markye67
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Your dreams came reality: You became good-looking, found a girlfriend that loves you and you are happier than ever, but you still have a lot of negative thoughts towards yourself, even after years of looksmaxxing you never feel good enough and are hyper-aware of your imperfections. You no longer are able to endure this self-hatred and after building up a lot
After your monologue, you look into her eyes, waiting for her
of confidence you decide to pour
answer. She begins to smile and
your heart out to the person you
tells you something that breaks
love most: your girlfriend. You tell you forever: she tells you that
her about the thoughts that keep
she hates your pity and that you
reoccurring in your mind, the should man up, that your feeling
thoughts of self-hatred and all of worthlessness isn't important
your insecurities. You tell her how and that she would be more
you hate mirrors, because you see caring with you if you looked
yourself in them and how you
better. Her response drives tears
despise your face, your hair and in your eyes but you don't allow
your smile. Although you know her yourself to cry in front of her, in
love for you is real, you still worry front of what you thought was
about how her response will be:
an angel, in front of what you thought was the girl of your
how will she react to seeing all the dreams. Was that really the girl
scars in your heart, the negativity you fell in love with? You are not
you carry in your heart?
sure and you realize that opening up was a bad idea, that you should have just kept your mouth shut and ascended more, that maybe, would you look better, she would have responded differently and showed you the love you craved.
After your monologue, you look into her eyes, waiting for her
of confidence you decide to pour
answer. She begins to smile and
your heart out to the person you
tells you something that breaks
love most: your girlfriend. You tell you forever: she tells you that
her about the thoughts that keep
she hates your pity and that you
reoccurring in your mind, the should man up, that your feeling
thoughts of self-hatred and all of worthlessness isn't important
your insecurities. You tell her how and that she would be more
you hate mirrors, because you see caring with you if you looked
yourself in them and how you
better. Her response drives tears
despise your face, your hair and in your eyes but you don't allow
your smile. Although you know her yourself to cry in front of her, in
love for you is real, you still worry front of what you thought was
about how her response will be:
an angel, in front of what you thought was the girl of your
how will she react to seeing all the dreams. Was that really the girl
scars in your heart, the negativity you fell in love with? You are not
you carry in your heart?
sure and you realize that opening up was a bad idea, that you should have just kept your mouth shut and ascended more, that maybe, would you look better, she would have responded differently and showed you the love you craved.
