poor, subhuman, chinkjeet, 160cm

[160cmcurry]

how much worse can it really get

 

[160cmcurry]

back in the slums of new york

 

[160cmcurry]

why the fuck would anyone wanna live in new york

 

[160cmcurry]

such a shit city

 

[160cmcurry]

no actually, it’s the entirety of new york

 

[Deleted member 133675]

 

[160cmcurry]

i’ve never seen anyone with a worse base than me here

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Are you describing @Zer0/∞

 

[Deleted member 10300]

All I see is an ethnic bloated oldcel Chico

 

[160cmcurry]

Are you describing @Zer0/∞

he’s a bit taller than me ahahaha

 

[Deleted member 91663]

how much worse can it really get

Well, you start by doing the hardest thing: You forgive yourself.

 

[160cmcurry]

 

[160cmcurry]

Well, you start by doing the hardest thing: You forgive yourself.

the sight of myself in any mirror or reflection just makes me wanna rope

 

[160cmcurry]

even fucking kids are taller than me

 

[160cmcurry]

the sight of myself in any mirror or reflection just makes me wanna rope

i’m joking, i wanna rope actually

 

[Deleted member 91663]

the sight of myself in any mirror or reflection just makes me wanna rope

Stop beating yourself up. It's not your fault. This place is a prison for you and quite frankly, me as well.
Forgive yourself.

 

[Deleted member 39552]

why the fuck would anyone wanna live in new york

For the culture and shiii

 

[160cmcurry]

i try not to look at the rear view mirror whenever i’m driving, hate seeing this subhuman face staring back at me

 

[Deleted member 91663]

For the culture and shiii

I enjoyed walking through Central Park on a sunny day with blue skies.
It was a nice feeling but wouldn't want to live there.

 

[Deleted member 39552]

I enjoyed walking through Central Park on a sunny day with blue skies.
It was a nice feeling but wouldn't want to live there.

Miring. I did that last week by myself. It felt great but also reminded me of my loneliness yk

 

[160cmcurry]

Stop beating yourself up. It's not your fault. This place is a prison for you and quite frankly, me as well.
Forgive yourself.

i seek redemption, forgiveness, through a bullet to my fucking head

 

[Deleted member 91663]

i seek redemption, forgiveness, through a bullet to my fucking head

No. Doesn't self-acceptance afford some degree of liberation though?
Is it not the final stage of grief?

 

[160cmcurry]

For the culture and shiii

i just don’t see why anyone who’s poor or working class would wanna live in new york, maybe in the higher income areas sure, but the rest of it is garbage, feels like a third world country. fucking ethnics overhype new york just to move to another third world shithole

 

[160cmcurry]

No. Doesn't self-acceptance afford some degree of liberation though?
Is it not the final stage of grief?

hard to really “accept” something that makes you feel like shit, every time you look in the mirror. that kind of acceptance doesn’t feel like liberation, it feels like giving up. there’s no peace in settling for a reality you never chose

 

[Deleted member 103645]

Average mizoram/assam/nagaland cope

Feeling sad for Bhais living there, probably struggling from poverty too

Nagaland is based though

 

[Deleted member 91663]

hard to really “accept” something that makes you feel like shit, every time you look in the mirror. that kind of acceptance doesn’t feel like liberation, it feels like giving up. there’s no peace in settling for a reality you never chose

I'm an unattractive man but accepting it - at least to some extent - has made me a lot more forgiving about my shortcomings as I know I can't do much about it.

I know this can give rise to feelings of helplessness but I feel liberated from a sense of obligation and expectations that I could never live up to.

 

[160cmcurry]

I'm an unattractive man but accepting it - at least to some extent - has made me a lot more forgiving about my shortcomings as I know I can't do much about it.

I know this can give rise to feelings of helplessness but I feel liberated from a sense of obligation and expectations that I could never live up to.

it’s not liberation, it’s just delusion dressed up as peace. you’re not forgiving your shortcomings, you’re just numb to them now like i am. no one “accepts” being born with a shit hand, they just get tired of screaming into a void that never answers back. calling it ‘freedom’ is just a cope, a more positive way worded to mask just losing it all

 

[Deleted member 91663]

it’s not liberation, it’s just delusion dressed up as peace. you’re not forgiving your shortcomings, you’re just numb to them now like i am.

I accept it's a form of coping but it's infinitely healthier than whatever this is.

It's acceptance. Even if it really is delusion, it's better than living in a perennial world of hurt and beating myself up over it.

 

[160cmcurry]

I accept it's a form of coping but it's infinitely healthier than whatever this is.

It's acceptance. Even if it really is delusion, it's better than living in a perennial world of hurt and beating myself up over it.

it’s still delusion at the end of the day. just cause it hurts less doesn’t make it real. call it “healthier” if you want, but deep down you know it’s just a quieter kind of misery

 

[kazama]

 

[Deleted member 91663]

it’s still delusion at the end of the day. just cause it hurts less doesn’t make it real. call it “healthier” if you want, but deep down you know it’s just a quieter kind of misery

I think it's a question of picking your poison because there are few silver bullets.

It is objectively healthier than just calling yourself a subhuman everyday and not doing anything with your life.

 

[JasGews69x]

be delusional
think you mog everyone

 

[reptiles]

how much worse can it really get

Literally why would curries mix with gooks man ngl I'm chopped facially but if I was good looking id only slay brown girls

 

[160cmcurry]

I think it's a question of picking your poison because there are few silver bullets.

It is objectively healthier than just calling yourself a subhuman everyday and not doing anything with your life.

reality is often better than lying to yourself just to feel good temporarily. what’s the point of “healthier” if it’s built on delusion? when you acknowledge what you truly you are, you’re facing what you are. no sugarcoating. no pretending. the bitter truth might hurt, but it is the reality of if. fake peace of mind isn’t peace, it’s just sedation. numbing the pain doesn’t solve the problem. reality stays the same

 

[Deleted member 91663]

reality is often better than lying to yourself just to feel good temporarily. what’s the point of “healthier” if it’s built on delusion?
when you acknowledge what you truly you are, you’re facing what you are. no sugarcoating. no pretending. the bitter truth might hurt, but it is the reality of if. fake peace of mind isn’t peace, it’s just sedation. numbing the pain doesn’t solve the problem. reality stays the same

I acknowledge the reality and focus on optimizing my looks where I can while working on other things at the same time.

That's not delusional. Calling yourself a loser over and over again while doing absolutely nothing is the literal worst of all worlds.

 

[160cmcurry]

I acknowledge the reality and focus on optimizing my looks where I can while working on other things at the same time.

That's not delusional. Calling yourself a loser over and over again while doing absolutely nothing is the literal worst of all worlds.

there are only a select few individuals where anything they do can actually change anything. not everyone has “potential,” not everyone can “optimize.” i’m one of the unlucky ones, genetic trash, a very small minority. all that’s left is coping with escorts, drugs, tears over some actress i cry over late at night that’d probably call security just from a glance. some people are born behind the starting line, and some of us weren’t even allowed on the track. keep “optimizing,” some of us don’t get that luxury. majority have at least some sort of ‘base’ to work on, something to build off. never had that to begin with. nothing to fix, nothing to improve, just a genetic garbage. i was never meant to be here. people like me were meant to be killed upon birth

 

[Deleted member 91663]

there are only a select few individuals where anything they do can actually change anything. not everyone has “potential,” not everyone can “optimize.” i’m one of the unlucky ones, genetic trash, a very small minority. all that’s left is coping with escorts, drugs, tears over some actress i cry over late at night that’d probably call security just from a glance. some people are born behind the starting line, and some of us weren’t even allowed on the track. keep “optimizing,” some of us don’t get that luxury. majority have at least some sort of ‘base’ to work on, something to build off. never had that to begin with. nothing to fix, nothing to improve, just a genetic garbage. i was never meant to be here. people like me were meant to be killed upon birth

I wonder if you'll feel the same a decade down the line though.

I am admittedly in a better situation than you as a not short white man but that's all I can say.
I can get a well paying job and enjoy a relatively high standard of living so it's not all bad for me.