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I have a friend group at school that is starting to significantly bother me. I personally have multiple tiktok accounts but I spare a main 2: one that I give to a normal person and one that is very personalized and only close people know it.
I have a friend who I’ve known for about 10 years now and he and some others in this friend group have access to this personal account.
They see my reposts on it as I do so quite often and they like to mock the fact that I view and relate to lookism content. My friend of 10 years likes to constantly bring up the fact that the ‘blackpill’ doesnt apply to me but hes always hypocritical about it.
Lucky for me, for the very least I was not cursed with being super short, but Im 5’10 so its nothing special. Him, being 6’1 likes to constantly talk about how he height mogs and facially mogs me, especially in front of people he knows he can get a cheap laugh from.
He insists that I do this to myself and I victimize myself in front of people when all he does is make a mockery of me for it. Then, when he sees my reposts about it, he likes to clown me and say that im “not actually ugly” and that girls dont care about height that much (of course the 6’1 dude with high status and a lot of money says this)
Anyway, he also likes to blame me for my own miserable life in the dating pool. He always creates problems that I dont have to justify reasons instead of admitting the truth.
When he sees my me relate to lookism, he always tries to deny it and assert that im literally an average person and that all I lack is going outside but that’s so far from the truth. I leave my house often to go for hangouts and ive tried to involve myself in sports (and have succeeded) in hopes of breaking my incel status and catching the love of a girl but it just doesnt happen.
I constantly socialize, I am respectful and generally kind, I also am accepting and open minded and none of that has helped and when it all collapses on me and I seek support in a community outside of them, they insist that it’s all in my head and the real issue is that i “avoid talking to girls”
Thats actually funny because on the contrary every single time hes set me up it’s always been obvious I repel them lmfao
one time we were at a theme park and we ran into some of the popular girls in our school that hes got close connections with, and he tried to prove his point right there and then. One thing he likes is to blame shit on my hair, and so he asked them what cut i should get and they went blank, looked at each other, and laughed in my face, and turned back and said that nothing fucking fits me which is what I tried to explain to him in the first place.
Anyway, ive always been an outcast and struggled socially since I was a kid and my looks did just the opposite of helping. Knowing this guy made it no better. Every single one of my fucking achievements he likes to credit himself. If i didnt already mention it, i go to the gym in hopes it will make a difference, he likes to credit it as me only leaving the house because he’s leaving too, and that my gains are because of him (ive went almost every time he skipped).
It doesnt make it better that he uses his connections to clown me and then say thats its my awkwardness him and his bitch girl sat right in front of me and ignored me when i talked to them were laughing about the fact that I am “recessed” “niche (unknown)” and he told her hyper exaggerated stories about me to get a cheap laugh from her because he has no depth to his personality and caught me a case of schoolwide gossip.
He also loves going around showing people my reposts on the personal account i trust him with, and by this point everybody in the school knows and im either clowned on for it or obviously judged for something that I keep to myself and try to better.
By the way, none of this would’ve even happened if I werent a victim of lookism, but he refuses to understand this.
Thanks to whoever read this thread all the way
I have a friend who I’ve known for about 10 years now and he and some others in this friend group have access to this personal account.
They see my reposts on it as I do so quite often and they like to mock the fact that I view and relate to lookism content. My friend of 10 years likes to constantly bring up the fact that the ‘blackpill’ doesnt apply to me but hes always hypocritical about it.
Lucky for me, for the very least I was not cursed with being super short, but Im 5’10 so its nothing special. Him, being 6’1 likes to constantly talk about how he height mogs and facially mogs me, especially in front of people he knows he can get a cheap laugh from.
He insists that I do this to myself and I victimize myself in front of people when all he does is make a mockery of me for it. Then, when he sees my reposts about it, he likes to clown me and say that im “not actually ugly” and that girls dont care about height that much (of course the 6’1 dude with high status and a lot of money says this)
Anyway, he also likes to blame me for my own miserable life in the dating pool. He always creates problems that I dont have to justify reasons instead of admitting the truth.
When he sees my me relate to lookism, he always tries to deny it and assert that im literally an average person and that all I lack is going outside but that’s so far from the truth. I leave my house often to go for hangouts and ive tried to involve myself in sports (and have succeeded) in hopes of breaking my incel status and catching the love of a girl but it just doesnt happen.
I constantly socialize, I am respectful and generally kind, I also am accepting and open minded and none of that has helped and when it all collapses on me and I seek support in a community outside of them, they insist that it’s all in my head and the real issue is that i “avoid talking to girls”
Thats actually funny because on the contrary every single time hes set me up it’s always been obvious I repel them lmfao
one time we were at a theme park and we ran into some of the popular girls in our school that hes got close connections with, and he tried to prove his point right there and then. One thing he likes is to blame shit on my hair, and so he asked them what cut i should get and they went blank, looked at each other, and laughed in my face, and turned back and said that nothing fucking fits me which is what I tried to explain to him in the first place. Anyway, ive always been an outcast and struggled socially since I was a kid and my looks did just the opposite of helping. Knowing this guy made it no better. Every single one of my fucking achievements he likes to credit himself. If i didnt already mention it, i go to the gym in hopes it will make a difference, he likes to credit it as me only leaving the house because he’s leaving too, and that my gains are because of him (ive went almost every time he skipped).
It doesnt make it better that he uses his connections to clown me and then say thats its my awkwardness
him and his bitch girl sat right in front of me and ignored me when i talked to them were laughing about the fact that I am “recessed” “niche (unknown)” and he told her hyper exaggerated stories about me to get a cheap laugh from her because he has no depth to his personality and caught me a case of schoolwide gossip.He also loves going around showing people my reposts on the personal account i trust him with, and by this point everybody in the school knows and im either clowned on for it or obviously judged for something that I keep to myself and try to better.
By the way, none of this would’ve even happened if I werent a victim of lookism, but he refuses to understand this.
Thanks to whoever read this thread all the way
