pincrush
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have been on a vacation to California past couple of days. friend told me to go to come along to this yacht party in Bay Area being hosted for tech bros, and i got beta blockers before leaving to the trip and genuinely was one of the best nights of my life, i have never been to a party before, let alone prom or homecoming etc, and spent most of high school just working and being reserved. met a lot of good people and went to a rave after the party as well. Didn’t drink and was on Adderall the whole time so i had energy the entire night. the propranolol genuinely gave me confidence through the roof and made me able to start conversation with anyone, the day after i went out with some friends that were going to a frat party, they didn’t get into any even though half the group had bids but I ended up getting into one after starting conversation with some Indian transfer student that was out with his gf and got into some random house since he knew one of the brothers there. the frat party was busted as fuck cause it was all just 18 year olds trying to drink and all the decent looking girls were with their boyfriends but i still ended up having a great time. I regret taking the adderall more than anything cause it made me loose this girl that approached me cause i got intimidated by how hot she was, she was a german transfer student out with her friends and I never got her Instagram or her number. I think this entire vacation made me rethink college cause I haven’t been focusing on school that much and have just been trying to work but I have lived more in these past few days than i ever could in a year, I have never felt so fucking amazing in my entire life
