Problem w girls

[coolguyjames]

I can't stop thinking about them it's like I'm done with them and I say to myself yeah that's it no more romantic obsessed me with this girl and then in school she looks at me a few times or she starts giving me these glances and giggles and she teases me and I care about her again and I hate it it's like I can't give up on teenage love and I hate it seriously I wish I never had emotions and empathy I'm so done with humanity everyone is just pretending to be nice especially girls in school but they always be so rude to you when you just open your mouth fuck looks it's not just looks they can litteraly see the slightest form of neurodivergence inside of you fuck

 

[Lonely]

 

[coolguyjames]

Do

I can't stop thinking about them it's like I'm done with them and I say to myself yeah that's it no more romantic obsessed me with this girl and then in school she looks at me a few times or she starts giving me these glances and giggles and she teases me and I care about her again and I hate it it's like I can't give up on teenage love and I hate it seriously I wish I never had emotions and empathy I'm so done with humanity everyone is just pretending to be nice especially girls in school but they always be so rude to you when you just open your mouth fuck looks it's not just looks they can litteraly see the slightest form of neurodivergence inside of you fuck

Humanity is evil

 

[coolguyjames]

Do

Humanity is evil

Why tf did I say do

 

[FoidAnnihilator1]

Clearly not nd enough if youre still thinking ab foids

 

[Sceptical]

it's not just looks they can litteraly see the slightest form of neurodivergence inside of you

fake it till you make it

 

[coolguyjames]

Clearly not nd enough if youre still thinking ab foids

Im not really ND I'm NT just really lonely and my view on world and many other stuff differs from the most

 

[FoidAnnihilator1]

Im not really ND I'm NT just really lonely and my view on world and many other stuff differs from the most

Have you ascended? cus if you haven't there's really no point in even thinking about girls

 

[coolguyjames]

fake it till you make it

That's the problem. Faking it. It litteraly feels like hell faking it for a long time. I don't want to be fake anymore. I'm just going to be real me. I'm going to be detached from everyone. I'm just going to talk to few of my friends and that's it. But no overexplaining. I'm really good at making jokes with everyone even the most nt bullies you see in school. But the problem is I jestered so much so no one is going to take me seriously even if I'm alone. The thing is I am totally numb when close to girls from other class but still act dumb whenever I'm next to ugly girls from my class or pretty whatever I domt care about girls from my class but I hate how I act stupid I'm not stupid I'm smart

 

[coolguyjames]

Have you ascended? cus if you haven't there's really no point in even thinking about girls

Not completely. I still feel ugly all the time I talk to girls but in mirror I look Hella good it's just that my confidence before talking is perfect but when I want to talk to them I'm afraid they'll reject me and so it repeats...

 

[FoidAnnihilator1]

Not completely. I still feel ugly all the time I talk to girls but in mirror I look Hella good it's just that my confidence before talking is perfect but when I want to talk to them I'm afraid they'll reject me and so it repeats...

seriously just go on ome.tv or smth and talk to all the girls you meet. it really is great for "social skills", but your best bet is to talk to girls irl. if you haven't really spoken to them, just compliment them and ask open ended questions

 

[FoidAnnihilator1]

seriously just go on ome.tv or smth and talk to all the girls you meet. it really is great for "social skills", but your best bet is to talk to girls irl. if you haven't really spoken to them, just compliment them and ask open ended questions

but really the ome strat is the method

 

[Sceptical]

That's the problem. Faking it. It litteraly feels like hell faking it for a long time. I don't want to be fake anymore. I'm just going to be real me. I'm going to be detached from everyone. I'm just going to talk to few of my friends and that's it. But no overexplaining. I'm really good at making jokes with everyone even the most nt bullies you see in school. But the problem is I jestered so much so no one is going to take me seriously even if I'm alone. The thing is I am totally numb when close to girls from other class but still act dumb whenever I'm next to ugly girls from my class or pretty whatever I domt care about girls from my class but I hate how I act stupid I'm not stupid I'm smart

seems like you're going through a lot.
i can't say that i can help you cuz i really can't but maybe you could take some pointers from me. whenever i catch myself overthinking and trying to figure it all out, i just take a moment and tell myself to not take myself too seriously. in grand scheme of things the thing or person that im worrying about doesn't matter, nobody matters which is actually a good and freeing realization