Cthulhu
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I was introduced to porn when I was between the ages of 7 and 8 and became quite quickly addicted, one of my oldest memories is me in my room gooning and almost getting catched by my mom. When I actually hit puberty it got way worse than it already was, around when I was 12, I gooned at least 2 times every day for 2 years. In that time period I even used to wipe my cum in the side of my bed creating this semi solid crust (super disgusting) I didn't go outside and I barely slept just to goon I spent hours watching porn like from 8 pm to 4 am even when it was a school day.
Fast forward to 15, I hit a few growth spurts and I started talking to chicks I was fortunate enough to be above average looking with some feminine features making it so most of the time girls were the one approaching me. But, in each relationship that I had I ended up bored and not attracted to that specific girl making so I NEVER had a successful relationship and the few times I almost had sex I could not get hard because of my insane ED.
I have tried stopping porn and have gone multiple weeks without it but it doesn't matter the damage that it has caused to my brain feels unrepairable and I'm genuinely scared to get into another relationship because of this.

Advice?
Fast forward to 15, I hit a few growth spurts and I started talking to chicks I was fortunate enough to be above average looking with some feminine features making it so most of the time girls were the one approaching me. But, in each relationship that I had I ended up bored and not attracted to that specific girl making so I NEVER had a successful relationship and the few times I almost had sex I could not get hard because of my insane ED.
I have tried stopping porn and have gone multiple weeks without it but it doesn't matter the damage that it has caused to my brain feels unrepairable and I'm genuinely scared to get into another relationship because of this.
Advice?
this is more normal than it seems , porn is promoted a lot , ask around most people started at 10 or younger