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From the depths of river Ganges.
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I am already 22 years old.
I am a khhv.
I am from India.
I had very few friends during my childhood, even fewer in my teenage.
Never lived as a happy teenager.
I was harassed and emotionaly bullied by boys AND GIRLS throughout my life [Mentioned it in that looksmax forum survey recently].
I was never beaten up or anything BUT I was emotionally and mentally tortured.
I grew up as an incredibly low value, low status guy. I have never directly approached a girl in my life but was indirectly rejected several times.
Now I am status hungry because I know what it can give you.
My life is slipping away infront of my eyes but I am unable to do anything about it.
I do not want to be a 40 year loser loner guy, that is my absolute nightmare.
I believe that my childhood and teenage was my endgame, and I lost that endgame.
There is no victory over that for me
I am a khhv.
I am from India.
I had very few friends during my childhood, even fewer in my teenage.
Never lived as a happy teenager.
I was harassed and emotionaly bullied by boys AND GIRLS throughout my life [Mentioned it in that looksmax forum survey recently].
I was never beaten up or anything BUT I was emotionally and mentally tortured.
I grew up as an incredibly low value, low status guy. I have never directly approached a girl in my life but was indirectly rejected several times.
Now I am status hungry because I know what it can give you.
My life is slipping away infront of my eyes but I am unable to do anything about it.
I do not want to be a 40 year loser loner guy, that is my absolute nightmare.
I believe that my childhood and teenage was my endgame, and I lost that endgame.
There is no victory over that for me