punched a door this time, leaving two big holes in it

[Psychophilly]

was worried about my father seeing it, after i saw the other side, i realized my father punched it even harder and made bigger holes.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

I used to do shit like that too. It's insane how little rage I have now (barely any) compared to a few years ago.

Try punching a pillow next time so you don't wreck the apartment. Anyway, it can get better, but until then just try to work around it.