Porn low-key can turn men bisexual/homosexual. At least temporarily. Then you snap out of it in a more sober state.

[alien]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

 

[looksmaxxed]

deathnig brain symptoms

 

[Sprinkles]

dnr

 

[Debetro]

Can agree, years of r/BWC and colonizer porn make you a completely different person

 

[Deleted member 26824]

dnr but effects of excessive porn consume may include ED, less dopamin, pedophilia, homosexuality, weird fetishes, and less brain activity

 

[Zoom759]

Nigga wtf has this website become

 

[alien]

Can agree, years of r/BWC and colonizer porn make you a completely different person

White Male/Ethnik Female porn has made me almost exclusively interested in Asian women. And obsessed with wanting to "colonize" them. Meaning cum inside their pussy. Out of the last 7 women I dated, they were all Asian. Cantonese. Filipina. Filipina/Japanese (born in Canada though). Korean (born in Canada). Unknown Asian ethnicity (I think Filipino. Born in Canada). Filipina. Filipina.

I also rawdogged and came inside 3 Asian hookers. Including 3 times with a Filipina hooker that I have been seeing ongoing. I had dated this Filipina back in January/February for 5 weeks and her period was 13 days late. And on day #9 she was telling me that she wanted to keep the baby if she's pregnant. And I was ghosting her, thinking my life was over. But then she finally got her period on Day 13.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Fucking an ass is not gay

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

I thought you already were gay?

 

[fuckingtheuniverse]

Op sucked a cock before thinking of writing this thread

 

[alien]

dnr but effects of excessive porn consume may include ED, less dopamin, pedophilia, homosexuality, weird fetishes, and less brain activity

I think inexperience with women causes ED. Rather than porn per se. I had trouble getting it up and keeping it up with the Filipina hooker that I have been seeing the first time I saw her. But the second time I saw her, I finally was able to get it up when she lubed up her pussy and stuck it in raw. Because the thrill of fucking a hooker raw got me hard. And the third time I saw her, not only did I get hard from her blowing me. But I almost popped in her mouth within one minute of her sucking me and would have almost been out $160 CAD without getting to fuck her raw (since I paid her double to fuck her raw. She only charges $80-100 CAD for bare blowjob + condom sex). I lasted only like 1 minute, 2 minutes max when I fucked her raw till I came inside her. The more that I build familiarity with a woman, even a hooker, the more my body relaxes and the more my cock gets hard and cums quicker. Being so high cortisol in general around women makes it hard for me to get hard and cum in the first place.

 

[The Grinch]

OP is trying to rationalize his BBC fetish

 

[Deleted member 26824]

I think inexperience with women causes ED. Rather than porn per se. I had trouble getting it up and keeping it up with the Filipina hooker that I have been seeing the first time I saw her. But the second time I saw her, I finally was able to get it up when she lubed up her pussy and stuck it in raw. Because the thrill of fucking a hooker raw got me hard. And the third time I saw her, not only did I get hard from her blowing me. But I almost popped in her mouth within one minute of her sucking me and would have almost been out $160 CAD without getting to fuck her raw (since I paid her double to fuck her raw. She only charges $80-100 CAD for bare blowjob + condom sex). I lasted only like 1 minute, 2 minutes max when I fucked her raw till I came inside her. The more that I build familiarity with a woman, even a hooker, the more my body relaxes and the more my cock gets hard and cums quicker. Being so high cortisol in general around women makes it hard for me to get hard and cum in the first place.

crazy that you pay so much money just to fuck for a few minutes. but if you got the money and cant find a girl fuck it.

i dont think ED is something that should happen to a healthy male, maybe you cum fast but you should be hard. Trying not to cum is a mental game and an experience thing, you should try to be always relaxed and have your back straight and some bit behind.

 

[alien]

crazy that you pay so much money just to fuck for a few minutes. but if you got the money and cant find a girl fuck it.

i dont think ED is something that should happen to a healthy male, maybe you cum fast but you should be hard. Trying not to cum is a mental game and an experience thing, you should try to be always relaxed and have your back straight and some bit behind.

The thing with hookers is that you're on the clock. If you purposely try not to cum, you will lose your nut and then your time is up. And then you've basically just paid $160 CAD but didn't get off. So I didn't try to stop myself from cumming once I was inside her. But I was holding back trying not to cum when she was blowing me. Because I wanted to at least fuck her first.

The second time we had sex, I was fucking her for a good 10 minutes and still couldn't bust and she was feeling sore and got annoyed. So hookers do want you to cum quickly.

Even women I've dated for real, they get annoyed if you take more than 10 minutes to cum. Because the vagina does get sore. They say they don't want a one minute man. But there is such a thing as taking too long to come. Women don't want you to cum too fast. But they also don't want you to take too long to cum.

Also she only charges $80, maybe $100 CAD if you use a condom. The reason why it was $160 CAD is because I didn't want to use a condom. I have trouble cumming with a condom. And raw feels so much better. It's also much better to cum inside.

 

[Aladin]

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

This is literally it.

 

[Deleted member 26824]

The thing with hookers is that you're on the clock. If you purposely try not to cum, you will lose your nut and then your time is up. And then you've basically just paid $160 CAD but didn't get off. So I didn't try to stop myself from cumming once I was inside her. But I was holding back trying not to cum when she was blowing me. Because I wanted to at least fuck her first.

The second time we had sex, I was fucking her for a good 10 minutes and still couldn't bust and she was feeling sore and got annoyed. So hookers do want you to cum quickly.

Even women I've dated for real, they get annoyed if you take more than 10 minutes to cum. Because the vagina does get sore. They say they don't want a one minute man. But there is such a thing as taking too long to come. Women don't want you to cum too fast. But they also don't want you to take too long to cum.

i hear women all the time say they want a man who can last up to 10-20min.

you should not give a fuck about what a whore wants you to do, ofc she just wants you to piss off and make some money - even if you dont cum you got to fuck your full time.

 

[GabachoCopium]

I started watching BBC porn

 

[alien]

View attachment 2452645

In reality, nerdy Starbucks Democrat guys on reddit like that tell you that BBC fetishes are racist. lmfao.

 

[GabachoCopium]

In reality, nerdy Starbucks Democrat guys on reddit like that tell you that BBC fetishes are racist. lmfao.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

Jfll faggot cope I never wanted to watch a guy get fucked

 

[alien]

i hear women all the time say they want a man who can last up to 10-20min.

you should not give a fuck about what a whore wants you to do, ofc she just wants you to piss off and make some money - even if you dont cum you got to fuck your full time.

Maybe it's because of my girth but with the women I dated, they usually wanted me to cum around the 10 minute mark. If it was closer to 20 minutes, they would get so annoyed.
One time when I came in like 5 minutes, a woman was annoyed. So that's a little too short.

I prefer cumming in like 1-2 minutes than not cumming at all in a 30 minute session. The hooker is a Filpina. Lots of Filipina civilians are not on birth control because it goes against their religion. I wouldn't be surprised if the hooker isn't on birth control. The thrill of risking a pregnancy with a Filipina whore turns me on. I have a BWC/neo-colonialism fetish.

Ideally I prefer to cum at the 10-25 minute mark than a 1-2 minute blowjob + 1-2 minutes fucking for sure. But it doesn't always work out that way. There are times where the nut just isn't cumming no matter how hard I fuck her. Sometimes I feel like fucking a woman too hard desensitizes my penis and makes it even harder for her to cum. I feel like it might be better to have a nice rhythm. But there are also times where my cock is very sensitive and it's very easy to blow.

 

[Deleted member 26824]

Maybe it's because of my girth but with the women I dated, they usually wanted me to cum around the 10 minute mark. If it was closer to 20 minutes, they would get so annoyed.
One time when I came in like 5 minutes, a woman was annoyed. So that's a little too short.

I prefer cumming in like 1-2 minutes than not cumming at all in a 30 minute session. The hooker is a Filpina. Lots of Filipina civilians are not on birth control because it goes against their religion. I wouldn't be surprised if the hooker isn't on birth control. The thrill of risking a pregnancy with a Filipina whore turns me on. I have a BWC/neo-colonialism fetish.

Ideally I prefer to cum at the 10-25 minute mark than a 1-2 minute blowjob + 1-2 minutes fucking for sure. But it doesn't always work out that way. There are times where the nut just isn't cumming no matter how hard I fuck her. Sometimes I feel like fucking a woman too hard desensitizes my penis and makes it even harder for her to cum. I feel like it might be better to have a nice rhythm. But there are also times where my cock is very sensitive and it's very easy to blow.

whats your size?

 

[Deleted member 31459]

I got attracted to androgynous men after jerking to hentai for 5 years

 

[alien]

whats your size?

My girth is 14+cm (5.5"+)

 

[Deleted member 23391]

You're homoerotically obsessed with black cocks and fucked a tranny in the asshole. You are definitely not straight. Sounds like inhibition to me. Or maybe you're just a weird cuckold. Don't know.

 

[Deleted member 26824]

My girth is 14+cm (5.5"+)

mogs

 

[vermillioncorefan]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

squishy squishy

 

[MikeMew'sBitch]

 

[stamaster21]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

YOUR GAY

 

[Deleted member 21712]

YOUR GAY

He's not gay

I can relate to everything he wrote and you wouldn't call me gay

 

[Deleted member 21712]

This is literally it.

He's not a cuck, I can relate to everything he wrote and you wouldn't call me a cuck now would you?

 

[Aladin]

He's not a cuck, I can relate to everything he wrote and you wouldn't call me a cuck now would you?

I would, cuck.

 

[blackpilled I lost]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

Your sexually attracted to being a woman.
You get good feelings from being feminine so you like to get emasculated/feel like "your not a real man" with this cuck porn.
Your imagining being a sexy woman getting big dicks but your not actually attracted to men.
Men/penis is like crossdressing it makes you feel like a woman which is causing the arousal but your not actually attracted to men. IRL you are not in the head space of being a "woman".
You could also be GAMP (prefer trannys with a penis over women) and hence possibly like penis on men that way.


Regardless you have tranny sexuality.
You might develop gender dysphoria it could be truly over for you.

 

[LampPostPrime]

I'm not sure when I started watching BBC porn. I know it was at least since summer 2007. When I was 22. Probably before then actually. When I would watch big dicked black guys (especially if they were muscular, ripped and masc) fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men. Then it got to the point where I fantasized about being the white woman in the video. And I started catfishing as a woman on dating sites and sexting with black guys while masturbating. And eventually I started looking at videos of Asian women and Indian women having sex with black men too. Probably because I see the black man as defiling the higher races and getting off on that.

But when I see a jacked black guy in my gym, I feel no sexual attraction to him. My gay friend took me to a male strip club. And I had no desire to go to the back with the black male strippers.

So it's almost like the entire eroticism of the black man is just driven by pornography. Outside of the context of pornography, when I look at black guys in real life, I don't have the desires for them that I do women. Like when I see a thicc Asian woman squatting or doing RDLs at the gym, I'm like hnnnnngggg, its hard for me to take my eyes off her. But I don't have this uncontrollable desire to look at black guys in my gym.

Maybe I'm just a cuck.

It's so weird how I have these fantasies when I'm watching porn or masturbating. But in real life at the gym, I only have desires for women. No desire for the black guys in my gym.

Porn is like fucking poison. But if you have trouble getting laid, like most guys on this forum, what else can you really do but jack off or seeing a hooker?

Here's an experiment for you. Crossdress and transmax and go back to that gym and club and tell me you don't feel attraction towards those black bulls

 

[LampPostPrime]

Your sexually attracted to being a woman.
You get good feelings from being feminine so you like to get emasculated/feel like "your not a real man" with this cuck porn.
Your imagining being a sexy woman getting big dicks but your not actually attracted to men.
Men/penis is like crossdressing it makes you feel like a woman but you are not actually attracted to men so you are not in this "female" headspace when not watching porn.
You could also be GAMP (prefer trannys with a penis over women) and hence possibly like penis on men that way.


Regardless you have tranny sexuality.
You might develop gender dysphoria it could be truly over for you.

Exactly. He isn't female maxxed when he is out and about so that's why he doesn't feel attraction towards men in real life. I bet it would be different if he was in his true female form

 

[Deleted member 32973]

fuck attractive white women, my heart would be beating out of my chest, my cock would get hard and I would jack off. I know when I was 22, I fantasized about watching my future wife and future daughters having sex with black men.

the state of org users no fucking way

 

[RAITEIII]

Go for it buddy boyo. You will likely enjoy

 

[Tr0ubLe]

Low T fks. Drop the porn

 

[Eren]

i told one of my now former friend that porn will turn him gay one day
a year later he confessed that he was a faggot and a furry

 

[alien]

Your sexually attracted to being a woman.
You get good feelings from being feminine so you like to get emasculated/feel like "your not a real man" with this cuck porn.
Your imagining being a sexy woman getting big dicks but your not actually attracted to men.
Men/penis is like crossdressing it makes you feel like a woman which is causing the arousal but your not actually attracted to men. IRL you are not in the head space of being a "woman".
You could also be GAMP (prefer trannys with a penis over women) and hence possibly like penis on men that way.

Regardless you have tranny sexuality.
You might develop gender dysphoria it could be truly over for you.

I don't have GAMP. Because while I did enjoy having sex with that Asian transwoman and deepthroating her small Asian cock and licking her rice balls, I also enjoy barebacking the Filipina hooker (cis woman) I'm seeing enjoying and giving her creampies. I'm just attracted to femininity.

I am definitely sexually attracted to being a woman. I possibly do get good feelings from being feminine and emasculated. Because I enjoyed giving head to the Asian transwoman. I also sometimes fantasize about being a muscle mommy (I am a gymcel as you know). I am doing a 4 day upper/lower split and train legs twice a week. I do conventional deadlifts, dumbbell bulgarian split squats, seated hamstring curls, standing calf raises and glute-biased leg press on Tuesday. Smith machine squats ass to grass, Romanian deadlifts, leg press (quad focused then glute focused), standing calf raises on Friday. My thighs and ass are growing (I've been bulking as well but I'm stopping the bulk and will be eating at maintenance soon). I like to feel up my thighs and ass. And spank my ass. My Insta feed has a ton of Asian cis female fitness influencers who lift. Including ass to grass squats. And I want to fuck those hot Asian women. Including the hot thicc Asian women at my gym who do squats and RDLs as I've said.

Do you think I might be a transbian? I think transbian means trans lesbian who likes being with other transwomen. But I also like ciswomen too.

I low-key sometimes wonder if my Asian trans ex-FWB is a transbian herself. She used to be very sexual towards me when we first met September 2022. But then she hangs out with a lot of cis foids and reads books like "How to Date Men When You Hate Men" and when we started seeing each other again April 2023-September 2023 after she had ghosted me for 6 months, she seemed a lot less interested in me sexually. Even though we did have sex occassionally. She is constantly hanging out with cis foids. I think she's into girls and not men. I floated the idea of me being a woman to her by showing her my female filter once. And she didn't like it. I guess she thought my female filter was too masc. As I'm white. Asian transwomen tend to be more feminine than white transwomen. I am sexually aroused by my FaceApp female filter. You can tell by the look in her eyes (which is literally the same as my eyes) that she is a true black cock slut (but my female alter ego is also sexually attracted to women, including transwomen). The funny thing is I don't feel jealous at the thought of my Asian trans ex-FWB having sex with other women. But I feel supremely jealous at the thought of her having sex with a better looking Chad than me.

 

[alien]

Here's an experiment for you. Crossdress and transmax and go back to that gym and club and tell me you don't feel attraction towards those black bulls

That might be right. When I am in the gym deadlifting like a caveman, I'm not in my feminine energy. So when I see a jacked Tyrone in the gym, I don't feel sexual attraction to him.

Maybe I need to start crossdressing. That's difficult to do when I live with my dad. My dad and Republican brother would totally disown me if I came out as trans. Even my liberal sister is a TERF. Going on HRT would be totally out of the question as it would out me to my family immediately and I would be kicked out on the street and have to sell myself on Onlyfans and possibly on the street to survive. I also just invested 14.5 months of my life in the gym and spend a lot of time, effort and money on protein and food including protein powder, mass gainer powder. If I go on HRT, I'm going to lose some of my gains and make it harder for me to get more gains. But it's not like I'm swimming in punani anyways.

That said I do enjoy seeing my more muscular physique in the mirror these days. So I'm feeling more comfortable in my masculinity. Going to the gym has probably helped my gender dysphoria. But I'm still 167cm (5'6"). Lots of guys on Tinder are gymmaxxed to shit if you have ever seen one of those female catfish videos on YouTube, you know. Dbdr on YouTube has done one. There are more men going to the gym than ever before in history. The market is over-saturated with tall muscular lean Chads. So even if I am looking better, it doesn't translate to much sex for me. I'm not incel. But I'm in that purgatory where I'm not quite an incel. But I often go through long dry spells. Or the women who want to have sex with me are so low-quality. And my standards are really not that high guys. I've talked about my lays on here.

 

[Itsmelurking505]

The gym can also turn you gay to I think theres a study on it too