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She Never Listened
From the day you first told her you were alone
She gave you simple responses on her phone
Knowing she loved you, even if that's true
"Why is everything so depressing to you?"
It was always lingering in the back of your head
That was the only thing she ever said.
It made her mad to hear your voice
It made you sad that you had no other choice
Your pain was something she took for granted
Like your graphs, this relationship seems slanted.
You told her about how you cried, felt overtook
When the people around you hated the way you looked
"Blackpill's for losers, what do you even mean?"
But truthfully it felt so real to me.
She says she understands, that she's been there too
Calls herself fat; insults her beauty to you
You get that anger knowing her value
You know if she left, your family would be without you
You look at yourself and are forced to say
"Why can't I see myself in that way?"
But even if true you would always listen
You loved her, her smile made your eyes glisten.
But alone in your room, looking at your mirror,
You felt like the only thing in your reflection was fear
Your smile lines, your acne, your strange teenage skin
It awakened something deep within
You'd been so used to the trauma you'd seen
A girl saying you're weird brought you where you'd been
Although still a joke, you imagine yourself,
A child, alone, calling for help.
But none ever came, you were fat, you hated your face
You wouldn't call those girls foids, but they called you a disgrace
I can't be handsome, I'm left here to rot
.You know that she loves you but you still feel the pain
You cry in your room, alone and in vain.
For girls don't see you as an empathetic man
Because when they want to stop crying, they can.
But you're so alone trapped in your mind
What other bones will the hammer find?
From the day you first told her you were alone
She gave you simple responses on her phone
Knowing she loved you, even if that's true
"Why is everything so depressing to you?"
It was always lingering in the back of your head
That was the only thing she ever said.
It made her mad to hear your voice
It made you sad that you had no other choice
Your pain was something she took for granted
Like your graphs, this relationship seems slanted.
You told her about how you cried, felt overtook
When the people around you hated the way you looked
"Blackpill's for losers, what do you even mean?"
But truthfully it felt so real to me.
She says she understands, that she's been there too
Calls herself fat; insults her beauty to you
You get that anger knowing her value
You know if she left, your family would be without you
You look at yourself and are forced to say
"Why can't I see myself in that way?"
But even if true you would always listen
You loved her, her smile made your eyes glisten.
But alone in your room, looking at your mirror,
You felt like the only thing in your reflection was fear
Your smile lines, your acne, your strange teenage skin
It awakened something deep within
You'd been so used to the trauma you'd seen
A girl saying you're weird brought you where you'd been
Although still a joke, you imagine yourself,
A child, alone, calling for help.
But none ever came, you were fat, you hated your face
You wouldn't call those girls foids, but they called you a disgrace
I can't be handsome, I'm left here to rot
.You know that she loves you but you still feel the pain
You cry in your room, alone and in vain.
For girls don't see you as an empathetic man
Because when they want to stop crying, they can.
But you're so alone trapped in your mind
What other bones will the hammer find?
