Aezac
Selective Misanthropist
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My loser ass might end up here sooner then intended, but basically I am 14.9 years old already on retatrutide on ACE031.
My looks arent too bad but my life is shit and my friend who smokes like a train and drinks like a toilet is getting some IOIs from this girl who I tried to pull but got friendzoned by. Shes like very high dimo besides voice but its not really too deep and she has these nice ass thighs, her chest is a bit flat but idrc. Anyways this guy is getting texts first and saying hes gonna go for her. he has a lot of girls that talk to him, lowkey I fucking hate this turd. Even tho I talk to him everyday I resent him, hes always telling me "lift naturally bro
" the nanosecond I mention roids, even tho he used to inhale synthethic weed made in bathtubs, which ultimately led up to him failing school and losing all his muscle, he has gotten back into the gym with me but hes inconsistent as fuck, 3-4 days he'll be consistent then he'll whine up about his soreness.
He wasnt even supposed to come to my school, he was supposed to be shipped away far. His parents were tired of him but they decided to let him come back into the school I am going to.
Not to mention I told that girl and her hotter friend about my situation, essentially my brother has psychosis from depression and imsonia, I basically vented? Its gay but I just had no one else to talk to, I told them about how he threatened to end my life during a episode (I wasnt scared hes half way across the earth), and how he is arguing with the whole family during his episodes, he cant control it too its like this venom type of thing takes over and he apologizes when his episodes stop. Those 2 girls never followed up about the situation even tho they acted like they felt bad none of them ever text me first either, fuckfuckfuck its over only first month of school but its still over for me
I hate myself most of all, as soon as I have enough money, I am blasting roids and erda, just all types of shit. If I die then I'll die trying to reach for the top, if my cycle and plans go succesful, next year I will walk around a 6,0 muscle monster with a wide frame who has all of chinas vials pumping through his blood.
Nobody will probably read all of this but I like the idea that at least I am technically talking to everyone.
Anyways, I'll update you guys when this is all over, either I will be dead, mentally ill, or have reached my end goal.
Bye
My looks arent too bad but my life is shit and my friend who smokes like a train and drinks like a toilet is getting some IOIs from this girl who I tried to pull but got friendzoned by. Shes like very high dimo besides voice but its not really too deep and she has these nice ass thighs, her chest is a bit flat but idrc. Anyways this guy is getting texts first and saying hes gonna go for her. he has a lot of girls that talk to him, lowkey I fucking hate this turd. Even tho I talk to him everyday I resent him, hes always telling me "lift naturally bro
" the nanosecond I mention roids, even tho he used to inhale synthethic weed made in bathtubs, which ultimately led up to him failing school and losing all his muscle, he has gotten back into the gym with me but hes inconsistent as fuck, 3-4 days he'll be consistent then he'll whine up about his soreness.He wasnt even supposed to come to my school, he was supposed to be shipped away far. His parents were tired of him but they decided to let him come back into the school I am going to.
Not to mention I told that girl and her hotter friend about my situation, essentially my brother has psychosis from depression and imsonia, I basically vented? Its gay but I just had no one else to talk to, I told them about how he threatened to end my life during a episode (I wasnt scared hes half way across the earth), and how he is arguing with the whole family during his episodes, he cant control it too its like this venom type of thing takes over and he apologizes when his episodes stop. Those 2 girls never followed up about the situation even tho they acted like they felt bad
none of them ever text me first either, fuckfuckfuck its over only first month of school but its still over for meI hate myself most of all, as soon as I have enough money, I am blasting roids and erda, just all types of shit. If I die then I'll die trying to reach for the top, if my cycle and plans go succesful, next year I will walk around a 6,0 muscle monster with a wide frame who has all of chinas vials pumping through his blood.
Nobody will probably read all of this but I like the idea that at least I am technically talking to everyone.
Anyways, I'll update you guys when this is all over, either I will be dead, mentally ill, or have reached my end goal.
Bye
bye ig…
