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I'm 19 and a chronic porn and masturbation addict. I have been addicted to it since 2013 - the first time I discovered it. Since then I would do it everyday. I remember my face used to look so good as a male. Girls would talk to me and even ask for my phone number and one girl even kissed me once to which I cringed back then lol.
Fast forward to now... I have no girlfriend, my health is shit, I cannot talk to girls, no confidence, my eyes have no life in them, my jawline is weak and I lack social skills. If I could go back to 2013, I would save the 13 y/o me from discovering porn. But that's just another fantasy. I can't change what's happened. But I can quit porn and masturbation now and take the responsibility to work on myself. I don't think I'll get back the youthful figure I used to have but who knows, let's see.
Things I'm going to do...
Let's see what happens.
Fast forward to now... I have no girlfriend, my health is shit, I cannot talk to girls, no confidence, my eyes have no life in them, my jawline is weak and I lack social skills. If I could go back to 2013, I would save the 13 y/o me from discovering porn. But that's just another fantasy. I can't change what's happened. But I can quit porn and masturbation now and take the responsibility to work on myself. I don't think I'll get back the youthful figure I used to have but who knows, let's see.
Things I'm going to do...
- Quit porn and masturbation completely. (very hard, but I'm gonna do it anyway)
- Start mewing.
- Start working out.
- Get some good habits like meditation, reading and working out.
- Change my hairstyle.
- Talk to more girls, and if I get rejected, I accept it and move on. There's nothing to lose.
- Finally, lose weight.
Let's see what happens.