whiro
embrace your insanity
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HAVING NO LIFE IS MISERABLE.
I’ve been lurking here for a long time and decided to just make an account , I’m at peak misery and I might as well.
I’m currently 18 years old in my gap year after school and it is HORRIBLE. It started great , found a shitty dishwashing job and traveled with friends in the first weeks. I quit my job shortly after though thinking I’ll get a better one in no time.
FALSE! I’ve been a jobless bum aka a N.E.E.T for 3 months and I’m getting serious rope urges . My sleep schedule is non-existent and I wake up at ridiculous times like 4 or 5 p.m… my sisters go to school and work and laugh at me saying I’m doing NOTHING with my life !! And they’re right !
All my high school friends are moving on , going to university or travelling with their daddy’s money .. whilst I’ve been rotting on discord and applying to EVERYTHING on indeed just begging for any shit job to take me. I got rejected by Uber Eats and McDonalds…
My most miserable and deepest moment so far was when today I was woken up at 5 pm by my mother when she (genuinely confused btw) asked me how I’m not suicidal. I laughed about it and then went to the bathroom and cried.
I wish I could just spawn into a university right now or a fun, good job. Having NOTHING to do is the most humiliating and miserable thing on planet earth . I wish this life on no one.
PLEASE THINK HEAVY BEFORE DOING A GAP YEAR / AND DONT TAKE BEING BUSY W A SCHEDULE FOR GRANTED BROS!!
may god save me.
I’ve been lurking here for a long time and decided to just make an account , I’m at peak misery and I might as well.
I’m currently 18 years old in my gap year after school and it is HORRIBLE. It started great , found a shitty dishwashing job and traveled with friends in the first weeks. I quit my job shortly after though thinking I’ll get a better one in no time.
FALSE! I’ve been a jobless bum aka a N.E.E.T for 3 months and I’m getting serious rope urges . My sleep schedule is non-existent and I wake up at ridiculous times like 4 or 5 p.m… my sisters go to school and work and laugh at me saying I’m doing NOTHING with my life !! And they’re right !
All my high school friends are moving on , going to university or travelling with their daddy’s money .. whilst I’ve been rotting on discord and applying to EVERYTHING on indeed just begging for any shit job to take me. I got rejected by Uber Eats and McDonalds…
My most miserable and deepest moment so far was when today I was woken up at 5 pm by my mother when she (genuinely confused btw) asked me how I’m not suicidal. I laughed about it and then went to the bathroom and cried.
I wish I could just spawn into a university right now or a fun, good job. Having NOTHING to do is the most humiliating and miserable thing on planet earth . I wish this life on no one.
PLEASE THINK HEAVY BEFORE DOING A GAP YEAR / AND DONT TAKE BEING BUSY W A SCHEDULE FOR GRANTED BROS!!
may god save me.