Prom might be the final straw

[overthefalls]

Yesterday was prom. Instead of going with a girl and having fun and doing whatever the fuck you do, I was at work for 9 hours taking the rest of peoples shifts and closing alone so they could go home and go to prom. I didn’t care that I was at work, because even if I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have been at prom because I didn’t have a date, i’ve never had a date, i’ve never had any girlfriend at my big age of 17, and I probably never will. And it’s not like it’s because of my looks, there’s like 50 subhumans in my class with girlfriends, i’m just ND as fuck. And i probably wouldn’t have been this nd if my bum ass parents didn’t think homeschooling me until 9th grade was a good idea. I talked to one of my friends a while ago who’s literally a 6’3 mltn but is literally drowning in girls. He told me “you just gotta be funny” are we fucking serious? This guy does not tell jokes at all or act funny at all. Even if that was the “secret” to it it’s fucking worthless to me because i’m not funny. I don’t know how to be funny. I don’t know how to be charismatic or liked. This shit is so unfair. Literally all i’ve wanted for years is to have someone. But i can’t get one at all because my parents fucking isolated me for 14 years. I try my best to act nt but even getting friends who are normal is fucking impossible. I have like 3 loose friends and the rest are acquaintances. This is the type of shit i can never fix. I only have one more year at high school but it’s just going to be the same shit as the last 3.

This morning I woke up late and swiped through snap stories for 10 minutes of people I know at prom with their girlfriends. This genuinely might be the last straw, i’m probably killing myself today. I know nothing will change. The only people that’d miss me is my parents, who caused all of this shit.

 

[Finalkiosk]

Yesterday was prom. Instead of going with a girl and having fun and doing whatever the fuck you do, I was at work for 9 hours taking the rest of peoples shifts and closing alone so they could go home and go to prom. I didn’t care that I was at work, because even if I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have been at prom because I didn’t have a date, i’ve never had a date, i’ve never had any girlfriend at my big age of 17, and I probably never will. And it’s not like it’s because of my looks, there’s like 50 subhumans in my class with girlfriends, i’m just ND as fuck. And i probably wouldn’t have been this nd if my bum ass parents didn’t think homeschooling me until 9th grade was a good idea. I talked to one of my friends a while ago who’s literally a 6’3 mltn but is literally drowning in girls. He told me “you just gotta be funny” are we fucking serious? This guy does not tell jokes at all or act funny at all. Even if that was the “secret” to it it’s fucking worthless to me because i’m not funny. I don’t know how to be funny. I don’t know how to be charismatic or liked. This shit is so unfair. Literally all i’ve wanted for years is to have someone. But i can’t get one at all because my parents fucking isolated me for 14 years. I try my best to act nt but even getting friends who are normal is fucking impossible. I have like 3 loose friends and the rest are acquaintances. This is the type of shit i can never fix. I only have one more year at high school but it’s just going to be the same shit as the last 3.

This morning I woke up late and swiped through snap stories for 10 minutes of people I know at prom with their girlfriends. This genuinely might be the last straw, i’m probably killing myself today. I know nothing will change. The only people that’d miss me is my parents, who caused all of this shit.

just give up on girls

go get a really nice degree, make a fuck load of money, and your gonna be surprised what type of shit opens up to you in life

if you can live with your parents until your 21-23, get a really high paying job by abusing adderall in uni, and then move out, your life would start at 21-23

imagine having 120k usd of income, spending like 40k of it on necessary stuff, and then having 80k to blow on whatever the fuck you want

by the time your 21-23 you would have physiquemaxxed and ascended as much as possible too, and because you said looks arent the problem, maybe you could take pregab and fix your life right now

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

Nigga my exams are in June and I have prom shortly after I didn’t even apply to uni my life is going to shit I have to take a gap year I’m broke my package got seized my driving lessons got cancelled I lost my job and they’re using my old pics for the yearbook you are feeling 1% of my pain

 

[overthefalls]

just give up on girls

go get a really nice degree, make a fuck load of money, and your gonna be surprised what type of shit opens up to you in life

if you can live with your parents until your 21-23, get a really high paying job by abusing adderall in uni, and then move out, your life would start at 21-23

imagine having 120k usd of income, spending like 40k of it on necessary stuff, and then having 80k to blow on whatever the fuck you want

by the time your 21-23 you would have physiquemaxxed and ascended as much as possible too, and because you said looks arent the problem, maybe you could take pregab and fix your life right now

i can not make it another 4-6 years like this man.

pregab or baclofen wouldn't fix it since everyone in my class knows me and has their negative perceptions of me from freshman year because i was friends with a bunch of actually weird people since they were the only ones that'd talk to me jfl. so even if they let me mask better, people at school would have no interest talking to me. just a shitty situation.

 

[Finalkiosk]

i can not make it another 4-6 years like this man.

pregab or baclofen wouldn't fix it since everyone in my class knows me and has their negative perceptions of me from freshman year because i was friends with a bunch of actually weird people since they were the only ones that'd talk to me jfl. so even if they let me mask better, people at school would have no interest talking to me. just a shitty situation.

so your seriously telling me you care so much about the negative perceptions of people in your class that its getting to you this much mentally?

brother, ive been in your exact position, and it still feels like yesterday


right now you just have to enjoy what you have until you make it, go have some fun with pregab, get some adhd meds, become the top of your class, do all that shit for fun, ignore girls until you have the financial security and emotional stability to deal with them

if you got a gf tmrw, i doubt you would have the money to support her anyways, you would have to make yourself even more busy with work, just so you can get busy again with a girl, not a bad thing but its gonna be very expensive

spend these years building yourself up as much as possible, get money, hop on 350mg test e/wk, 6iu hgh, start maxxing everything you can, once you get into uni your gonna be surprised at how unattractive the girls at high school were, your spending expensive attention on worrying about stuff that dont matter at all


there are people on this forum who are like 10 years older than you and have never even held a girls hand, and they still have hope

do you see how early to the party you are?

dont fuck up

forget about people at hs already, your situation is not as bad as you think it is

its pretty average, your overthinking it which helps solve it quicker

go maxx shit bro

 

[NinjaRG9]

go get a really nice degree, make a fuck load of money, and your gonna be surprised what type of shit opens up to you in life

Anything but pussy

 

[Finalkiosk]

Anything but pussy

yup

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Yesterday was prom. Instead of going with a girl and having fun and doing whatever the fuck you do, I was at work for 9 hours taking the rest of peoples shifts and closing alone so they could go home and go to prom. I didn’t care that I was at work, because even if I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have been at prom because I didn’t have a date, i’ve never had a date, i’ve never had any girlfriend at my big age of 17, and I probably never will. And it’s not like it’s because of my looks, there’s like 50 subhumans in my class with girlfriends, i’m just ND as fuck. And i probably wouldn’t have been this nd if my bum ass parents didn’t think homeschooling me until 9th grade was a good idea. I talked to one of my friends a while ago who’s literally a 6’3 mltn but is literally drowning in girls. He told me “you just gotta be funny” are we fucking serious? This guy does not tell jokes at all or act funny at all. Even if that was the “secret” to it it’s fucking worthless to me because i’m not funny. I don’t know how to be funny. I don’t know how to be charismatic or liked. This shit is so unfair. Literally all i’ve wanted for years is to have someone. But i can’t get one at all because my parents fucking isolated me for 14 years. I try my best to act nt but even getting friends who are normal is fucking impossible. I have like 3 loose friends and the rest are acquaintances. This is the type of shit i can never fix. I only have one more year at high school but it’s just going to be the same shit as the last 3.

This morning I woke up late and swiped through snap stories for 10 minutes of people I know at prom with their girlfriends. This genuinely might be the last straw, i’m probably killing myself today. I know nothing will change. The only people that’d miss me is my parents, who caused all of this shit.

Honestly man I feel for you. Shit like that will eat away at your soul for years to come. I’m 21 and still prom lives rent free in my head sometimes as it’s such an important milestone of your youth.

I wish you the best brother

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Anything but pussy

@Finalkiosk is right. If you’re socially fucked the best thing to do is just focus on something else non-social related. Just don’t fool yourself into thinking it’s better than getting pussy but accept it’s the only thing you can do at the moment.