pretty sure im going into derealisation

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since my 3 greenouts in a row ive been zoning out alot, i basically dont think anymore and i ramble about random shit to people. Now ive realized that I dont feel anything anymore. Its very difficult for me to concentrate enough to write this rn, but its about to be a hard time. I have 2 weeks of vacation atleast but I was gonna study, I hope this doesnt mean I fail school.

i wish it was all different