Porn has destroyed me COMPLETELY

[blackazure88]

How can I cope??

Holy fuck nigha

I'm legit empty inside, nothing left to me.
I'm an empty husk, porn has taken so much out of me. It's been at the point where I've been watching shemale porn for years and I can't look at nothing else to get hard, my brain is has rotted and my dopamine receptors are burst. Couldn't even get that aroused to my favourite BBWs......

I just bust my last nut to that shit now, and I felt a cold shock reverberate throughout my whole body. I felt so numb, so dark. Eviscerated.

That's it. I'm done. I ain't doing this to myself anymore. Ain't killing myself.

I'm throwing in the towel. Making a change.

 

[GabachoCopium]

i can relate tbh, but it ain’t even that brutal tbh

 

[Luffymaxxing]

Got a list of ex lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I got a blank space baby
And I'll write your name

 

[finn899]

nigga thats how every1 thinks after every nut,you cant quit its impossible been there done that

 

[incel194012940]

cope

because your life would be 10x better if you got 100k posts on looksmax, 10k hours in some video game or whatever other nonsense you would have otherwise filled your time with

 

[blackazure88]

Twitter.....xvideos.....xhamster..... thick.... slim .... tall.... short.... IT DOESN'T MATTER. THE CLARITY IS ALWAYS THE SAME. IS IT NOT ENOUGH?!!! IS THE PAIN NOT ENOUGH?!!!

 

[moggathon]

How can I cope??

Holy fuck nigha

I'm legit empty inside, nothing left to me.
I'm an empty husk, porn has taken so much out of me. It's been at the point where I've been watching shemale porn for years and I can't look at nothing else to get hard, my brain is has rotted and my dopamine receptors are burst. Couldn't even get that aroused to my favourite BBWs......

I just bust my last nut to that shit now, and I felt a cold shock reverberate throughout my whole body. I felt so numb, so dark. Eviscerated.

That's it. I'm done. I ain't doing this to myself anymore. Ain't killing myself.

I'm throwing in the towel. Making a change.

 

[blackazure88]

nigga thats how every1 thinks after every nut,you cant quit its impossible been there done that

Nah bro there's gotta be a way..... it can't end like this!!!

 

[finn899]

Nah bro there's gotta be a way..... it can't end like this!!!

ive been trying to quit for 4 years of jerking off to whores,trust me once you start you cant go back,harder to quit then any drug or addiction 100 percent

 

[blackazure88]

cope

because your life would be 10x better if you got 100k posts on looksmax, 10k hours in some video game or whatever other nonsense you would have otherwise filled your time with

Nigga fuck porn I'm fr over that I cannot do that anymore .I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE! If busting nuts, the height of euphoria, has reduced me to such a state, then I can't continue this life. I can't, I'm already far gone as it is, I don't want to suffer even more.

 

[GabachoCopium]

Nigga fuck porn I'm fr over that I cannot do that anymore .I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE! If busting nuts, the height of euphoria, has reduced me to such a state, then I can't continue this life. I can't, I'm already far gone as it is, I don't want to suffer even more.

ur balls have been drained

 

[blackazure88]

i can relate tbh, but it ain’t even that brutal tbh

Wym it ain't that brutal bro? What's more worse than having your sexual nature control you at a whim and reducing you to ash?? My will is gone.......

 

[blackazure88]

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You think you’re so cool

 

[GabachoCopium]

Wym it ain't that brutal bro? What's more worse than having your sexual nature control you at a whim and reducing you to ash?? My will is gone.......

nothing phases me anymore

i am too real

 

[blackazure88]

Got a list of ex lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I got a blank space baby
And I'll write your name

What song?

 

[Luffymaxxing]

What song?

Blank space by Taylor Swift

O'pry shows up in the music video

 

[GabachoCopium]

What song?

sean o pry taylor swift song

 

[blackazure88]

ur balls have been drained

True, I went back to back on the twitter videos and now I'm on the brink of death. But give it a few days and the madness starts all over again. I hate the cycle I'm in.

 

[GabachoCopium]

True, I went back to back on the twitter videos and now I'm on the brink of death. But give it a few days and the madness starts all over again. I hate the cycle I'm in.

i be nutting like ten times per day ngl

my balls will never be drained tbh

 

[blackazure88]

nothing phases me anymore

i am too real

I'm so sorry for you brother are you still watching porn these days or have you dropped it?

Edit - IGNKRE THIS I JUST SAW YKUR REVEBT COMMENT LOLL

 

[GabachoCopium]

I'm so sorry for you brother are you still watching porn these days or have you dropped it?

Edit - IGNKRE THIS I JUST SAW YKUR REVEBT COMMENT LOLL

bruh

 

[shalomnigga]

True, I went back to back on the twitter videos and now I'm on the brink of death. But give it a few days and the madness starts all over again. I hate the cycle I'm in.

i understand bro

 

[blackazure88]

i be nutting like ten times per day ngl

my balls will never be drained tbh

Nigga 10 times???? I could never match those numbers. My max is 3

 

[GabachoCopium]

Nigga 10 times???? I could never match those numbers. My max is 3

rn only tho cuz i’m on winter break, i ain’t usually nutting that much tbh, only like recently

 

[blackazure88]

Nigga 10 times???? I could never match those numbers. My max is 3

How are you not dead or in an asylum nigga?

 

[blackazure88]

rn only tho cuz i’m on winter break, i ain’t usually nutting that much tbh, only like recently

I ain't one to preach cuz I'm a Sinner, but you need to reduce those numbers or get off that shit with me!! I'm fr turning a new leaf. I've bussed to all kinds of degenerate shit nothing feels good. I've seen it all, I don't wanna be a coomer no more. Join my journey brother, to freedom.

 

[GabachoCopium]

I ain't one to preach cuz I'm a Sinner, but you need to reduce those numbers or get off that shit with me!! I'm fr turning a new leaf. I've bussed to all kinds of degenerate shit nothing feels good. I've seen it all, I don't wanna be a coomer no more. Join my journey brother, to freedom.

you will come to the coomer lifestyle

i’ve been there

 

[blackazure88]

i understand bro

Twitter has been a serious problem for me. The videos on there are better than the stuff you find on actual porn sites ngl. It's the short videos that get me. You stack em up on your profile, mad retweets and bookmarks....... it's KILLING me man

 

[blackazure88]

Fuck it I'm changing my profile pic to honour this change. Maybe it'll help me out, like a mental amp or something

 

[moggathon]

You think you’re so cool

I don't think, I know.

 

[shalomnigga]

I don't think, I know.

shitskin stfu

 

[blackazure88]

cope

because your life would be 10x better if you got 100k posts on looksmax, 10k hours in some video game or whatever other nonsense you would have otherwise filled your time with

At least I would've replaced 10k hours I've spent cooming with something that isn't destroying my body, mind and soul but yeah sure call it cope nigga

 

[moggathon]

shitskin stfu

you have chiefkeef as your avi. i know you're a nigger

 

[blackazure88]

shitskin stfu

Tell em bro, hate these troll ass niggas

 

[blackazure88]

you have chiefkeef as your avi. i know you're a nigger

Sour bitch got BBC in your mouth huh? Stfu

 

[moggathon]

Sour bitch got BBC in your mouth huh? Stfu

 

[blackazure88]

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[shalomnigga]

you have chiefkeef as your avi. i know you're a nigger

and ur indian jfl

 

[moggathon]

and ur indian jfl

im not jfl

 

[futureashtray]

How can I cope??

Holy fuck nigha

I'm legit empty inside, nothing left to me.
I'm an empty husk, porn has taken so much out of me. It's been at the point where I've been watching shemale porn for years and I can't look at nothing else to get hard, my brain is has rotted and my dopamine receptors are burst. Couldn't even get that aroused to my favourite BBWs......

I just bust my last nut to that shit now, and I felt a cold shock reverberate throughout my whole body. I felt so numb, so dark. Eviscerated.

That's it. I'm done. I ain't doing this to myself anymore. Ain't killing myself.

I'm throwing in the towel. Making a change.

just stop cooming for a week or 2

your dick nerves are fucking numb from all the contractions nd shit from cooming frequently, and your dopamine is fried

but fear not

just stop cooming foor a while nd your body will repair itself

 

[mog_me]

nigga thats how every1 thinks after every nut,you cant quit its impossible been there done that

Not impossible just willpowermaxx

 

[Sprinkles]

at least you didn’t end up with a scat fetish like me bro

 

[IbrahimT]

Just retreat into the forest with no internet and live a simple life in a shack. Then your desire to fap will stop.

 

[Deleted member 21899]

same man i wanna kms after cooming

 

[blackazure88]

just stop cooming for a week or 2

your dick nerves are fucking numb from all the contractions nd shit from cooming frequently, and your dopamine is fried

but fear not

just stop cooming foor a while nd your body will repair itself

Will my dick repair itself? I have pencil dick bro, will my girth return if I stop cooming?

Not saying it matters since I ain't slaying shit, but looking down and always seeing how thin it is is such a rape to the mind

 

[blackazure88]

Just retreat into the forest with no internet and live a simple life in a shack. Then your desire to fap will stop.

I wish I could do that, but I have no survival skills or independent traits that'll keep me afloat. I rely on technology heavily like the next man, this life of comfort has relinquished all of my hunter-gatherer traits. Over for moderndayniggacells

 

[blackazure88]

same man i wanna kms after cooming

I saw your post about 1 meal a day I was gonna comment, you're right shit is proper legit. Although I've been slopmaxxing over the Christmas holidays, I'm going back to my usual routine of OMAD to get back down to a healthy weight.

Fucking hate cooming, I hate how addict8ve it is. Everytime I feel thr clarity and the consequences, it's like I forget all about it immediately the next time I get horny and feel the urge to fap. It's so dark bro. I'm a slave.

 

[blackazure88]

at least you didn’t end up with a scat fetish like me bro

Haha I got close......Real fucking close

I developed a fart porn fetish before I delved into the whole shemale crap. Damn even just typing this now makes me wanna watch some fart porn lol you see what I mean?? I'm fucked up. My mind, almost as if on queue, will fill itself with all these images and screenshots of videos I've seen over the years to prompt me to fap, and I can't stop that shit. The hold porn has got on me.......

But I need to break that cycle. I have to. For my own soul. Or.... for whatever I've got left of it.

 

[blackazure88]

Not impossible just willpowermaxx

Gotta push forward AARGGGGHHHH

 

[Ricky212]

My last cooms will be today. Mulatta only cooms