Please someone read this (my story)

[bonemaxer]

So I was adopted by my auntie and uncle when I was 4, my dad is an alcoholic who now has agrophobia (fear of going outside), my mum is a drug addict and overall horrible person I’m so glad I was able to get away but I still carry those genes and black pill is so much deeper than looks, I get easily addicted to stuff for instance I have a horrible sweet tooth therefore I eat a lot of sweet shit which descends me and I can’t fucking stop I’m also short since my real dad is 5,8 and my mum is 5 fucking foot. I have decent features I guess but my health indicators suck and my upper maxilla is reccessed which is like the worst combo. Ever since I was around 12 I been blackpilled (I didn’t know what the term was or anything about it but I believed looks was all that mattered) I hated myself because I didn’t look a certain way even tho I looked better than most my class I was the shortest so it counters out. As I got older and girls started taking interest in me I doubted myself so much because of my fucked childhood I would self sabotage and act like an ND weirdo which singled me out to get picked on by others I was friends with Because I didn’t know how to respond to social encounters (I got better at that tho) when I left school (2023) was the time looksmax and blackpill became mainstream and I discovered it then. I realised it in fact was my looks and researched laods into how I could heightmax and fix health indicators. But did I do anything. No I didn’t and the reason is laziness. I’d rather ldar cus I was so depressed which didn’t help but I couldn’t find motivation to do anything to be liked by people who I didn’t care for anyway I just didn’t want to be seen as less of a person. I only recently started finding motivation and looksmaxing. Ive thought about roping many times but never gone through with it because it isn’t worth it. I’ll update..

 

[mutismcel]

dnr

 

[liber333]

Where is your English teacher holy dnr

 

[ascension]

So I was adopted by my auntie and uncle when I was 4, my dad is an alcoholic who now has agrophobia (fear of going outside), my mum is a drug addict and overall horrible person I’m so glad I was able to get away but I still carry those genes and black pill is so much deeper than looks, I get easily addicted to stuff for instance I have a horrible sweet tooth therefore I eat a lot of sweet shit which descends me and I can’t fucking stop I’m also short since my real dad is 5,8 and my mum is 5 fucking foot. I have decent features I guess but my health indicators suck and my upper maxilla is reccessed which is like the worst combo. Ever since I was around 12 I been blackpilled (I didn’t know what the term was or anything about it but I believed looks was all that mattered) I hated myself because I didn’t look a certain way even tho I looked better than most my class I was the shortest so it counters out. As I got older and girls started taking interest in me I doubted myself so much because of my fucked childhood I would self sabotage and act like an ND weirdo which singled me out to get picked on by others I was friends with Because I didn’t know how to respond to social encounters (I got better at that tho) when I left school (2023) was the time looksmax and blackpill became mainstream and I discovered it then. I realised it in fact was my looks and researched laods into how I could heightmax and fix health indicators. But did I do anything. No I didn’t and the reason is laziness. I’d rather ldar cus I was so depressed which didn’t help but I couldn’t find motivation to do anything to be liked by people who I didn’t care for anyway I just didn’t want to be seen as less of a person. I only recently started finding motivation and looksmaxing. Ive thought about roping many times but never gone through with it because it isn’t worth it. I’ll update..

Keep that motivation going bro. You've been dealt a bad hand in life it seems, but that doesn't mean that you give up and quit.