or be rich. As if being beautiful isn't a cheat code for life. Honestly it feels like it would be less awkward if I were to tell my family I'm gay compared to if they were to find out about this. Does anyone else do this? I literally have 4 tabs open right now.
I use Pinterest for other things like looking at pics of women's feet and high school girls or whatever. But it started off as just beautiful men.
I use Pinterest for other things like looking at pics of women's feet and high school girls or whatever. But it started off as just beautiful men.
